advertisement
Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
ofthevalley
Legendary
ofthevalley has no updates.
 
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!)
8 yr Member
499 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 05:11 PM
  #201
I want something good to eat but idk what.
I just got home from the grocery store and only bought salad stuff. Nothing for me to eat bcuz nothing looked good. Fast food isnt appealing to me today either. Blah...I’m hungry!
ofthevalley is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty

advertisement
newtus
The Dopamine Flux
 
newtus's Avatar
newtus has no updates.
 
Member Since: Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
867 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 05:12 PM
  #202
Pizza tonight. We got a free pizza from ordering previously other pizzas.

__________________
"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com


Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird, ofthevalley, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
SlumberKitty
Legendary Wise Elder
 
SlumberKitty's Avatar
SlumberKitty is staying stable.
 
Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
117.7k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 05:24 PM
  #203
I'm having scalloped potatoes, chicken, and vegi's tonight for dinner. Mom is cooking and she texted me to let me know.

__________________
Dum Spiro Spero
IC XC NIKA
SlumberKitty is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird, ofthevalley, Sometimes psychotic
Angelique67
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Angelique67's Avatar
Angelique67 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Oct 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 22,110 (SuperPoster!)
8 yr Member PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 05:25 PM
  #204
Quote:
Originally Posted by newtus View Post
I'm so sorry Angelique.
Thank you, @newtus.
Angelique67 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
newtus
Angelique67
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Angelique67's Avatar
Angelique67 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Oct 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 22,110 (SuperPoster!)
8 yr Member PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 05:31 PM
  #205
Quote:
Originally Posted by Blue_Bird View Post
It depends what model you get, the simplest one is the fitbit zip, which is what I have, it tracks steps, calories burned, overall distance walked, and also shows the current time. Some of the more expensive models track heart rate, sleep, and other stuff I guess. They have a fitbit smartwatch too, it's called the fitbit versa
Thanks! I'm not sure if I should get him one because he has health anxiety. I was also considering getting an Android watch. I'm not sure if maybe the fit bit watch would be better. Does it show notifications?

When the watches were first coming out the reviewers were saying they were surprised how much they liked the watch notifications. I'm not sure what to get him.
Angelique67 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird is ready for recovery!
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,663 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 05:48 PM
  #206
Quote:
Originally Posted by Angelique67 View Post
Thanks! I'm not sure if I should get him one because he has health anxiety. I was also considering getting an Android watch. I'm not sure if maybe the fit bit watch would be better. Does it show notifications?

When the watches were first coming out the reviewers were saying they were surprised how much they liked the watch notifications. I'm not sure what to get him.
One of the reasons I got the fitbit zip is because it doesn't track heart rate, I get scared whenever I see my heart rate and panic so it's nice to not have that being monitored

I don't know much about the watches, maybe someone here does though

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67
Angelique67
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Angelique67's Avatar
Angelique67 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Oct 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 22,110 (SuperPoster!)
8 yr Member PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 05:52 PM
  #207
Quote:
Originally Posted by Blue_Bird View Post
One of the reasons I got the fitbit zip is because it doesn't track heart rate, I get scared whenever I see my heart rate and panic so it's nice to not have that being monitored


I don't know much about the watches, maybe someone here does though
Yes, me too! I hate my attention going to my heart beat, I always get very squeamish. He does too I think.
Angelique67 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird
SlumberKitty
Legendary Wise Elder
 
SlumberKitty's Avatar
SlumberKitty is staying stable.
 
Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
117.7k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 05:55 PM
  #208
@Angelique67 I have a Fit Bit charge 3. My Dad bought it for me. It cost around $150 so it's the mid-line Fit Bit. It's a watch, it tracks steps, heart rate, number of stair climbs, weight lost, distance, calories, water intake, sleep, menstrual cycle, active hours, active minutes and then the app does a lot of stuff like tell you if your walk was cardio or fat burning, heart rate on the walk and a bunch of other stuff. I'm happy with it. HUGS Kit

__________________
Dum Spiro Spero
IC XC NIKA
SlumberKitty is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67
Angelique67
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Angelique67's Avatar
Angelique67 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Oct 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 22,110 (SuperPoster!)
8 yr Member PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 05:59 PM
  #209
Quote:
Originally Posted by SlumberKitty View Post
@Angelique67 I have a Fit Bit charge 3. My Dad bought it for me. It cost around $150 so it's the mid-line Fit Bit. It's a watch, it tracks steps, heart rate, number of stair climbs, weight lost, distance, calories, water intake, sleep, menstrual cycle, active hours, active minutes and then the app does a lot of stuff like tell you if your walk was cardio or fat burning, heart rate on the walk and a bunch of other stuff. I'm happy with it. HUGS Kit
Wow, that's a lot of info. Thanks, Kit.
Angelique67 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
Erti
Princess Tutu
 
