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Desoxyn · Apr 30, 2019 at 06:00 AM

It's 5am and I didn't sleep. Will I just stay up and take April 30th's Vyvanse?

Edit: I might just.. put my head down.. have a little snooze..

But first I must have cigarette

Desoxyn · Apr 30, 2019 at 06:12 AM

I swear if I took any more psychedelics, I would go completely insane..

Edit: And I think I kinda want to go kinda insane..

Desoxyn · Apr 30, 2019 at 06:16 AM

I see signs everywhere telling me about mystical things about how religions started..

Edit: I feel like I'm in a dream..

Possible trigger:

Having thoughts of jumping from a height to see the afterlife. But there's no heights nearby no worries..

ofthevalley · Apr 30, 2019 at 07:42 AM

Came all the way to court to find out they moved the pre trial to June! What a waste of time and energy.

ofthevalley · Apr 30, 2019 at 08:23 AM

Just made an appt for my daughter to have mental health screening at her physical. I pray they tread lightly with her. I don’t want her to think there’s something wrong w/her but I want to make sure there isn’t something I’m overlooking.

ofthevalley · Apr 30, 2019 at 08:39 AM

Omg...one of the ring leaders parents just reached out to me. He and the girl want my daughter to go over for a sleepover....WTF? She has apparently convinced her parents she’s not involved. Omg omg omg.
She’s one of the 2 girls I am considering getting a harassment order against. I have pages of vile and disgusting things she’s said to and about my daughter.
Wow wow wow is all I can say.

ofthevalley · Apr 30, 2019 at 10:09 AM

Popped a couple Ativan. Hoping it helps. Im a disaster today

Blue_Bird · Apr 30, 2019 at 10:13 AM

Hello, it's a rainy day. Was gonna go to the laundromat but don't want to carry my thing of laundry all the way there in the rain and back, maybe tomorrow

Blue_Bird · Apr 30, 2019 at 10:14 AM

I'm working on improving my posture, I used to have really good posture when I played the violin

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 30, 2019 at 10:48 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Hello, it's a rainy day. Was gonna go to the laundromat but don't want to carry my thing of laundry all the way there in the rain and back, maybe tomorrow

It’s raining here too....on Sunday they said we won’t see the sun for a week.

Blue_Bird · Apr 30, 2019 at 10:51 AM

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It’s raining here too....on Sunday they said we won’t see the sun for a week.

Looks like we have the same weather going on, just checked, all rainy and cloudy for a week, guess I'll just have to go and get it over with tomorrow

SlumberKitty · Apr 30, 2019 at 11:47 AM

We had some rain yesterday but not much. Today there's like a 20% chance of rain. I decided to wear sneakers instead of loafers, just in case, but probably not much is going to happen.

SlumberKitty · Apr 30, 2019 at 11:49 AM

Still feeling a bit dissociated/depersonalized today. Kind of not myself. Or maybe this is myself and the more together self is not myself.

SlumberKitty · Apr 30, 2019 at 11:49 AM

I wore my favorite sweater today that is comfy and soft. So I wouldn't SH.

Blue_Bird · Apr 30, 2019 at 11:52 AM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I wore my favorite sweater today that is comfy and soft. So I wouldn't SH.

That's great! I love wearing nice cozy stuff

newtus · Apr 30, 2019 at 12:10 PM

Fiance never called me on his break.

Blue_Bird · Apr 30, 2019 at 12:18 PM

I'm studying anatomy to help me draw portraits and figures better

Blue_Bird · Apr 30, 2019 at 01:37 PM

Did my nails, used sally hansen breeze blue and then a clear coat on top

newtus · Apr 30, 2019 at 01:45 PM

I wish i was as motivated as you bb

SlumberKitty · Apr 30, 2019 at 01:51 PM

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Did my nails, used sally hansen breeze blue and then a clear coat on top

Sounds pretty.

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 06:00 AM #201 It's 5am and I didn't sleep. Will I just stay up and take April 30th's Vyvanse? Edit: I might just.. put my head down.. have a little snooze.. But first I must have cigarette
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 06:12 AM #202 I swear if I took any more psychedelics, I would go completely insane.. Edit: And I think I kinda want to go kinda insane..
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 06:16 AM #203 I see signs everywhere telling me about mystical things about how religions started.. Edit: I feel like I'm in a dream.. Possible trigger: Having thoughts of jumping from a height to see the afterlife. But there's no heights nearby no worries..
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 07:42 AM #204 Came all the way to court to find out they moved the pre trial to June! What a waste of time and energy. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 08:23 AM #205 Just made an appt for my daughter to have mental health screening at her physical. I pray they tread lightly with her. I don’t want her to think there’s something wrong w/her but I want to make sure there isn’t something I’m overlooking. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 10:09 AM #207 Popped a couple Ativan. Hoping it helps. Im a disaster today __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 10:14 AM #209 I'm working on improving my posture, I used to have really good posture when I played the violin __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 11:47 AM #212 We had some rain yesterday but not much. Today there's like a 20% chance of rain. I decided to wear sneakers instead of loafers, just in case, but probably not much is going to happen. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 11:49 AM #213 Still feeling a bit dissociated/depersonalized today. Kind of not myself. Or maybe this is myself and the more together self is not myself. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 11:49 AM #214 I wore my favorite sweater today that is comfy and soft. So I wouldn't SH. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 12:10 PM #216 Fiance never called me on his break. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 12:18 PM #217 I'm studying anatomy to help me draw portraits and figures better __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 01:37 PM #218 Did my nails, used sally hansen breeze blue and then a clear coat on top __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 30, 2019 at 01:45 PM #219 I wish i was as motivated as you bb __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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