Home Menu

Menu



advertisement
Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 01:54 AM
  #661
I'm going to watch the truman show tonight with jim carey in it cuz I have the truman show delusion..
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Anonymous40796, Blue_Bird

advertisement
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 04:17 AM
  #662
Watched the movie. Interesting.

Now I'm reading DMT psychosis/enlightenment stories, using nicotine inhaler and Feel Good Inc by Gorillaz is playing.

I feel good. Not depressed at all.
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!)
10
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 04:29 AM
  #663
Good morning, having some ice cream

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, ofthevalley
ofthevalley
Legendary
 
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!)
9
499 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 05:28 AM
  #664
Morning! It’s tuesday. Hopefully an uneventful one. I did not want to get up this morning.
I signed up for a new subscription box last night. Fire and Nice. It’s artisan soaps, lotions, candles, etc. basically a monthly self care box! I get Ipsy every month but I don’t really wear makeup so it’s mostly for my daughter. Love those silly boxes.
Nothing much going on today. Just working for a bit and then hopefully sleeping.
Have a good day!
ofthevalley is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 06:47 AM
  #665
I counted sheep but I no sleep
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
junkDNA
Comfy Sedation
 
junkDNA's Avatar
 
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!)
11
8,149 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 06:55 AM
  #666
Quote:
Originally Posted by Blue_Bird View Post
I feel horrible, have only gotten 5 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours
Did you stop taking your meds again ?

__________________
junkDNA is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
junkDNA
Comfy Sedation
 
junkDNA's Avatar
 
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: the woods
Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!)
11
8,149 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 06:57 AM
  #667
Why do I always lie to my therapist abt hearing voices

He asks "are you hearing voices?"

Me *shakes head no*

But .... I lied

I'm honestly kinda hating him today tho ,lol

__________________
junkDNA is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 07:09 AM
  #668
I have so many pictures in my head that I want to put on paper but I don't draw.

I want to draw my mom drowning under water and reaching for the surface.
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 07:11 AM
  #669
I think I should just Google and YouTube "How to draw a person"
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Erti
Princess Tutu
 
Erti's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 7,912
12
2,894 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 07:16 AM
  #670
I have an idea but mind why you wanna draw your mom drowning?
Erti is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 07:18 AM
  #671
Quote:
Originally Posted by Erti View Post
I have an idea but mind why you wanna draw your mom drowning?
Because she was and is drowning
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!)
10
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 07:21 AM
  #672
Quote:
Originally Posted by junkDNA View Post
Did you stop taking your meds again ?
No, I've been taking my meds

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 07:22 AM
  #673
Does anyone else find that weird or is it just me that doesnt find it weird?

I'll post a picture later of how a cousin drew my mom. He draws for Disney. He put butterflies around her and all sorts of symbols like of her being set free etc
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 07:30 AM
  #674
Idk actually maybe it is a bit weird to draw my mom drowning..

But here the painting my cousin made for my mom..

Roll Call 148
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, Erti
Erti
Princess Tutu
 
Erti's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 7,912
12
2,894 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 07:39 AM
  #675
That's pretty Tweaky.
Erti is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Desoxyn
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 08:17 AM
  #676
The sun has riseded so imma stay up I don't even feel tired
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 08:44 AM
  #677
I'm just gonna go ahead and self diagnose myself with narcolepsy

Edit: Wait.. I'm on antipsychotics.. Damn antipsychotics I swear to god.. I'm not even psychotic. I deny ever being psychotic. Now get me off these meds.
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 08:53 AM
  #678
I want to lower my injection so much that I only have to take like 5mg Haldol, 7.5mg Abilify, 2mg Risperdal or 7.5mg Zyprexa.

Cuz I suppose I need at least a little bit of antipsychotic medication for the rest of my life
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
 
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!)
7
4,912 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 09:54 AM
  #679
I see things developing in my mind for a 20 something year old. Like.. I;m more likely to say unrelated thoughts that are in my head off any topic out of nowhere to people just for the meaning of saying it.

I bet by the time I'm 30 or 40, I'll be soooo much better at everything. I'll have so many skills and able to manage thoughts, actions and emotions easier.

Don't mind me.. Just talking to myself..
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
 
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!)
10
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jun 04, 2019 at 10:49 AM
  #680
Might make some peanut butter fudge

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67
Reply
attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.




All times are GMT -5. The time now is 08:17 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.



 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.