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Blue_Bird, falcon09
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#122
Probably good for me to stay away from it then...especially since ive been kinda symptomatic lately. Although I've been too scared to talk about it here
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#123
These are the list of things that I have to do;
Get gym membership on Monday Go to coffee connections on Monday Learn CBT notes Book appointment with dr. on 28th of May Apply for jobs in person Go to the contact lenses shop on Monday Look up the courses you want to do in september Book hair cut appointment Buy shaving cream, toothpaste and deodorant Get drivers license Cut weeds for mom in yard I managed to do nothing today because I'm still depressed. I woke up at 2pm and walked down town to get ice cream, realized that it's a long weekend holiday so everything is closed. I drank an energy drink with my vyvanse. The more I take kratom, the less I take benzos. They feel like the same thing except kratom puts me to sleep. Kratom addiction is better than benzo addiction at least. I'm glad I flushed my illegal drugs because I don't need them. Still waiting for my psychiatrist appointment to see what she can do about my depression.. I still feel in mental pain. I'm thinking of asking my mom about what holiday we should have. I want to go to Hawaii.. |
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#124
Im sobering up
I fell asleep for 2 hours __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#125
My mom called me for like an hour and I didnt listen to a damn thing she said cuz I was trying to watch my fav TV show. Like I cant hear 2 things at once.
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#126
I took one big toke at work and I've been chasing the dragon. Man, that was crazy.
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#128
Sketching some Pokémon tonight
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#129
I used to do that a long time ago then one time had a horrible experience where I took a massive amount and blacked out, then it was a nightmare after that, haven't gotten high on anything since then.
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#131
People remember on your psychosis cough syrup adventures to never drink it on an SSRI. I did it and should have died of serotonin syndrome..
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#134
I think what happen was I started drinking a lot when I got depressed with Dustin and I fighting so much. And now I cant stop drinking so much.
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#135
I have to admit to myself that I'm heading toward tendencies of my ED again, not eating enough, overactive. At least I recognize it now and can do something about it. Last time I ended up in the hospital
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#136
Earlier today I started believing that all my thoughts were being broadcasted over the radio, that's gotta be delusional right
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#137
I'm starting to hear stuff and get anxiety that I'm being watched.
Ima lay off the alcohol for tomorrow. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#138
Took a 5mg THC gummy. No anxiety this time. My heart is beating 75bpm too. Weird..
I'm gonna read over my CBT papers in a minute. I'll cure myself, behavioural cognitively with connections to the universe as one.. |
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The Dopamine Flux
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#139
Idk why people really arent looking at my blog anymore.
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#140
someone is going to torture and kill me
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Anonymous40796, falcon09, SlumberKitty
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