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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 11:03 AM
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Got some sleep finally. Gonna go to an AA meeting with my friend and then to the hospital. First, food, though. Whataburger, me thinks.
You must live in the south

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 11:07 AM
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You must live in the south
Yep, Texas.

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 11:10 AM
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Yep, Texas.
Same!!!!

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 11:39 AM
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I went to bed at 5pm got up at 430am lol
That's a really nice sleep schedule. Wake up at 4am and drink raw egg.
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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 11:42 AM
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I had a good interview I start my night shift on Saturday at 11pm.
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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 11:45 AM
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I'll be working full time for 3 weeks doing some night and day shifts.

I'll need modafinil and melatonin =P
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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 11:51 AM
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I had a good interview I start my night shift on Saturday at 11pm.
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Same!!!!
Cool, what part?

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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 12:08 PM
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Cool, what part?
DFW area, you?

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DFW area, you?
Central, Austin.

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Central, Austin.
Cool! I hear it's awesome down there but expensive.

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Took a nap, definitely needed it. Just finished reading a book

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Cool! I hear it's awesome down there but expensive.
It's pretty nice

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I booked an appointment with my doctor cuz I tried to sleep last night without the beta blocker but my heart felt weird.. slow and irregular.. then I took the beta blocker and it was slow and less irregular.. like 60bpm.

I noticed right now it's still beating like beat..beat..beat.beat..beat....beat..beat..

Lately it's been like this. I'm really sick of thinking about my heart. It drives me completely and utterly insane.. thinking of death ALL THE TIME. I know it's not in my head. I have to see a cardiologist.

There was a pain in my heart last night too. It could be from smoking.. I remember my step dad was basically having a heart attack and then he would smoke a cigarette to feel better and it worked.
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I booked an appointment with my doctor cuz I tried to sleep last night without the beta blocker but my heart felt weird.. slow and irregular.. then I took the beta blocker and it was slow and less irregular.. like 60bpm.


I noticed right now it's still beating like beat..beat..beat.beat..beat....beat..beat..


Lately it's been like this. I'm really sick of thinking about my heart. It drives me completely and utterly insane.. thinking of death ALL THE TIME. I know it's not in my head. I have to see a cardiologist.
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Idk if there's anyone in the world that has worse cardiophobia than me lol..
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Idk if there's anyone in the world that has worse cardiophobia than me lol..
I deal with it too but it's not as bad as u.

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Welp, I figured out how to replace my radio and cig lighter fuse in my eclipse. proud of myself.
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Default Jun 19, 2019 at 02:31 PM
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So I opened up to my mom a bit. She said making money Is a priority to her. I told her my priority is family and a connection with my family. She said hers is not. She thinks I have all this free time. But I don't. I have free time for certain people, and that's my family. So yea.

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Switched my pharmacy from CVS to Kroger because of my Vraylar troubles, filled my klonopin script there. Had some troubles with the insurance at first but it all got figured out.
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