Roll Call 150

Desoxyn · Jul 15, 2019 at 06:37 PM

"Hold still dear, we'll pull the needle out > : )"

"Abuuuh.. abuhaaaahhhhh"

falcon09 · Jul 15, 2019 at 07:11 PM

I'm feeling a little better....so either it was anxiety or the cogentin worked.

Blue_Bird · Jul 15, 2019 at 08:31 PM

I've never made snickerdoodle cookies before but I randomly got the urge to do so, so I did

Blue_Bird · Jul 15, 2019 at 08:35 PM

Here's some of them

Jul 15, 2019 at 08:47 PM

This morning, before I left for work I thought I saw Pumpkin sitting on her usual chair, and I did a double take and realized she was there. Then I went outsie to where I buried her, it has a flower growing there, and stood there for a few minutes. It's just not the same here without her. My roommate has her dog and I had my cat. I'll get another cat when Im ready though. The first half of my day all I coul think about was her.

Desoxyn · Jul 15, 2019 at 09:34 PM

Reading in the car. Took 2.4g phenibut supplement.

It's RAINING =]

Desoxyn · Jul 15, 2019 at 09:44 PM

I could write my own book on addiction easily

ofthevalley · Jul 15, 2019 at 10:20 PM

In bed...browsing Lulu’s outlet sale lol. It’s payday!
So tired though. Going to try to sleep.

Meeting the car guy tomorrow.
I also emailed the guy I saw today and asked him to write me a proposal ASAP. just in case

Erti · Jul 15, 2019 at 10:25 PM

Dystonia sucks. I take my meds and get dystonia from it. I get severe anxiety and stiffness in the neck and it’s hard to breathe. It sucks. I took an extra cogentin and it’s finally stopped after almost 2 hours. It makes me scared to take my meds now with the cogentin because I can only take so many cogentin. I’m feeling better now though so no trips to the er.

childofchaos831 · Jul 15, 2019 at 10:29 PM

I had another stress seizure. Now I'm scared to go to bed. What if I have another one while I'm sleeping? I need to sleep... I have PHP in the morning. I'm probably being paranoid... But I'm terrified of stopping breathing now.

Desoxyn · Jul 15, 2019 at 10:40 PM

I want to live in this car.

Desoxyn · Jul 15, 2019 at 10:47 PM

God I feel sad

Erti · Jul 15, 2019 at 10:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

God I feel sad

You and me both <3

lets be sad together.

childofchaos831 · Jul 15, 2019 at 10:49 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Desoxyn

God I feel sad

Me too...

Erti · Jul 15, 2019 at 11:56 PM

I still feel like everyone's talking about me behind my back.

Desoxyn · Jul 16, 2019 at 12:13 AM

I'm going to have a nice sleep. Cuz I don't take being awake for granted. But this time I will. I always want to do things while I'm awake until I pass out.

But sleep is sometimes good a spiritual thing.

So I'll take Seroquel, a melatonin with the phenibut.

My mom is getting ski passes for the winter. If she doesn't have breast cancer, I'll be sooooo excited!!! I will be filled with joy =[

Desoxyn · Jul 16, 2019 at 12:17 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Erti

I still feel like everyone's talking about me behind my back.

I only tell how people are straight to their face. I'm getting better at this since my ex step dad left.

From the start, I should have been like "**** you, you're not my real dad. I hate you you stupid son of a *****! **** youuuuuuuuuuuu".

I regret not doing it so I will make sure to do it to everyone that I have a problem with.

But no one here has a problem with you. I think they have a problem with tweaky for smoking 3.5g of **** a day yet complaining about psychosis.

Disclaimer: Jk I don't do ****. **** does you.

childofchaos831 · Jul 16, 2019 at 12:23 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Erti

I still feel like everyone's talking about me behind my back.

I promise you, erti, no one is talking about you. We all like you and want you to stick around. We care about you. When do you see your doctor again? Can you call them and mention you are having increased paranoid thoughts?

Erti · Jul 16, 2019 at 12:28 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I only tell how people are straight to their face. I'm getting better at this since my ex step dad left.

From the start, I should have been like "**** you, you're not my real dad. I hate you you stupid son of a *****! **** youuuuuuuuuuuu".

I regret not doing it so I will make sure to do it to everyone that I have a problem with.

But no one here has a problem with you. I think they have a problem with tweaky for smoking 3.5g of **** a day yet complaining about psychosis.

Disclaimer: Jk I don't do ****. **** does you.

Hahaha, I did that to my dad after his political/racist rant about congresswoman omar. Well I said, "i highly doubt that she said that and was probably out of context"... he yelled "******** I heard it on tv"... forgot what I said but I raised my voice... he said "don't yell at me I'm you're father"... I got mad told him to go **** himself and walked in the middle of traffic to walk home because he was no father of mine.

Tweaky tweaks again. We say no bad tweaky... and tweaky starts again for his long recovery of being off drugs.

Erti · Jul 16, 2019 at 12:46 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by childofchaos831

I promise you, erti, no one is talking about you. We all like you and want you to stick around. We care about you. When do you see your doctor again? Can you call them and mention you are having increased paranoid thoughts?

I plan on calling my doctor tomorrow because of the dystonia I was having with the saphris. I'll bring it up then.

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,974 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,906 hugs given	Jul 15, 2019 at 06:37 PM #881 "Hold still dear, we'll pull the needle out > : )" "Abuuuh.. abuhaaaahhhhh"
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,716 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jul 15, 2019 at 08:31 PM #883 I've never made snickerdoodle cookies before but I randomly got the urge to do so, so I did __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,974 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,906 hugs given	Jul 15, 2019 at 09:34 PM #886 Reading in the car. Took 2.4g phenibut supplement. It's RAINING =]
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,974 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,906 hugs given	Jul 15, 2019 at 09:44 PM #887 I could write my own book on addiction easily
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Jul 15, 2019 at 10:20 PM #888 In bed...browsing Lulu’s outlet sale lol. It’s payday! So tired though. Going to try to sleep. Meeting the car guy tomorrow. I also emailed the guy I saw today and asked him to write me a proposal ASAP. just in case __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,974 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,906 hugs given	Jul 15, 2019 at 10:40 PM #891 I want to live in this car.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,974 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,906 hugs given	Jul 15, 2019 at 10:47 PM #892 God I feel sad
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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 12 2,894 hugs given	Jul 15, 2019 at 11:56 PM #895 I still feel like everyone's talking about me behind my back.
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