Roll Call 149

childofchaos831 · Jun 15, 2019 at 08:26 AM

That sucks... Not sleeping can really get to you after a while.

falcon09 · Jun 15, 2019 at 09:00 AM

I can't tell if the vraylar made me sleepy last night or it was just the long day at partial hospital.

Blue_Bird · Jun 15, 2019 at 09:12 AM

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I can't tell if the vraylar made me sleepy last night or it was just the long day at partial hospital.

I take mine in the morning, it makes me tired, could be both

Blue_Bird · Jun 15, 2019 at 10:32 AM

So tired, slept fine last night but I'm exhausted

Angelique67 · Jun 15, 2019 at 10:46 AM

I don't remember whether I charged my headphones yesterday. Just got mostly caught up on roll call. I'm spacing out a lot, and watching videos 16 hours a day. Sending air hugs to you. (That's what my good roommate and I do.)

ofthevalley · Jun 15, 2019 at 11:26 AM

Sorry you aren’t feeling well @Newt
I’m kinda sick too...had to leave Gram’s early.
I am extremely dehydrated and my husband is threatening the doctors.
Just going to try to sleep for an hour before I go grocery shopping.

newtus · Jun 15, 2019 at 12:14 PM

Thank you valley

Blue_Bird · Jun 15, 2019 at 12:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I don't remember whether I charged my headphones yesterday. Just got mostly caught up on roll call. I'm spacing out a lot, and watching videos 16 hours a day. Sending air hugs to you. (That's what my good roommate and I do.)

It's good to see you Angelique, I was wondering how you were doing. Have you been watching anything good?

Angelique67 · Jun 15, 2019 at 01:06 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

It's good to see you Angelique, I was wondering how you were doing. Have you been watching anything good?

Thank you, BB! I'm watching a ton of vaping related videos. Also some police interviews, some beauty channels, some anti vegan channels, and so on. I really miss the meds I was on until 2013. I was so relaxed lol. Oh no, the regular nurse's aid just appeared. They know I didn't shower yesterday.

I stabbed my toe accidentally with nail scissors and it bled like crazy. Anyway, I didn't want to use the shower after that. They don't actually clean it after someone showers. It stopped bleeding at some point last night. This place is so gross.

I hope your sleep schedule gets back on track.

newtus · Jun 15, 2019 at 02:13 PM

I havent heard from my job counselor in 2 weeks or so. Again. I feel like hes giving up on me. Idk.

I dont even want a job anymore. Like typical job. I almost just wanna build my social media fanbase and write my heart out.

newtus · Jun 15, 2019 at 02:15 PM

I'm considering, at the moment, taking a hiatus from job searching. And then not only work on my writing and building my fanbase, but doing college that I signed up for, for digital marketing. And then see what I can do for my book from learning new marketing skills.

What do u guys think? I feel so stressed out right now because of job searching. It's that one thing in the back of my mind that I just dont want to think about.

Blue_Bird · Jun 15, 2019 at 02:21 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I havent heard from my job counselor in 2 weeks or so. Again. I feel like hes giving up on me. Idk.

I dont even want a job anymore. Like typical job. I almost just wanna build my social media fanbase and write my heart out.

Have you reached out to them? I always make sure I reach out to my case manager and other people like that to keep on top of things because they do have a lot of people they work with and sometimes things fall through the cracks if you don't contact them once in awhile to check on how things are going with whatever you're needing/working on

Desoxyn · Jun 15, 2019 at 02:28 PM

Follow dreams Newtus

downandlonely · Jun 15, 2019 at 02:29 PM

@newtus if you don't need the money, I think focusing on writing and school is a good idea.

newtus · Jun 15, 2019 at 02:44 PM

Well we kinda need the money. But I lowered a few of my bills recently over the past couple months. But doing so has freed up some money for things I want like my vape juice.

newtus · Jun 15, 2019 at 02:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Have you reached out to them? I always make sure I reach out to my case manager and other people like that to keep on top of things because they do have a lot of people they work with and sometimes things fall through the cracks if you don't contact them once in awhile to check on how things are going with whatever you're needing/working on

Yes I have. I called 3 days last week and left a message. Never heard back. It's been a week since I did that. I wont call them again tho for right now because I'm working on my book.

Desoxyn · Jun 15, 2019 at 03:36 PM

Took my injection yesterday. Just a day late. I figured I shouldn't be taking weed gummies while skipping the injection.

falcon09 · Jun 15, 2019 at 03:55 PM

Is it bad that part of me doesn't want to work and wants to just live off of disability the rest of my life?

newtus · Jun 15, 2019 at 04:03 PM

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Is it bad that part of me doesn't want to work and wants to just live off of disability the rest of my life?

I think about this often. But I think for me I aspire and dream big too much to want to stay on disability.

newtus · Jun 15, 2019 at 04:16 PM

I had more auditions come over night for voice actors. I gotta review them. I'm tuckered out tho. I really dont wanna do anything but sleep.

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childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 7 15 hugs given	Jun 15, 2019 at 08:26 AM #161 That sucks... Not sleeping can really get to you after a while. __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Jun 15, 2019 at 10:46 AM #165 I don't remember whether I charged my headphones yesterday. Just got mostly caught up on roll call. I'm spacing out a lot, and watching videos 16 hours a day. Sending air hugs to you. (That's what my good roommate and I do.)
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Jun 15, 2019 at 11:26 AM #166 Sorry you aren’t feeling well @Newt I’m kinda sick too...had to leave Gram’s early. I am extremely dehydrated and my husband is threatening the doctors. Just going to try to sleep for an hour before I go grocery shopping.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jun 15, 2019 at 12:14 PM #167 Thank you valley __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jun 15, 2019 at 02:28 PM #173 Follow dreams Newtus
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downandlonely Legendary Member Since Mar 2018 Location: United States Posts: 10,760 (SuperPoster!) 6 10.6k hugs given	Jun 15, 2019 at 02:29 PM #174 @newtus if you don't need the money, I think focusing on writing and school is a good idea.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jun 15, 2019 at 03:36 PM #177 Took my injection yesterday. Just a day late. I figured I shouldn't be taking weed gummies while skipping the injection.
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Jun 15, 2019 at 03:55 PM #178 Is it bad that part of me doesn't want to work and wants to just live off of disability the rest of my life?
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jun 15, 2019 at 04:16 PM #180 I had more auditions come over night for voice actors. I gotta review them. I'm tuckered out tho. I really dont wanna do anything but sleep. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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