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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 07:29 PM
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Fiances dad just passed. He died during emergency open heart surgery just now because there was complications.
Oh no! I'm so sorry...

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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 07:37 PM
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I can’t get this to load properly but I saw you quoted @Newt.

I’m so sorry for fiancé’s and your loss.

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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 07:39 PM
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Fiances dad just passed. He died during emergency open heart surgery just now because there was complications.
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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 07:45 PM
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Thank you guys.

It's like I knew it would happen but I was just hoping it wouldnt.

Nothing seems to be going right right now.

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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 08:10 PM
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A lot going on with me right now.

Just last night dustin had broken up with me. He left in his car and came back and said he had been crying the whole time. We talked for awhile. We are trying to do better. We are trying to make it, you know.

I might get a therapist. Idk. I dont have the money for it tho.

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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 08:11 PM
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Fiances dad just passed. He died during emergency open heart surgery just now because there was complications.
I'm sorry, Newtus. Roll Call 151
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Newt, sorry for your loss, friend.
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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 08:38 PM
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I'm really sorry Newtus
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Paranoid tonight, had some panic about going inpatient earlier but I feel a bit better now. I really hope the Vraylar isn't stopping working and this'll pass.
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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 09:00 PM
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I got that interview tomorrow and I couldn't be less ready.

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I hope we all find peace
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I got that interview tomorrow and I couldn't be less ready.
I hope it goes very well!
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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 11:41 PM
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My friend's new bestest spent a lot of time calling the nursing home and convincing them I need my retinas looked at asap. Thanks to her. She's a better person than me by far. I'm really grateful to her, but I really am a big nothing compared to her. She has been really nice to me, but she was attracted to him initially and he told her that we're together. I don't know about that really.
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Default Jul 19, 2019 at 12:13 AM
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Well I'm not taking Vyvanse at night ever again or I become a angry psychopath.

I took a benzo, 10mg melatonin and 50mg Seroquel so I'm gonna go to sleep and wake up at 7am, then take a vyvanse.

After that I'm going to try and motivate myself. Maybe go for a small hike or a run, drink some coffee. I don't know how I'm going to do it in this state. I'm completely lost in what I should do in life.

I can't stimulate myself mentally. I just want to do nothing. Fck negative symptoms, really. I'm not depressed right now just blaaahh.

I don't have any energy. That's the problem.

Good night all <3 Hopefully tomorrow is a good day =] If it starts off ******, try to do at least one thing that can help you instead of giving into the void.
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I'm going to phone my therapist tomorrow and make an appointment cuz I really need help with my severe lack of motivation.
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Default Jul 19, 2019 at 12:27 AM
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I feel like things are changing, and I hate change. I don't want to share my friend with anyone else. But it has happened, and now I will have to meet her next time she's in NYC.
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I feel like things are changing, and I hate change. I don't want to share my friend with anyone else. But it has happened, and now I will have to meet her next time she's in NYC.


Yeah I’m with you. I’m not overly jealous but umm...MINE!!!
Just remember that you are his Roll Call 151. That’s unlikely to change.

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I’m sorry for your loss, Newtus

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Default Jul 19, 2019 at 08:47 AM
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Fiance has to go with his family to prepare a bunch of stuff. He took off work. My dad gave him some advice. Said if he gets FMLA sheet he will get paid for being off.

I have to goto that job interview today.

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I actually slept I'm really surprised.

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