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Jun 20, 2019 at 07:30 PM
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Jun 20, 2019 at 07:39 PM
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Jun 20, 2019 at 07:40 PM
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Cigarettes are the only thing that give me comfort. But I quit cuz I don't want cancer and to be healthy. It's so dark and cloudy and smokey outside. It's horrible.
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Jun 20, 2019 at 07:41 PM
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Jun 20, 2019 at 07:48 PM
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Jun 20, 2019 at 08:42 PM
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I'm going to make myself an appointment for a dental cleaning next week. I've avoided it long enough. Will be the first in a long series of appointments to come I'm sure with the damage from the ED. Has to be done though.
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Jun 20, 2019 at 08:54 PM
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I can't just sit and relax. I'm too hyper aware of my environment.
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Jun 20, 2019 at 09:28 PM
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Right now I'm doing pretty good considering. Watching a podcast. I have a book that I want to read a book called "Conscious" by Annaka Harris.
"What is consciousness? How does it arise? And why does it exist? We take our experience of being in the world for granted. But the very existence of consciousness raises profound questions: Why would any collection of matter in the universe be conscious? How are we able to think about this? And why should we? In this wonderfully accessible book, Annaka Harris guides us through the evolving definitions, philosophies, and scientific findings that probe our limited understanding of consciousness. Where does it reside, and what gives rise to it? Could it be an illusion, or a universal property of all matter? As we try to understand consciousness, we must grapple with how to define it and, in the age of artificial intelligence, who or what might possess it. Conscious offers lively and challenging arguments that alter our ideas about consciousness—allowing us to think freely about it for ourselves, if indeed we can." |
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Jun 20, 2019 at 10:46 PM
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Tonight so far I have not experienced any auditory or visual hallucinations, yesterday things did happen... had a relatively ****** day but it is fine now, no complaints at the moment.
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Jun 20, 2019 at 10:48 PM
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I'm really really freaking out. I feel a different type of panic attack. It's like where I'm able to type and be functional. I'm anxious about my new job and if I screw the training up because I don't have confidence in my cognition. I want to have a smoke but my mom won't let me buy them (I could if I want but smoking is bad and I should listen to her cuz I know better). All I want is to smoke and I'm worried about physical problems like my heart and spine. I'm afraid of the weather - it's raining. I want to go for a walk I can't just sit here. I want to go somewhere. I took 2mg ativan so that should kick in and help. I just didn't want to take benzos because I took one last night to sleep cuz I was panicking because I wanted a smoke and don't want to make my cognition worse.
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Jun 20, 2019 at 11:14 PM
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Idk if I can sleep tonight. I dont have any benadryl. I'm out.
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Jun 21, 2019 at 12:56 AM
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Doc increased my Vraylar to 6mg and said I could use my old Haldol as a PRN when I'm having a bad psychosis night.
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Jun 21, 2019 at 03:24 AM
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My new pharmacy auto refilled my Vraylar 3mg and it said it cost $0!!! yay
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Jun 21, 2019 at 06:03 AM
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Really tired, only slept 4 hours last night. Have an appointment later today
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Jun 21, 2019 at 06:07 AM
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I keep waking up in the middle of the night with really bad restless legs, its extremely uncomfortable
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Jun 21, 2019 at 06:12 AM
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Maybe it's from too much caffeine? I'm not sure. I probably drank at least 10 cups of coffee during each past couple of days. That's probably not good but at least I don't put sugar or anything in my coffee that would be extremely unhealthy with that amount. I just like the rush from caffeine.
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Jun 21, 2019 at 10:30 AM
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Damn. I slept. And I slept A LONG time.
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Jun 21, 2019 at 10:49 AM
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Hey tweaky, have you ever tried ashwaganda....it supposed to help with cognition in bipolar, might help with sz too......
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Jun 21, 2019 at 10:54 AM
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I laid down for an hour, I have no idea if I slept or not but I feel more rested. Seeing my therapist later
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Jun 21, 2019 at 11:12 AM
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