Roll Call 148

ofthevalley · May 22, 2019 at 09:30 AM

Morning!
Getting my dress today!!! Mail better hurry up.
My amazon order is pissing me off. It’s supposed to be Prime but stuff isn’t coming in until next week. Grrr.
Nothing much going on. Going to see my guy in a bit. He sleeps late. That’s about it. I’d like to go shopping again but I am flat broke I bought the dress, shoes, purse, bra for the wedding, an order for more shoes from ModCloth, and a bunch of stuff from amazon and hollister. Plus I went out and bought shoes yesterday.
Love to shop but I always overdo it.

cogladaid · May 22, 2019 at 09:33 AM

I feel odd today. Depersonalization or derealization I’m not sure. I just feel detached. Focusing on touching things is making it better but still.

Ugh I’ve been doing well otherwise.

SlumberKitty · May 22, 2019 at 11:31 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Feeling stressed tonight, not really sure why

How are you feeling today @Blue_Bird?

SlumberKitty · May 22, 2019 at 11:35 AM

Hi everyone. I managed to not SH yesterday. Let's see if I can get through today. I haven't taken any anti-anxiety medication yet today so we'll see how that goes. I don't want to take it too often and get used to it, but the anxiety has been really bad. Hoping today doesn't crawl by, but it might. Sometimes at work things go by really slowly. Trying to just take it one moment at a time. HUGS Kit

Blue_Bird · May 22, 2019 at 11:50 AM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

How are you feeling today @Blue_Bird?

Hey Kit, I'm doing well , thanks for asking

Having a pretty good day, I hope work goes by fast for you

Findingreason · May 22, 2019 at 12:24 PM

Hey all!

Just thought I'd drop in and let everyone know I exist and am good.

newtus · May 22, 2019 at 12:26 PM

Had fun with my dad running errands. I haven't really had time to sit and talk with him much except on the phone so we did that on the 30 min drive. Back and forth. Then we got a hamburger.

ofthevalley · May 22, 2019 at 12:42 PM

My dress came!!!
Never look as good on me as they do on others. And I have to get the damn thing hemmed. And cleaned and pressed. Ugh.
My guys wife sews so I’m going to ask her to do it.
I really wanted to look good 😞. It’s my first time seeing some of these people since I lost the weight.

newtus · May 22, 2019 at 12:47 PM

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My dress came!!!

Never look as good on me as they do on others. And I have to get the damn thing hemmed. And cleaned and pressed. Ugh.

My guys wife sews so I’m going to ask her to do it.

I really wanted to look good

. It’s my first time seeing some of these people since I lost the weight.

I'm sorry valley. I'm sure you look great tho! Especially once its hemmed and pressed.

newtus · May 22, 2019 at 12:51 PM

I'm waiting for my dogs BarkBox to get here!

ofthevalley · May 22, 2019 at 01:00 PM

Thank you @Newt
I loved Bark Box.

ofthevalley · May 22, 2019 at 01:29 PM

Yesterday when I went out I found a pair of pants on clearance for $4 in my size!!! Well I cannot pass up $4 pants so I bought them. Omg I am so in love with them! They are so soft and comfy and actually fit pretty well. Happy 😊

newtus · May 22, 2019 at 02:11 PM

Ugh when is the freaking mail coming. It's already 2pm

newtus · May 22, 2019 at 03:04 PM

Idk if I'm ready for school. I really dont.

Blue_Bird · May 22, 2019 at 04:18 PM

Had a good day, exhausted now though lol walked over 7 miles

Angelique67 · May 22, 2019 at 04:18 PM

Yesterday, women were all day long imposing their wills on me. From the AC to a smoke monitor who wouldn't listen to me about unscrewing the coil from the chimney.

It was a really unpleasant day, and that's a complete understatement. I begged my friend to let me get out of here. I can't do it without financial help.

So now the coil is connected to the chimney instead of screwed into the base. And she would not listen to me. So this tank is on borrowed time. If I'm lucky I'll try to unscrew/separate it from the base.

