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Default Jun 18, 2019 at 09:05 PM
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It's Tuesday and I already worked 29 hours.
Geez DT. You’re working like my husband used to 😞.
Watch for burnout my friend.

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Default Jun 18, 2019 at 09:29 PM
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today in group we talked about people with bipolar (or sza bipolar) and how sleep is so important. Of course, on the day we discuss that I can not find it in me to sleep
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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 12:31 AM
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watching The Big Lebowski. really should be sleeping but the demons are keeping me awake again. been awake since 6 am yesterday morning. 42 hours... gonna try to sleep after the movie. hope to get some. really tired but the demons are really screaming at me to kill myself. my friend is sleeping in the other room. it's nice to know she is here. it helps. she's gonna go with me down to the hospital for the admissions process to keep me company and keep me calm. I was on the verge of tears earlier because of the demons. they were that scary. I was alone, my friend wasn't here yet, and I couldn't get ahold of her. I was terrified that I was gonna give in to them and do what they want. she finally responded and came over pretty quick. she fell asleep before the end of the movie though.

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 12:51 AM
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Movie's over. Light's out in a few minutes and we will see if I can sleep.

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 01:43 AM
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Went to bed at 6pm and woke up at 11:30pm.

Gonna review papers for my interview tomorrow and then do things on the web or read.
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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 02:36 AM
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Morning, it's only 3:30am but I fell asleep pretty early

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 02:44 AM
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I'm awake, I do not want to go to partial hospital
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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 04:27 AM
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I can't sleep anymore.

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 04:36 AM
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I will buy some of sylvia plath's books when I get some money
I've only read one, it was a novel, The Bell Jar. Pretty good read but I dont reccomend reading it if u feel depressed at all. Her writing is known for being raw and depressing

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Went to bed at 6pm and woke up at 11:30pm.


Gonna review papers for my interview tomorrow and then do things on the web or read.
I went to bed at 5pm got up at 430am lol

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I've only read one, it was a novel, The Bell Jar. Pretty good read but I dont reccomend reading it if u feel depressed at all. Her writing is known for being raw and depressing
I would like to get that one and her collected poems.

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I would like to get that one and her collected poems.
I really like Charles bukowskis poems

They're kooky and weird but kinda deep and raw too. I have a few of his poem books . A couple of my faves,

the best often die by their own hand
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I really like Charles bukowskis poems

They're kooky and weird but kinda deep and raw too. I have a few of his poem books . A couple of my faves,

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That's weird but interesting

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 06:42 AM
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Gonna definitely work on the rest of my book formats today. I put it off for 3-4 days because I initially lost sleep for 4 days and have slowly been getting my sleep back.

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 06:42 AM
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Took my morning meds.

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 06:53 AM
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Really tired, didn't get enough sleep. Took a couple early morning walks.

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Did my nails

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 07:48 AM
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I feel lethargic. Like not tired. Just not very motivated and kinda just wanna lay around. My dad wants me to go out to eat with him and someone else. I dont really want to I mean i just wanna lay around. Idk. I need to work on my book too.

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It's not even summer yet and I'm so ready for autumn and winter. I hate hot weather

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Got some sleep finally. Gonna go to an AA meeting with my friend and then to the hospital. First, food, though. Whataburger, me thinks.

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