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Desoxyn · Jul 05, 2019 at 08:16 PM

I think about things way too deeply. I'm always scared of what could happen.

People like me though. I don't know why. Maybe it's just a coincidence in the people that I meet.

I also have another side to me. A different personality that is more easy going, strange, social. I get along with sociopaths because I don't judge. I don't have much opinions on things cuz I see both sides to every argument and I don't involve MYSELF into the matter.

I'm so confused about what thing I am. Am I human? *Looks at hands..* I guess so. Maybe prolonging the injection isn't a good idea. Idk.

Desoxyn · Jul 05, 2019 at 08:18 PM

This is going to be an interesting week for me without the injection.

Desoxyn · Jul 05, 2019 at 08:24 PM

I think these little messages that I write on here, I'll read them to my therapist. I don't understand what I'm writing but maybe my therapist can.

Like maybe what I'm writing is symptoms that represent some type of thing.. And then I talk about what happened in my life and why I am this way, etc...

falcon09 · Jul 05, 2019 at 08:51 PM

I've mentioned this place to my therapist, I called it an online support group. He seems to like the idea, my past therapists would have probably hated it.

ofthevalley · Jul 05, 2019 at 08:56 PM

I have done nothing but eat tonight.
I had a bowl of potato salad, and the 2 eggs and toast, then I ate like 1/2 a bag of cherries. I’m trying to decide on what to eat next

cogladaid · Jul 05, 2019 at 09:03 PM

I mentioned you guys in general to my doctor before. He says it’s good but would prefer if I had people around me that lived closer.

Desoxyn · Jul 05, 2019 at 09:11 PM

I feel sad. I took 100mg seroquel. Idk if it kicked in yet. But it was building up to this.

Down to this.

falcon09 · Jul 05, 2019 at 09:30 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

I mentioned you guys in general to my doctor before. He says it’s good but would prefer if I had people around me that lived closer.

i wish there was a SARDAA group close to me but there seem to be absolutely none in the south, it's kinda sad.

newtus · Jul 05, 2019 at 09:34 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

i wish there was a SARDAA group close to me but there seem to be absolutely none in the south, it's kinda sad.

What is that?

falcon09 · Jul 05, 2019 at 09:37 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

What is that?

Schizophrenia and Related Disorders Alliance of America

the groups basically function as a schizophrenics anonymous group, they have a 6 step program, etc.

falcon09 · Jul 05, 2019 at 09:37 PM

My bad, the org is called SARDAA, the groups are called schizophrenia alliance

falcon09 · Jul 05, 2019 at 10:26 PM

I wonder when I'll get my review for my SSI. Is it every 3 years?

Blue_Bird · Jul 06, 2019 at 05:51 AM

@falcon09 and @ofthevalley Thank you guys, I think the lack of sleep was really getting to me, sorry about the bizarre posts I'm not really sure what happened it was very confusing, I was able to sleep straight through the night and feel a lot better and am thinking clearly again. 2nd day back on the seroquel, things are starting to get back to normal. Sleep is so important

junkDNA · Jul 06, 2019 at 06:16 AM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

I mentioned you guys in general to my doctor before. He says it’s good but would prefer if I had people around me that lived closer.

I've told my therapist abt PC and someone I met here

junkDNA · Jul 06, 2019 at 06:17 AM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I wonder when I'll get my review for my SSI. Is it every 3 years?

It depends. Its different for everyone
Some people get every year, every 3 yrs, or every 5 . If u have your original approval paperwork it says on there. I was on SSDI and got reviewed every 3 yrs

junkDNA · Jul 06, 2019 at 06:18 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

@falcon09 and @ofthevalley Thank you guys, I think the lack of sleep was really getting to me, sorry about the bizarre posts I'm not really sure what happened it was very confusing, I was able to sleep straight through the night and feel a lot better and am thinking clearly again. 2nd day back on the seroquel, things are starting to get back to normal. Sleep is so important

Glad ur feeling better BB and are back on the seroquel , I've heard many ppl talking in my bedroom before. It's really scary

ofthevalley · Jul 06, 2019 at 06:44 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

@falcon09 and @ofthevalley Thank you guys, I think the lack of sleep was really getting to me, sorry about the bizarre posts I'm not really sure what happened it was very confusing, I was able to sleep straight through the night and feel a lot better and am thinking clearly again. 2nd day back on the seroquel, things are starting to get back to normal. Sleep is so important

Glad to hear BB.
Yes it is.

Blue_Bird · Jul 06, 2019 at 06:55 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by falcon09

I wonder when I'll get my review for my SSI. Is it every 3 years?

I'm on SSI and have only had one review in 5 years, it was this past october, just went in and met with one of their doctors

Blue_Bird · Jul 06, 2019 at 06:56 AM

Going to church and confession in the afternoon/evening. Nervous but I know I'll feel better afterward

Jul 06, 2019 at 06:57 AM

The triliptal (moodstabailizer) is working, and it's nice to be off Seroquel. Seroquel worked for 2 weeks, then I had to up it, then it would be okay for 2 weeks, then up it until I got up to 300mgs, and then heart palpitations because there is an interaction with Geodon. I think Triliptal is a better long term solution for me. Also, I felt an inkling of emotion this morning, so I went to Panera Bread. I had a breakfast sandwich and a coffee.

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jul 05, 2019 at 08:18 PM #262 This is going to be an interesting week for me without the injection.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jul 05, 2019 at 08:24 PM #263 I think these little messages that I write on here, I'll read them to my therapist. I don't understand what I'm writing but maybe my therapist can. Like maybe what I'm writing is symptoms that represent some type of thing.. And then I talk about what happened in my life and why I am this way, etc...
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Jul 05, 2019 at 08:51 PM #264 I've mentioned this place to my therapist, I called it an online support group. He seems to like the idea, my past therapists would have probably hated it.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Jul 05, 2019 at 09:11 PM #267 I feel sad. I took 100mg seroquel. Idk if it kicked in yet. But it was building up to this. Down to this.
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