Erti's Avatar
Erti is rocking out to babymetal
 
Member Since: Jun 2011
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 7,912
10 yr Member
2,894 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 06:04 PM
  #210
I feel emotionally awful... spirits wont stop talking to me.
Erti is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Desoxyn, SlumberKitty
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
Desoxyn We are one mind
 
Member Since: Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,962 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
4,902 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 06:20 PM
  #211
Day 1 of my 3 day water fast. I'm going to then quit cigarettes and get a gym membership and stop taking kratom.
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
newtus
The Dopamine Flux
 
newtus's Avatar
newtus has no updates.
 
Member Since: Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
867 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 06:36 PM
  #212
CBD is like God kissing you and giving u another chance to wrong your mistakes.

Like if u hurt yourself u know?

I think drinking gave me a 3 day migraine and nausea. I think idk. But I used some cbd and I feel brand new. Normally I'd be in bed trying to sleep it off in a lot of pain, but i feel like a brand new born baby.

I feel great. Not high. I feel like my normal self, just pain free. And my head is clear of racing or OCD thoughts.

__________________
"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com


Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, Desoxyn, ofthevalley, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
newtus
The Dopamine Flux
 
newtus's Avatar
newtus has no updates.
 
Member Since: Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
867 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 07:32 PM
  #213
Just got a 3 dollar gift card to Amazon from my wireless provider verizon.

I think you get credits when u pay your bill. Then u can use that credit for rewards
I chose Amazon. But they had 10 off accessories and a Starbucks card. I got coffee at home.

__________________
"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com


Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
newtus
The Dopamine Flux
 
newtus's Avatar
newtus has no updates.
 
Member Since: Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
867 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 08:30 PM
  #214
I've been doing a lot of thinking and crying past few days.

I've actually been thinking about this since I've been in recovery from psychosis. So like 4-5 years or so.

I probably mentioned it 2-3 years ago as well here.

I have a void in my life. Big void. I've tried everything from relationships to sex, to hobbies and buying things, to school and jobs. Nothing makes me happy. Never really has since I've been well.

I talked to door. She thinks I might need to do some soul-searching in the bible. (I told her idk if I needed God or something).

But I seemed happy when I was psychotic and also before. Not like depression free, but like the hole seemed pretty much or all filled. I remember when I was psychotic I would do some things. Like goto the coffee shop every afternoon and drink coffee and write. Pick up a newspaper everyday. And other little things. Eventually all that got old. One thing I remember is I felt closer to God somewhat because of my voices. I heard Angel's and God. But also demons. And when i heard demons i would always turn to god.

Idk what I'm trying to say.

I just don't know what that void is. Idk if its spiritual, economic, health wise, etc I mean I have no clue. Idk.

__________________
"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com


Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Anonymous40796, SlumberKitty
newtus
The Dopamine Flux
 
newtus's Avatar
newtus has no updates.
 
Member Since: Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
867 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 09:58 PM
  #215
So I guess I have to keep doing the cbd/taking it because my headache and nausea came back. I didnt feel like taking it again so i threw up.

__________________
"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com


Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
newtus
The Dopamine Flux
 
newtus's Avatar
newtus has no updates.
 
Member Since: Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
867 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 10:21 PM
  #216
Possible trigger:

__________________
"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com


Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
Desoxyn We are one mind
 
Member Since: Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,962 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
4,902 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 22, 2019 at 11:21 PM
  #217
Happy happy happy hapyrjgzgzgl
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird is ready for recovery!
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,663 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 23, 2019 at 07:14 AM
  #218
Good morning, going to the food pantry in a little bit

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, ofthevalley, SlumberKitty
ofthevalley
Legendary
ofthevalley has no updates.
 
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!)
8 yr Member
499 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 23, 2019 at 08:21 AM
  #219
Morning! Finished working for the morning. It’s cold, dark, and dreary...perfect day for Netflix, blanket, dogs, and relaxation. Maybe a nap too if I’m lucky.
My chest is feeling much better and my right side is no longer swollen. Happy about that.
ofthevalley is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
ofthevalley
Legendary
ofthevalley has no updates.
 
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!)
8 yr Member
499 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default May 23, 2019 at 09:19 AM
  #220
Just got the word that they are sedating my friend’s daughter today. She’s about reached the end of her journey...
They posted the news stories about her Christmas on Tuesday that her community sponsored. I cant watch it...I tried I just cry. So unfair. She’s just a baby.
ofthevalley is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
All times are GMT -5. The time now is 10:03 AM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.



 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.