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Default Apr 26, 2019 at 05:28 PM
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I feel stressed about the possibility of moving into a new apartment. It's just change always scares me, even good change. I'm scared of anything unfamiliar even though afterwards things generally go well
Me too: but the anticipation of something is almost always worse than the something. HUGS Kit

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I'm so tired I missed my therapist session today. She said if things are bad then go to the ER.

I'm so ****ing tired without Vyvanse and the Seroquel makes it much worse. I slept the day away. I feel like going back to bed. I get more Vyvanse on Monday and then this hell will stop.

My hair is messy. I didn't brush my teeth. I'm still in my pj's. There's no milk for cereal so I ate some out of the box on the kitchen floor. I taped up a broken cigarette and smoked it.

I have arthritis now in one of my jaw joints. It hurt to sleep on that side.
So sorry Desoxyn. I get really tired too if I don't take my Vyvanse. HUGS Kit

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Default Apr 26, 2019 at 05:36 PM
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I’m not sure if it’s my imagination or the fish oil is helping my brain but my focus is way better after a month on it.

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I’m not sure if it’s my imagination or the fish oil is helping my brain but my focus is way better after a month on it.
I bet if I didn't take fish oil on and off for 5 years, my brain would be a vegetable soup.
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I'm really paranoid. Keep checking my apartment for cameras
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Default Apr 26, 2019 at 07:02 PM
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I’m not sure if it’s my imagination or the fish oil is helping my brain but my focus is way better after a month on it.


Ive been taking them for a month too!

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I’m not sure if it’s my imagination or the fish oil is helping my brain but my focus is way better after a month on it.
I took fish oil (that was the only thing carnivorous I'd eat while being a vegetarian) for 4 years, and I still got schizophrenia. My focus is getting better too, I think my brain, each time I'm on something like lamictal that ****s with memory, adjusts to the med so that my memory recovers each time after awhile. My memory was terrible when I was on lamictal for the first few months, and then it magically got better.

Maybe I'll try fish oil again, my roommate just said that that fish oil was mainly better for infants for some reason I can't remember. Do you get the concentrate of the good stuff specifically for brain function?
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I took fish oil (that was the only thing carnivorous I'd eat while being a vegetarian) for 4 years, and I still got schizophrenia. My focus is getting better too, I think my brain, each time I'm on something like lamictal that ****s with memory, adjusts to the med so that my memory recovers each time after awhile. My memory was terrible when I was on lamictal for the first few months, and then it magically got better.

Maybe I'll try fish oil again, my roommate just said that that fish oil was mainly better for infants for some reason I can't remember. Do you get the concentrate of the good stuff specifically for brain function?
Just eating the gummies....I can’t swallow the big pills.

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Default Apr 26, 2019 at 07:30 PM
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My roommate just triggered me unbeknownst to her. sigh... On the 6th I see my psychologist.
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In bed! Have to be up early to get my son to work. Then I’m bringing gram out for breakfast and hanging out until around 12. Then picking up my daughter.
She went to an “escape room” place. I just looked it up and it sounds pretty cool. I don’t think I could do it...it’s probably set off my paranoia/anxiety. Locked in for an hour? No thank you.
I find out about my dogs level of infection tomorrow. Roll Call 147for nothing but Lyme and little progression. It’s probably in my head but I swear he seems off the past 2 days. Initially I attributed it to getting shots but it’s been more than 48 hrs. He should be perking up. He seems kind of lethargic and depressed. Hopefully just my overactive imagination.

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Default Apr 26, 2019 at 09:44 PM
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Two separate occasions I’ve had delusional psychotic thoughts about two minor celebrities. Whenever I see them now I think of it. To a degree still seems real. It’s hard. I love them and enjoy following them on twitter and seeing them on tv but it’s hard to think about sometimes.
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Two separate occasions I’ve had delusional psychotic thoughts about two minor celebrities. Whenever I see them now I think of it. To a degree still seems real. It’s hard. I love them and enjoy following them on twitter and seeing them on tv but it’s hard to think about sometimes.
maybe next time you wanna stalk the celebrities imagine trumps face on their bodies?
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maybe next time you wanna stalk the celebrities imagine trumps face on their bodies?


Nooo gross. That would ruin them for me forever!
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lmao... well i'm not sure what else you could do.
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lmao... well i'm not sure what else you could do.


Yeah I don’t know either. Just have to try to get past it and not think about it. Realize I was crazy. Am crazy lol.
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Default Apr 26, 2019 at 10:11 PM
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lmao

we're all a little mad here!
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i just got out a terrible psych hospital. I'm very sensitive right now. I feel awful i really do. racing thoughts... spirits... demons... gods and goddess... children... dead children.. it's scary. i don't want to go back to the hospital. i'm not suicidal but i don't know what to do. no relief for me. meds don't work... schizophrenia creeps in and ptsd follows. I'm trying hard to be ok but i'm not. I really need someone right now. I'm desperate. i need someone in real life that understands and no one does. they just know that i'm mentally ill and suffer from trauma that they know very little about or refuse to acknowledge. i'm seeking support but i can only get so much.

I can't see my therapist right away. I have to see the nurse of the day on monday and try to get an early appointment with my pdoc. I'm holding up so far. surrounding myself with love ones and making sure i'm not alone with myself too long. No one can help me it seems... i got to help myself but this is too much. I don't want to go back to the hospital... even as extreme as everything is. I'm miserable. I'm weak... i'm not getting the help that i need. my meds aren't strong enough... i'm not strong enough. I don't want to die but i don't want to live like this either. this isn't a suicide note but me stating that i'm having a hard time right now. I don't want to go back to the hospital. not for a 4th time in a month and a half. I feel helpless. I need someone to talk to... everyone's asleep. everyone can't be there for me 24/7... i don't think i can survive another terrible hospital visit. I can't i just can't. i need my family... i need my friends and the hospital takes that away from me.

i've been to several different hospitals. No one is listening to me and making assumptions on what is going on. i'm frank about it. I cried the whole time there. I want to go home i want to go home... i need my family and they take that from me. they take everything from you... your music, your privacy, who you can call, the internet, my lively hood.
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Hi Erti. Good thoughts go your way..

I have to go buy smokes. This is when I realize I'm completely addicted.. But I'll try to vape and then decide..
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thanks tweaky. i wish i;m having good thoughts. i need good thoughts.
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I took 50mg CBD.. I'll see if this helps with vyvanse withdrawal..
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