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#861
I guess I’ll try to sleep for an hour or so. I’m exhausted.
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#862
So I have blind spots in my left eye and I'm told to tell the nurse I need a retina appointment. So I did, but it's the ditzy incompetent nurse who doesn't understand I need an emergency appointment. She told me to wait in my room for her to come and help me.
I've been waiting! I never saw the doctor here about my back either. And it's not healed. |
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#863
Going to start season 3 of stranger things later this week
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#864
Time to do some reading
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#865
Welp...looks like I’m not getting leather
Hubby found basically the same car with cloth instead of leather for a bit less money and only 12k in miles. He’s putting a deposit down tonight and I’ll go drive it tomorrow. If I like it he’ll pick it up on the way home. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Skipped the Seroquel last night. I heard my mom saying to my sister this morning that she got tested and was fine. But she was talking about her heart not getting worse. So I asked my sister is the lump on my moms breast not breast cancer? My sister said my mom still doesn't know yet.
What disappointment. God told me that I didn't praise him enough so he has to scare me again with not knowing. Those are the types of conversations I have with God. He wants to kill me, my mom or my dad and he wants me to choose who first. And I'm not choosing. It was much easier when I was an atheist. I still kind of am. I want to say "God isn't real". But I saw him on psychedelics. Faith is so stupid. Why can't there be proof? I suppose that's the same reason we don't know what happens after death. Psychedelics just give us hints and the government doesn't want us to know fully. |
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I'm super tired and I feel kind of crappy. My stomach hurts and my eyes feel dark and I'm not hearing God much today. I'm feeling lame and losery. I feel like nothing matters and everything matters That nothing can calm me and yet nothing can excite me. I want to lay on my bed under my weighted blanket and zone out into oblivion. I don't want to feel this way when I wake up tomorrow. I feel like what's the point. My friend's dog was acting weird and I told my friend maybe she had an angel in her room and that's why the dog didn't want to go in there. I don't think she believed me but I believe things like that. I think dogs and cats can sense it. I'm too dull. I'm too life sucked out of me. It's like the AP has taken over my brain and instead left me a shell of a person.
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#869
Congrats on the new car @ofthevalley
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I keep having agitation and thinking it would be great if I had one of those blankets, so I'm gonna save money for one. There's one on Amazon I like for $60 __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#871
I hope I wake up early tomorrow so I can go eat breakfast somewhere before my case manager picks me up to see my therapist
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#872
I'm weird, I relax by listening to Mr. Nightmare's true creepy/horror stories on YouTube
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#873
Drinking wine and gonna cut the lawn
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#875
I'm afraid that my heart will stop if I drink wine after drinking an energy drink
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#876
**** me I think I might be getting some mild akathisia from this vraylar.
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#878
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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It didn't work then, but maybe it'll work now. I just took one. |
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#880
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I doubted that I would make it past 30 but it seems likely now. I remember when I was 19, I was sure that I wouldn't make it past my 20th birthday because I was using fentanyl like opioids. |
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