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The Dopamine Flux
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#681
Theres also a waterpark next to it and the park is only 5 min away from us.
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Angelique67, Blue_Bird, ofthevalley
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#682
I'm starting to feel a little uncomfortable with the group at partial hospital and I'm not sure why. Maybe because it's so big
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Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
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#686
YouTube isn't streaming the debates very well. It keeps on hanging an loading for me. I guess i'll watch it tomorrow when it's uploaded to youtube and not live. Ohwell, It's probably better that way, I can't stay up late anyway. Maybe listening to it will be an option while at work.
I've been depressed a lot since my mom came into town. I haven't been picking up the phone when my relatives call me. I'm just closing myelf in. Pumpkin (my cat) is doing well. There is still a little blood in her urine but she's still very sociable. I don't think she eats the dry food at all anymore. I pill her for cancer, and then make a habit of givving her fancy feast wet food right afterwards, so she associates pilling with wet food. For the last year 8 months I've been ruminating a lot of my mistakes I've made, major mistakes. I have a half hour drive home after work and i keep going back to my psychosis and how bad a person i am. I think part of the problem is that people view my actions a certain way without really understanding what lead up to it all. I know regret and guilt are useless emotions that hold us back, and to just keep moving, but I need a change of scenary desperately. |
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Erti
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Princess Tutu
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#687
Wild Goose - Jen Hatmaker | Listen via Stitcher for Podcasts
Something about pain and speaks of some Christianity. You may like this Newtus (cause of a christian outlook) or anyone who's may be in pain right now. A friend sent it to me today. |
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Angelique67, newtus
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Metaphysic
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#688
I don't want to trip but I want my set and setting to be good to have a good trip.
Like if I was in Mexico on holidays or something. But right now I hate where I'm at. I slept all day and stayed up all night. I suppose I'll stay up all night tonight. Or I could take benzos and sleep tonight and stay awake tomorrow in the day. But I can't take too many benzo or tolerance. |
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The Dopamine Flux
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#689
I decided to join WattPad and put original stories/poems and build a following.
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Princess Tutu
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#690
I"m like begging my mom to make the pain go away. I'm begging her. welp mom made fun of me.. 😭
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#691
I heard something in my house that I can't even explain. It spooked me. I also didn't know on the smilie list that you click to insert a smiley into your post/thread. I always just copy and pasted them. The more you know.
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Metaphysic
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Erti
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Princess Tutu
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#693
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Metaphysic
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#694
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Yeah it's all meaningless but idk maybe we can do interstellar space travel and huddle around a star in a spaceship and do black mirror things... |
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Metaphysic
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#695
I'm going to get my mom off of Ativan. I bought 7g of 22% CBD that dissolves in water. I'll put 50mg in a glass of water and she will drink it which is 11mg CBD.
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Princess Tutu
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#696
Lol, not sure if watching that made me feel better or feel even worse. I just don't want to live with the pain of the past.... but I don't want to die before being apart of an interesting future. I just don't want to lose my love ones in the process. I want them live and die along side of me. Not years and decades apart. But given the time and space... you basically do die along side of friends and family. A person who lives 100 years with people they meet and love within that 100 years basically dies along side of their love ones in a span of 100 years given how old the universe is and up until the universe is nothing.
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Metaphysic
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#697
Life is ok Erti. It's a miracle. At least other people have more fun than we do.
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Princess Tutu
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#699
What is a thing?
Bees aren't around where there aren't flowers.. Flowers aren't around where there aren't bees.. or some other insect that does the same job.. Things are inseparable Every.. thing.. |
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Princess Tutu
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