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Default Does anyone else think they literally are the Devil?

Growing up my nickname was devil child (red hair and my birthday is 9/11) but I started believing that early on. I have no remorse for anyone else. I care about myself. If anyone disrespects me, I’ll catch a felony no problem. I don’t release any of this because I know I’m capable of horrible things and could just say “he shouldn’t have pissed me off” I literally can’t help my rage and flood of thoughts. People will say “you think you’re a billy badass” and it’s like you have no ****ing idea. That’s my response and I know that’s not normal, none of this is.
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This doesn't sound like schizophrenia or any other psychotic disorder.
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This doesn't sound like schizophrenia or any other psychotic disorder.


What would you say? Curious
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Default Does anyone else think they literally are the Devil?

What brought this up btw I was listening to music and “Demons” came on. Basically me lyrically, kinda scary because one dude’s rap fame is my life basically. Tech N9ne if anyone was curious.

Having C-PTSD, his PTSD (Warrior Built) song is amazing
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This doesn't sound like schizophrenia or any other psychotic disorder.


I censor some of what I say out of fear of “trouble” don’t want a visit from a blacked out SUV, doesn’t give an honest view of myself to people on here but I’m also not trying to make people think I’m plotting some ****
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Well if you actually think you're the devil or some sort of supernatural being I can see how this sounds like psychosis but from what you said about your behavior on why you feel like you're the devil it sounds more like a personality disorder of some sort.

I too have PTSD due to my abuse as a child i'll give the song a listen ::listening::
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Well if you actually think you're the devil or some sort of supernatural being I can see how this sounds like psychosis but from what you said about your behavior on why you feel like you're the devil it sounds more like a personality disorder of some sort.



I too have PTSD due to my abuse as a child i'll give the song a listen ::listening::


My doc says C-PTSD, BPD and anxiety issues... to me that doesn’t sound correct, but Idk. He doesn’t know some things which is why I disagree with him, but then he’d use the “Baker act” as he put it.
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Have you tried looking up certain personality disorders such as Antisocial Personality Disorder or say Narcissistic Personality Disorder?
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Have you tried looking up certain personality disorders such as Antisocial Personality Disorder or say Narcissistic Personality Disorder?


I have and I have also thought narcissistic as well. I’m just gonna stop with the self diagnosing and I’m actually gonna get my Haldol refill (off my meds for the weekend, shits coming on I can feel it) and talk to him “off the record”
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I have and I have also thought narcissistic as well. I’m just gonna stop with the self diagnosing and I’m actually gonna get my Haldol refill (off my meds for the weekend, shits coming on I can feel it) and talk to him “off the record”
that's the best you can do. bring up your concerns with your doctor. No one online can diagnose you.
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