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The Dopamine Flux
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#741
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#742
My boss has been emailing me since 8:30 this morning. About one of my hell buys. My assistant f’d up an order pretty good. Like $200 worth. Thank god I trained her to always initial her order submissions because I couldn’t remember which one of us processed it. Phew...not me. Sucks for her though. I’m a little nervous that this might be the “straw” . She’s kind of been slacking and paying attention to detail. I get it. She has TWIN 3 yr old boys hanging off of her while she’s working. On the other hand though...the boss can’t really afford relatively frequent screw ups totaling hundreds of dollars.
Going to ignore my email for the rest of the weekend. I don’t want to think about it. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Welp insight hit me like a ton of bricks.....I’ve been in psychosis it would seem. Especially considering my ward pdoc and my therapist both said it. Scares the crap out of me when I have these episodes....I hope that there isn’t a rebound. I see the ward pdoc Tuesday, so hopefully we can tweak some meds.
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#745
Super high!!!
And not from drugs I’ve been shopping I have a simmering under the surface shopping addiction. But what really floats my boat is getting DEALS while I shop! I need shoes...just casual flat but not sneaker shoes. Famous Footwear is B1G1 50% off and they carry Sperry which I love. Kids need shoes too of course. So I got 2 pairs of Sperrys for me, a pair of Vans and a pair of sandals for my daughter, and 2 pairs of Vans for my son. I had rewards points for $10 off I got a coupon code for $15 off Plus they are always free shipping And 2% cash back on Ebates 6 pairs of shoes for $205 shipped and $4.10 back in Ebates. Now I’m broke...mind you the money hasn’t even been deposited yet Oh I’m not floating my bank acct...I used the family fund. I’ll replace when my money comes in. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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The Dopamine Flux
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#746
Im starting to get pi$$ed off.
This person i sold my phone to harassed me to ship it. Now ive been asking them to give me a rating so the funds will be released on the app but they are giving me a hard time. Now they are asking me if the phone even charges. Ima be so pissed if they send it back. AINT NOTHING WRONG WITH THE PHONE PLUS THEY LOWBALLED ME. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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The Dopamine Flux
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#747
This is why i hate these stupid as-s apps
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#748
Last night I couldn't sleep because of the alcohol. My heart was 85bpm and I don't like it that high when I'm trying to sleep so I took benzo.
Even on Vyvanse in the day my heart rate is 74bpm.. So I guess I just can't drink alcohol. Only for fun then I have to take a beta blocker or something.. |
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#749
There's going to be a party here and I have to stay in my room and finish my essays..
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#750
Waiting for my dinner.
Got my daughter the hoodie she wanted. Now I’m done w/Easter. Just have to hide everything. I’m exhausted today. Been thinking of a nap all day but it didn’t happen. All this rain and dreariness...bring on the flowers . __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#751
I want to stay up all night, today went by really fast because I woke up kinda late. I know I'll end up falling asleep an hour after I take my meds tonight though, not sure how to get around that
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#752
Possible trigger:
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#753
Caffeine pills are quiet relaxing. I will take those instead of benzos.
Alcohol is a stimulant! |
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The Dopamine Flux
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#755
I got a bad toothache after i ate and its giving me a headache.
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#757
Did my nails, just cut, filed, and buffed them. Probably haven't done that in a long time, I tend to just nervously pick and bite at my nails
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#758
I'm having to face the reality that I might have to deal with voices for the rest of my life.
Antipsychotics have done a good job of getting rid of most of them, but some still come through |
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#759
Watching Black Summer on Netflix.
Gotta love a zombie apocalypse __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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The Dopamine Flux
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#760
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I was practicing my spanish and i saw duolingo offers easy-to-understand podcasts in the language. They might have a podcast for your language too. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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