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May 24, 2019 at 05:46 PM
#281
I really really just want to goto sleep and idk. Just forget everything.
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May 24, 2019 at 05:54 PM
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I don't feel inspired much anymore, I used to have sparks of amazing energy and happiness. . Or excited. I don't feel bad I just don't really get excited about anything anymore. I don't really care about my birthday coming up , just another day.
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May 24, 2019 at 05:55 PM
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May 24, 2019 at 05:56 PM
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I'm sorry bb. What do u think it is? __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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May 24, 2019 at 06:00 PM
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 I'm not really sure. Maybe it's just me. But I think it might be my meds. My mood stabilizer stopped my euphoric feelings and I miss them so much, now with the APs on top of that I don't experience it anymore. I used to get so excited and happy, I always felt lucky because I felt like I experienced happiness on a level most people don't but it's not really there now __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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May 24, 2019 at 06:04 PM
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I thought maybe those feelings would come back and I waited and waited and it's been over a year and I haven't felt excited or happy like that ever since
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May 24, 2019 at 06:05 PM
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May 24, 2019 at 06:11 PM
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Man I see so much of myself in bb and desox.
Man. That's why I think I stopped taking my meds 6 years ago and got sick again. At LEAST I was feeling SOMETHING. NOW...nothing. at all. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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May 24, 2019 at 06:27 PM
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Well I’ll be completely honest.
I’ve been off meds for 6 months and my feelings still aren’t “normal”. I think they’ve been permanently warped. I’m not at all anti-med. I will be going back on when I finally get in to see my pnp. But at a much lower dosage. I think 5 years of heavy duty APs and 10 years of ADs has just changed me. Sucks. |
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May 24, 2019 at 06:31 PM
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May 24, 2019 at 06:36 PM
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I don’t even feel fear the same way. It’s strange. Part of the reason I went off was because of my libido. Not even slightest bit of difference since being off of them. Too late now I guess. Damage has been done. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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May 24, 2019 at 06:39 PM
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Guys and girls I feel so good
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May 24, 2019 at 06:44 PM
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Ofthevalley my little sister went to her bf's brothers graduation prom. I bought booze for them with my moms credit card.
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May 24, 2019 at 06:46 PM
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I’m not much for talking I’m all about medication. I’m very pro med pro vaccine everything. Drugs are amazing. When I first saw my doctor I immediately asked for some meds forget all this talk. Medication saved me.
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May 24, 2019 at 06:56 PM
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I accept this as the trade off for my mental health. All in all it’s worth it. I am able to enjoy things. It’s just vastly different. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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May 24, 2019 at 06:57 PM
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May 24, 2019 at 07:05 PM
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I miss my old psychologist/psych nurse.
He knew what parachuting was. It's when you take the powder of a drug, wrap it in a piece of toilet paper and swallow it. He would say, "Did you order anything on the internet this week?" and I would say "Yes.. 3,4-dichloromethylphenidate" and he'd be like "Ok wtf.." and phones my mom. Then I would ask him about coincidences and stuff and he would explain to me that there are no cameras in the building. My new therapist doesn't even ask me what is on my mind and what I want to talk about. She just went straight into papers and the session is like half an hour or something. I come back two weeks later and was told to read a small amount of papers instead of the whole thing so the process lasts longer. |
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May 24, 2019 at 07:08 PM
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I'm happy to be stable, I'm 100 times better than I was like 5 years ago, I'm not saying anything bad about medication, I'm just saying I don't get the same feeling of excitement about things I used to. I used to be very excited about anything and everything in life.
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May 24, 2019 at 07:25 PM
#299
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I feel same way. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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May 24, 2019 at 08:07 PM
#300
I am stress eating.
I’ve had a Charleston Chew, an egg salad sandwich, ice cream w/hot fudge, and now Combos. No wonder I never feel good 😂 |
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