 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
(SuperPoster!)
13 867 hugs
given 
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 09:06 AM
#101
The tension In the apartment is so thick.
The sad tension. The fear. I can feel fiances aura. The sadness of his aura is coming off in thick waves. I've always been able to feel peoples emotions and vibes. I'm an empath. Everything right now can be sliced with a butter knife, everything that's in the air. It's like a thick smog of depression and melancholy. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
|
 Reply With Quote
|
 Anonymous40796, SlumberKitty
|
|
The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
(SuperPoster!)
13 867 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 09:16 AM
#102
I dont know how to describe it.
The thick smog of melancholy in this apartment is radiating so much into me, I feel nauseous and anxious. .... Dustin just left and I could feel the melancholy slowly wade out of existence in this apartment. Not that it isnt here anymore but it felt like the main source of it separated from between us, because it was like connected. Now I'm only here alone in my own mixed vibes, alone. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| SlumberKitty
|
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since May 2013
Location: Chicago
Posts: 26,409
(SuperPoster!)
10 22.8k hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 09:19 AM
#103
Quote:
__________________ Hugs! 
|
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
|
The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
(SuperPoster!)
13 867 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 09:20 AM
#104
I've never been able to describe that stuff in such fashion.
In my past like when I was sick I could feel vibes, but when I recovered I couldn't feel them as much anymore. For Some reason I can right now. Idk why. Theres been times in my life since I was like 12 I felt that maybe I had like some sort of psychic thing going on in me. I remember when I was 12 I had a feeling my sister was not going to be alright. She was going to the mall one day. I told my dad and he didnt believe me. Then she didnt come home for longer than expected and it had turned out her car died coming back home. I've always been like this. Which is normally why I always separate myself from people who carry negative energy like manipulative and evil energy for whatever reason. All I know is I feel a little lighter right now with him gone. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
|
The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
(SuperPoster!)
13 867 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 09:23 AM
#105
Quote:
I dont feel sick. I'm not noticing anything sick about me. All I know is I'm very depressed. Idk maybe it's more than that. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| SlumberKitty
|
|
The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
(SuperPoster!)
13 867 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 09:24 AM
#106
Its hard to explain because I dont honestly think I'm sick. I really dont.
I think this death and with fiance being so fckin depressed is wearing on me. Idk maybe im wrong. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| SlumberKitty
|
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since May 2013
Location: Chicago
Posts: 26,409
(SuperPoster!)
10 22.8k hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 09:27 AM
#107
Quote:
I would call the pharmacy and find out about my meds......that’s all I’m saying.....the last think you need right now is full blown psychosis..... __________________ Hugs!
|
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
|
The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
(SuperPoster!)
13 867 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 10:03 AM
#108
Quote:
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since May 2013
Location: Chicago
Posts: 26,409
(SuperPoster!)
10 22.8k hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 10:06 AM
#109
Quote:
__________________ Hugs!
|
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
|
The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
(SuperPoster!)
13 867 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 10:52 AM
#110
Quote:
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| Anonymous40796, SlumberKitty
|
|
The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
(SuperPoster!)
13 867 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 10:58 AM
#111
I dont think I'm delusional. Even mildly.
It's just that being around the fiance during this time is really hard for me. It already has been this past week but its just worse now. I mean theres nothing I could say or do that will help him and that's hard. And I'm just holding back everything and letting things slide that he normally does. I havent seen him laugh or even smile for like 2 weeks. Or maybe 1. Idk. But things are just so depressing right now. The small brief breakup 2 days ago and now this, mainly. But other things too. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
|
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,723
(SuperPoster!)
10 14.3k hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 11:02 AM
#112
Keep waking up later than usual, didn't get up till 10:30 today. Feeling good though
__________________ R.I.P mom  8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| Anonymous40796
|
 Angelique67
|
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,723
(SuperPoster!)
10 14.3k hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 11:02 AM
#113
Sorry about everything that's going on Newtus, I hope things improve with time
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
|
newtus
|
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,723
(SuperPoster!)
10 14.3k hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 11:06 AM
#114
I'm craving McDonalds french fries like crazy
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
|
Angelique67, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
|
|
Legendary
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326
(SuperPoster!)
9 499 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 11:57 AM
#115
Super excited.
CrateJoy is offering 20% off Wellness and Self-Care subscription boxes. I’ve been eyeing them forever but never pulled the plug. 20% off is a great incentive on top of the fact that I’m feeling slightly “blue” today...I ordered  I got the Sanctuary Shower Box https://www.cratejoy.com/subscriptio...-blessing-box/ __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| SlumberKitty
|
|
Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
|
|
Seeker of Life
Member Since Oct 2015
Location: Silver Town of Argyra
Posts: 4,786
8 5,508 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 12:00 PM
#116
Quote:
__________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers
and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋 |
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
|
ofthevalley
|
|
The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
(SuperPoster!)
13 867 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 12:13 PM
#117
Quote:
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
|
ofthevalley
|
|
The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
(SuperPoster!)
13 867 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 12:13 PM
#118
Thank you BB
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| Blue_Bird
|
|
Blue_Bird
|
|
Seeker of Life
Member Since Oct 2015
Location: Silver Town of Argyra
Posts: 4,786
8 5,508 hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 12:31 PM
#119
Time feels that it’s running very slow these two days..
__________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers
and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋 |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| Anonymous40796
|
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
(SuperPoster!)
5 117.7k hugs
given
|
Jul 19, 2019 at 12:42 PM
#120
@newtus so sorry for your loss and everything you are going through. Good luck with the interview today. HUGS Kit
__________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
|
newtus
|
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.
Linear Mode
