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Desoxyn · Apr 22, 2019 at 03:48 PM

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I feel like having an eating disorder but I'm too uncommitted to doing it.. Like I want to eat nothing so I feel better because it gives me meth nostalgia..

Desoxyn · Apr 22, 2019 at 04:32 PM

I feel so many mixed emotions about things

I'm procrastinating my essay

Apr 22, 2019 at 05:41 PM

Hi everyone.
I haven't been myself lately. The psychosis I was in for about 5 months I think might have gotten to me. I think it might have taken a part of me, making me more anhedonic, or it's the Seroquel. I don't know which one caused it. I did the right thing reaching for therapy though as soon as it started. That was a good move on my part. I was totally convinced, on higher dosages of meds ever, and it still didn't prevent it.

Desoxyn · Apr 22, 2019 at 05:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

Hi everyone.
I haven't been myself lately. The psychosis I was in for about 5 months I think might have gotten to me. I think it might have taken a part of me, making me more anhedonic, or it's the Seroquel. I don't know which one caused it. I did the right thing reaching for therapy though as soon as it started. That was a good move on my part. I was totally convinced, on higher dosages of meds ever, and it still didn't prevent it.

100mg seroquel kills my mood every night on top of the invega sustenna. Before I take it, I feel better.. then I just feel zombified. But it helps me sleep.

Apr 22, 2019 at 05:56 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

100mg seroquel kills my mood every night on top of the invega sustenna. Before I take it, I feel better.. then I just feel zombified. But it helps me sleep.

I take 300mgs of Seroquel a night, and it barely lets me sleep. I see my psychiatrist may 31st. That's a long time away for me.

Desoxyn · Apr 22, 2019 at 05:59 PM

Listening to fade to black

Finished my course. Idk what mark I'll get on it. Probably 60% idk

Desoxyn · Apr 22, 2019 at 06:05 PM

I'm listening to the most beautiful metal songs

Desoxyn · Apr 22, 2019 at 06:20 PM

I tried guys.. with mental illness and addiction, I tried..

newtus · Apr 22, 2019 at 06:37 PM

Went for a walk around the church. Tired but it was nice.

Desoxyn · Apr 22, 2019 at 06:40 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Went for a walk around the church. Tired but it was nice.

The church is a holy place. Easter Monday.. The spirits will protect you after being there..

newtus · Apr 22, 2019 at 07:37 PM

I need to start exercising. Which is why i walked. But then i ate like almost 10 pieces of toast and 2 bowls of spaghetti after. Like it made me hungry or something idk.

Shouldnt do that but i did.

Desoxyn · Apr 22, 2019 at 07:43 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I need to start exercising. Which is why i walked. But then i ate like almost 10 pieces of toast and 2 bowls of spaghetti after. Like it made me hungry or something idk.

Shouldnt do that but i did.

That reminds me of when I took 2mg risperidone and ate 8 pieces of bread with spaghetti. It was very euphoric to do that.

Desoxyn · Apr 22, 2019 at 07:53 PM

Omgz im drunk imma eat food

cogladaid · Apr 22, 2019 at 07:55 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

That reminds me of when I took 2mg risperidone and ate 8 pieces of bread with spaghetti. It was very euphoric to do that.

Risperidone just knocked me oooout.

ofthevalley · Apr 22, 2019 at 07:59 PM

Does anyone have any “young adult/teen” book/series suggestions?
We just ordered “Speak”, “To Kill A Mockingbird”, “The Fault In Our Stars”, and “The Girl In the Picture”.

Blue_Bird · Apr 22, 2019 at 08:11 PM

Can't sleep, so aggravated

Blue_Bird · Apr 22, 2019 at 08:13 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Does anyone have any “young adult/teen” book/series suggestions?
We just ordered “Speak”, “To Kill A Mockingbird”, “The Fault In Our Stars”, and “The Girl In the Picture”.

Any books by John Green are good (the author of the fault in our stars) he has several out, also David Levithan has some good stuff. I just recently read his novel Dash and Lily's Book of Dares. I have tons of books on my goodreads list, next time I get on my laptop I'll make a list and post it for you

Desoxyn · Apr 22, 2019 at 08:14 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Can't sleep, so aggravated

12am is the time to sleep

Blue_Bird · Apr 22, 2019 at 08:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

12am is the time to sleep

I'm exhausted from only getting 3 hours last night, it's so frustrating being so tired but not able to sleep, I took my night meds @8 because I hoped I'd be able to fall asleep by now

Desoxyn · Apr 22, 2019 at 08:17 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Risperidone just knocked me oooout.

The morning after it knocks me out I mean lol... eat fooood in the risperidone morning xd

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Apr 22, 2019 at 03:48 PM #821 Possible trigger: I feel like having an eating disorder but I'm too uncommitted to doing it.. Like I want to eat nothing so I feel better because it gives me meth nostalgia..
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Apr 22, 2019 at 05:59 PM #826 Listening to fade to black Finished my course. Idk what mark I'll get on it. Probably 60% idk
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 22, 2019 at 06:37 PM #829 Went for a walk around the church. Tired but it was nice. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Apr 22, 2019 at 07:53 PM #833 Omgz im drunk imma eat food
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Apr 22, 2019 at 07:59 PM #835 Does anyone have any “young adult/teen” book/series suggestions? We just ordered “Speak”, “To Kill A Mockingbird”, “The Fault In Our Stars”, and “The Girl In the Picture”. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Apr 22, 2019 at 08:11 PM #836 Can't sleep, so aggravated __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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