At least I found a few 10ml bottles of Tiger Stripe and Cinnamon Roll and Mystery Flavor.

She filled it for me - as long as she's there it's just going to be done wrong. Have to hope for luck to refill it when she's not there. And pray my friend will send me a new tank asap. I've been asking for one for months now, and he's not been paying attention.

Anyway, there's no throat hit since yesterday. I don't know why. Even vaping Cinnamon Roll there's just no throat hit and it's not giving me the vape I need.

I'm really depressed these days. I hope everyone is doing well.

Blue_Bird · May 22, 2019 at 04:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Yesterday, women were all day long imposing their wills on me. From the AC to a smoke monitor who wouldn't listen to me about unscrewing the coil from the chimney.

It was a really unpleasant day, and that's a complete understatement. I begged my friend to let me get out of here. I can't do it without financial help.

So now the coil is connected to the chimney instead of screwed into the base. And she would not listen to me. So this tank is on borrowed time. If I'm lucky I'll try to unscrew/separate it from the base.

At least I found a few 10ml bottles of Tiger Stripe and Cinnamon Roll and Mystery Flavor.

She filled it for me - as long as she's there it's just going to be done wrong. Have to hope for luck to refill it when she's not there. And pray my friend will send me a new tank asap. I've been asking for one for months now, and he's not been paying attention.

Anyway, there's no throat hit since yesterday. I don't know why. Even vaping Cinnamon Roll there's just no throat hit and it's not giving me the vape I need.

I'm really depressed these days. I hope everyone is doing well.

I'm sorry you're struggling Angelique

Angelique67 · May 22, 2019 at 04:23 PM

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I'm sorry you're struggling Angelique

Thank you, @Blue_Bird. I have a question about the Fit Bit, what does it do? I'm thinking of trying to get one for my friend's birthday but I don't know anything about them. Thank you!

newtus · May 22, 2019 at 04:33 PM

I'm so sorry Angelique.

Blue_Bird · May 22, 2019 at 04:34 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Thank you, @Blue_Bird. I have a question about the Fit Bit, what does it do? I'm thinking of trying to get one for my friend's birthday but I don't know anything about them. Thank you!

It depends what model you get, the simplest one is the fitbit zip, which is what I have, it tracks steps, calories burned, overall distance walked, and also shows the current time. Some of the more expensive models track heart rate, sleep, and other stuff I guess. They have a fitbit smartwatch too, it's called the fitbit versa

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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	May 22, 2019 at 09:33 AM #182 I feel odd today. Depersonalization or derealization I’m not sure. I just feel detached. Focusing on touching things is making it better but still. Ugh I’ve been doing well otherwise.
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Findingreason Resident Queer Girl Chat Moderator Member Since Dec 2016 Location: Finland Posts: 3,190 7 4,864 hugs given	May 22, 2019 at 12:24 PM #186 Hey all! Just thought I'd drop in and let everyone know I exist and am good.
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	May 22, 2019 at 12:42 PM #188 My dress came!!! Never look as good on me as they do on others. And I have to get the damn thing hemmed. And cleaned and pressed. Ugh. My guys wife sews so I’m going to ask her to do it. I really wanted to look good 😞. It’s my first time seeing some of these people since I lost the weight.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 22, 2019 at 12:51 PM #190 I'm waiting for my dogs BarkBox to get here! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	May 22, 2019 at 01:00 PM #191 Thank you @Newt I loved Bark Box.
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	May 22, 2019 at 01:29 PM #192 Yesterday when I went out I found a pair of pants on clearance for $4 in my size!!! Well I cannot pass up $4 pants so I bought them. Omg I am so in love with them! They are so soft and comfy and actually fit pretty well. Happy 😊
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 22, 2019 at 02:11 PM #193 Ugh when is the freaking mail coming. It's already 2pm __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 22, 2019 at 03:04 PM #194 Idk if I'm ready for school. I really dont. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	May 22, 2019 at 04:18 PM #195 Had a good day, exhausted now though lol walked over 7 miles __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	May 22, 2019 at 04:33 PM #199 I'm so sorry Angelique. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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