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#41
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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12AM, SlumberKitty
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#42
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Yeah if you want to stop something, especially if it’s an AP you should probably taper very slowly.....when I was getting off abilify I was tremendously angry about everything and that was tapering 1/4 at a time. __________________ Hugs! |
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#43
warm caring hugs for everyone tonight.
__________________ Tams https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Whgn_iE5uc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FOUqQt3Kg0 YOU LAUGH BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT, I LAUGH BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL THE SAME Don't only practice your Art, But force your way through into its secrets, For it and Knowledge can Raise men to the Divine. Beethoven |
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#44
I’m going to stop drinking hard alcohol. I just finished my rum off. I got some gin, baileys, tequila, and peach schnapps left but I’m not going to buy more once they’re out.
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12AM, ofthevalley
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Location: Texas
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#45
Just had a crown come out... I hate going to the dentist... I don't wanna go!
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12AM, Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#46
I feel horrible, something is just off. I don't know if im physically sick or about to go psychotic or what. I just feel like ****.
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#47
__________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#49
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childofchaos831
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#50
Falcs, the likelihood of that is pretty low. I can promise you they aren't. Can you call your doctor? Is it nighttime where you are?
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#51
I'm just way too relaxed, lethargic, fatigued, tired, sleepy, unmotivated, sedated to do anything.
I took an extra Vyvanse. It barely did anything. I literally can't fight this. It's way too hard. I've never felt this useless before. I don't even want to do anything. There was a time that I was going to the gym and feeling motivated and doing so many things. Now I feel dead. |
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Metaphysic
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#52
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I say I'm doing well sometimes but I just have to accept that I'm somewhat unstable and will always try harder than I would without mental illness and a really ****** isolated adolescence. Oh and btw I was feeling better after watching some podcasts and TED Talks. Now I feel like I'm being possessed by the devil again. But I'm good. I'm not a sociopath. I am tortured by my own mind. I have no desire to hurt people. Just the ones that need to learn a lesson. But I always get blamed for **** that I didn't do. It happens all the time since I was a kid. I just have **** luck. |
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#53
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sometimes wonder if I'm really a sociopath well more so narcissistic with the thoughts that go on inside my mind. I mean I know I'm not but can't help but question my motives... Everyone do things for selfish reasons. Even if it seems to be a selfless act... they're doing it to make them feel better about themselves. I don't know if I'm being manipulative or if I'm just expressing true feelings in my head when I'm saying I want to die. I do feel like I want to die... but then if I think about it... maybe it's not that I want to die... more so I don't want to feel this mental anguish anymore. I feel really bad right now. I feel like a horrible person. I'm a horrible person who doesn't deserve to feel at least sane. That's why the gods curse me with this. I can't express how heartbroken I am right now but I probably deserve it no matter how unfair I feel like it is. |
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#54
No sleep yet again... At an AA meeting before PHP. May not stay for the whole day of PHP... May head home and nap...
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#55
__________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#56
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You are a good person, Desoxyn. Your illness lies to you. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#57
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You do not deserve what your mind is telling you. I’m sorry you are hurting and struggling so much right now. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#58
__________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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The Dopamine Flux
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#59
Morning
With everything going on, I feel so idk. I cant explain it. Many times lately I feel like I've been breathing through a coffee straw. Those extremely skinny straws u get with your coffee. I've not been eating and barely sleeping. Throwing up everyday from anxiety. Idk __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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