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Default May 24, 2019 at 08:09 PM
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Me three. I feel like im in a chemical straight jacket .where I can't enjoy anything.
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Default May 24, 2019 at 08:16 PM
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I honestly think this unable to feel anything feeling is what's gonna kill me someday.

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Default May 24, 2019 at 08:22 PM
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I honestly think this unable to feel anything feeling is what's gonna kill me someday.
I keep holding onto hope that I may one day regain my emotional faculty. I wouldn't give up on hope. Although once I get it back I'm sure I'll go through an emotional rollercoaster soon after.
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Default May 24, 2019 at 08:25 PM
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My fil’s death certs finally came in.
Clot to his heart causing a heart attack.
Can’t believe with all of his many many ailments it was the freaking cholesterol that got him.
Damn shame.
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Default May 24, 2019 at 08:43 PM
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My fil’s death certs finally came in.
Clot to his heart causing a heart attack.
Can’t believe with all of his many many ailments it was the freaking cholesterol that got him.
Damn shame.
My mom knows so many people that have cholesterol issues. My God father had a quadruple bypass. He has like 7 family members that died of heart attacks. It's hereditary. People with it need to keep a close eye once they reach 40-50 cuz they'd be lucky to live past 60.
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Default May 24, 2019 at 08:44 PM
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I was on tinychat and drinking beer. Now I want to drink more beer.
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My mom knows so many people that have cholesterol issues. My God father had a quadruple bypass. He has like 7 family members that died of heart attacks. It's hereditary. People with it need to keep a close eye once they reach 40-50 cuz they'd be lucky to live past 60.
Yeah...both my parents had high cholesterol. Mine is pretty high. My doc just doubled my meds for it.
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Yeah...both my parents had high cholesterol. Mine is pretty high. My doc just doubled my meds for it.
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Default May 24, 2019 at 10:55 PM
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Might go for an hour walk in the woods after being drunk. Then take beta blocker for the heart. Gonna listen to podcast and music while I'm walking then sleep at 12am or something.

I feel really alone. I am a lonely soul.. I miss my past.
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Might go for an hour walk in the woods after being drunk. Then take beta blocker for the heart. Gonna listen to podcast and music while I'm walking then sleep at 12am or something.

I feel really alone. I am a lonely soul.. I miss my past.
Are you sure a walk in the woods, drunk, is a good idea?
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I feel really alone. I am a lonely soul.. I miss my past.
I should go on dating sites for asexual. Preference: Male or female..

Or look for friends online

Like to go to raves or something. I'll bring the psychedelics..
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I should go on dating sites for asexual. Preference: Male or female..

Or look for friends online
It's all up to you on that one. I didn't know there' was dating sites for asexuals.
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It's all up to you on that one. I didn't know there' was dating sites for asexuals.
XD Lol if there's not then I'll make one. Millionaire Tweaky..
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Default May 24, 2019 at 11:42 PM
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I feel so sad
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don't be sad Tweaky... you're loved. <3
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Default May 25, 2019 at 02:52 AM
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Can’t sleep. Voices yelling at me over and over.

I’m worried my grandparents are watching me via camera

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Default May 25, 2019 at 03:42 AM
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This Seroquel is so numbing. I feel like I'm neglecting everyone. sorry about my absence. Also, Seroquel is not working to help me sleep anymore, I built a tolerance too soon. I'm outside getting some fresh air with my cat. This next door neighbor's kid just saw my cat and high tailed it away, because she's afraid of cats.


How's everyone doing? Hope all is well.
I've noticed that seroquel actually works better as a sleep aid in lower doses instead of higher ones

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Default May 25, 2019 at 04:05 AM
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This month has been an actual nightmare for me

So many things to worry about. Tons of stress. Tons of things I need to do before the 29th .

Tons of insomnia and depression and sui "just F it" thoughts. Tons of anger and rage. And feeling like just hiding forever. Sleep.

I have no air conditioning in my car or my home at the moment. I broke down and spent what lil money I had left on a box fan

I'm totally broke as in...no money for anything....food...gas....nothing

Idk what I'm going to do, I feel that I am in a very dark place

It feels like literal Hell , what with the extreme heat and all!

The only thing keeping me going is moving into the condo on June 6. The knowledge that THIS IS TEMPORARY.

Jdna signing out @ 5:05am est

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Default May 25, 2019 at 04:06 AM
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I've noticed that seroquel actually works better as a sleep aid in lower doses instead of higher ones


This is true, at least according to my psychiatrist.

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Default May 25, 2019 at 06:40 AM
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I feel like I’m being spied on, I can’t sleep because of it.

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