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Default May 20, 2019 at 11:03 PM
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I'm coming down from the gummy. I have to say, that was very interesting. I didn't take a benzo and I didn't go psychotic. Maybe I'll just be a light weed smoker instead of a heavy one. It doesn't do any harm.

Idk if it helped with depression. Maybe a little bit. It helped me connect word and sentence meanings really fast which I found interesting. That's just what I want with depression is different perspective on things, faster.. I'm sick of how slow my life is going.

I hate that I don't have friends anymore, again. I feel alone and just want to hang out with people and do things. I want a job where I don't have to interact with customers. Because it's not like I'm going to find a social circle by actually being social.
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Default May 20, 2019 at 11:29 PM
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I want to not suicide and instead live just for laughs
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Default May 21, 2019 at 12:53 AM
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Can't sleep....again
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Default May 21, 2019 at 02:07 AM
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Slept about 4 hours, can't get back to sleep so staying up

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Default May 21, 2019 at 03:15 AM
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My chest is hurting and idk why
Wasn't last time it hurt was from being on your phone a lot ?

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Default May 21, 2019 at 06:34 AM
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I didn't sleep and now it's bright outside.

The sun rising is so beautiful. A new day. People will die today... Why do I go straight to that thought? idk... I just can't believe that people die.. their hearts stop etc.. It's really weird. Where do they go? Will I die? When?

Uh .. Good morning..
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Default May 21, 2019 at 06:53 AM
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"And this returns us to madness. Several studies have found that people with extremely mild forms of schizophrenia - they're often referred to as "schizotypal"-- perform above average when solving various lab tasks used to measure creativity. What explains this anomaly? Interestingly, schizotypal subjects also have markedly enhanced right hemisphere function, and are more likely to rely on this hemisphere during normal cognitive processing.

Last speculative point: marijuana also enhances brain activity (at least as measured indirectly by cerebral blood flow) in the right hemisphere. The drug, in other words, doesn't just suppress our focus or obliterate our ability to pay attention. Instead, it seems to change the very nature of what we pay attention to, flattening out our hierarchy of associations."
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Idk why people really arent looking at my blog anymore.


I think sometimes the Wordpress reader doesn’t actually show all the blogs I subscribe to...I have trouble with all sorts of posts including you and dt.

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Default May 21, 2019 at 10:00 AM
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Morning!
Finished work for the morning. Getting ready to run to the banks and stop by my guys again.
Not much to do today. I’m a little tired but I don’t really want to sleep.
I feel like I’m forgetting something but I don’t know what.
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Default May 21, 2019 at 10:30 AM
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I ended up falling back asleep around 5 or 6 and slept till about 10

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Morning

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Default May 21, 2019 at 11:34 AM
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Morning everyone. Feeling fragile today. Trying to get my anxiety under control. Probably gotta take some xanax. Deep breathing just isn't cutting it. HUGS Kit

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Guys can anyone paste in the admin staff, need to change my account, thanks
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Hey! Decided to go shopping. Just got a couple pairs of cheap shoes. Nothing exciting.
I have to log back into work and I don’t wanna 😭. Every time it’s 30 minutes of anxiety to get through. Sickening already.
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My job counselor just called me and we went through a few questions the interviewer may ask.

I'm so fcking nervous

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3 more days til my interview

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Good luck on the interview @newtus

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fell asleep around 4am, woke up at 2pm
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