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Default May 20, 2019 at 05:48 AM
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Good morning, going to lunch with my friend later

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Default May 20, 2019 at 08:16 AM
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I'm really hungry but we don't have anything to eat. Idk what to do. We have like peanut butter, jelly, mustard, ketchup, all these condiments but no veggies, no bread, very little eggs like 1, idk we just have nothing. And I don't have any money.

I can't eat cereal cuz this specific cereal gave me diarrhea.

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I'm really hungry but we don't have anything to eat. Idk what to do. We have like peanut butter, jelly, mustard, ketchup, all these condiments but no veggies, no bread, very little eggs like 1, idk we just have nothing. And I don't have any money.

I can't eat cereal cuz this specific cereal gave me diarrhea.
Same here, I have barely anything. Some oatmeal and a few eggs. Which is why I'm going to the food pantry

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Default May 20, 2019 at 08:24 AM
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Morning. It’s monday...again.
My mom’s birthday today. I’ve spent the last 2 hours crying. For some reason this year is really hard. Maybe because the kids are older. My sons in love...I so wish she were here for this ya know? I just really really miss her.
Working for a bit this morning. Nothing else going on until later.
I’m making margaritas!!! Yum. Me and my mom used to stop for them from time to time. Seems like a good way to honor her today.
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Default May 20, 2019 at 08:45 AM
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I found some corndogs in the back of the freezer but we still need to goto the grocery.

Ugh I ate them with liquid b12 and I feel like ima barf.

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My septum retainers are coming today from hot topic. I need them for my job.

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Hope you feel better Blue_Bird.
Have you had enought to eat/drink?

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Have you had enought to eat/drink?
Thank you Valley, probably not enough to eat. I've been drinking a lot of water so I'm hydrated, maybe I'll make something. I had scrambled eggs and oatmeal but that was at 7 in the morning, it's 11:30 now

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Default May 20, 2019 at 10:49 AM
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Ugh ima be home alone til 10pm

I hate that

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Ugh ima be home alone til 10pm

I hate that
I’m struggling with being alone today.
Headed to my guys house then I’m goi g to see my bestest at work.
I am in desperate need of a hug. The kind you can only get from certain people in your life. Most of those people are dead but I have a couple left. She’s one of them!
I’m going to meet her gf for the first time. They’ve been together forever but she’s always working or w/her kids when me and bestest hang out.
I look like **** though. I should change but idc. Take me or leave me.

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I've neglected school again

I just ugh I don't wanna do it. I already took that loan out tho ugh.

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I’m just sitting in an empty parking lot lol. No particular reason. Just don’t feel like being home. Should already be at my guys but I’m procrastinating.
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I’m just sitting in an empty parking lot lol. No particular reason. Just don’t feel like being home. Should already be at my guys but I’m procrastinating.
I'm sorry valley

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Why am I feeling down again? Ugh it's like it never ends, this depression.

Fck it's crazy. I was feeling so good yesterday.

I'm really tired of this shyt.

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Why am I feeling down again? Ugh it's like it never ends, this depression.

Fck it's crazy. I was feeling so good yesterday.

I'm really tired of this shyt.
I think that’s just how depression rolls.
I’ve been clinically depressed since I was 11. Medicated on and off. I have always found my moods to be volatile. I’m rarely even. It’s usually depressed or happy...or my old standby of anxious. Even on meds my depression comes like waves.
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Why? On what?
not sure why, just to feel happy I guess.

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I think that’s just how depression rolls.

I’ve been clinically depressed since I was 11. Medicated on and off. I have always found my moods to be volatile. I’m rarely even. It’s usually depressed or happy...or my old standby of anxious. Even on meds my depression comes like waves.
Idk why I'm like this. I'm the same, I'm either happy or depressed, but it's not really happy, it's more like neutral or depressed because I seem to never really be happy.

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