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#141
I'm coming down from the gummy. I have to say, that was very interesting. I didn't take a benzo and I didn't go psychotic. Maybe I'll just be a light weed smoker instead of a heavy one. It doesn't do any harm.
Idk if it helped with depression. Maybe a little bit. It helped me connect word and sentence meanings really fast which I found interesting. That's just what I want with depression is different perspective on things, faster.. I'm sick of how slow my life is going. I hate that I don't have friends anymore, again. I feel alone and just want to hang out with people and do things. I want a job where I don't have to interact with customers. Because it's not like I'm going to find a social circle by actually being social. |
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Metaphysic
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#142
I want to not suicide and instead live just for laughs
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#143
Can't sleep....again
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#144
Slept about 4 hours, can't get back to sleep so staying up
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#146
I didn't sleep and now it's bright outside.
The sun rising is so beautiful. A new day. People will die today... Why do I go straight to that thought? idk... I just can't believe that people die.. their hearts stop etc.. It's really weird. Where do they go? Will I die? When? Uh .. Good morning.. |
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#147
"And this returns us to madness. Several studies have found that people with extremely mild forms of schizophrenia - they're often referred to as "schizotypal"-- perform above average when solving various lab tasks used to measure creativity. What explains this anomaly? Interestingly, schizotypal subjects also have markedly enhanced right hemisphere function, and are more likely to rely on this hemisphere during normal cognitive processing.
Last speculative point: marijuana also enhances brain activity (at least as measured indirectly by cerebral blood flow) in the right hemisphere. The drug, in other words, doesn't just suppress our focus or obliterate our ability to pay attention. Instead, it seems to change the very nature of what we pay attention to, flattening out our hierarchy of associations." |
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#149
Morning!
Finished work for the morning. Getting ready to run to the banks and stop by my guys again. Not much to do today. I’m a little tired but I don’t really want to sleep. I feel like I’m forgetting something but I don’t know what. |
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#150
I ended up falling back asleep around 5 or 6 and slept till about 10
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#151
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#152
Morning
Having coffee __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#153
Morning everyone. Feeling fragile today. Trying to get my anxiety under control. Probably gotta take some xanax. Deep breathing just isn't cutting it. HUGS Kit
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#154
Guys can anyone paste in the admin staff, need to change my account, thanks
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#155
Hey! Decided to go shopping. Just got a couple pairs of cheap shoes. Nothing exciting.
I have to log back into work and I don’t wanna 😭. Every time it’s 30 minutes of anxiety to get through. Sickening already. |
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#156
My job counselor just called me and we went through a few questions the interviewer may ask.
I'm so fcking nervous __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#157
3 more days til my interview
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Good luck on the interview @newtus
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#159
fell asleep around 4am, woke up at 2pm
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