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childofchaos831 · Aug 20, 2019 at 03:30 AM

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I keep thinking about what mistakes I made at work yesterday. I tripped over my title and my words multiple times. It was embarrassing as hell. In my defense, I was very tired by 3pm and wanted to go home, but it practically took 2 hours almost to introduce myself to the (about) 100 people or more that worked there.

You'll get used to it. It was only your first day.

newtus · Aug 20, 2019 at 03:32 AM

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Originally Posted by childofchaos831

You'll get used to it. It was only your first day.

Yea hopefully I will.

The leftover pizza seemed to calm my stomach. But I still cant sleep. I havent used the bathroom properly either for 2 days. I'm sure that is what's causing my stomach to hurt too.

childofchaos831 · Aug 20, 2019 at 03:37 AM

Ya stomach stuff will definitely get to you. I have issues there too.

newtus · Aug 20, 2019 at 03:39 AM

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Originally Posted by childofchaos831

Ya stomach stuff will definitely get to you. I have issues there too.

Sometimes I do, but I usually don't. At least not lately. When my daily routine is thrown off I dont use the bathroom properly, sleep properly, or eat properly. And with working, its gonna take time to get into a new routine.

childofchaos831 · Aug 20, 2019 at 03:53 AM

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junkDNA · Aug 20, 2019 at 04:02 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Yea hopefully I will.

The leftover pizza seemed to calm my stomach. But I still cant sleep. I havent used the bathroom properly either for 2 days. I'm sure that is what's causing my stomach to hurt too.

Increased stress can cause constipation
When I got hauled off to the abusive troubled teen "school " I didnt poop for a whole week .

newtus · Aug 20, 2019 at 04:03 AM

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Increased stress can cause constipation

When I got hauled off to the abusive troubled teen "school " I didnt poop for a whole week .

Yea, that too. I guess a routine change for me is always stressful. Hopefully once I get used to this routine and comfortable enough, everything, from my sleep to eating and more, will return back to normal.

junkDNA · Aug 20, 2019 at 04:05 AM

I'm 99.9% positive I'm going to get the shift lead position

I'm training a noobie all week

My manager sat me down yesterday and gave me a lot of compliments including "you're a beautiful person and u have a beautiful face"

Of course I didnt believe him. He said I do great work but his only thing w me is my introversion and not smiling enough. He said he dowsnt want me to be fake but that he wants me to feel comfortable to open up w coworkers

I kinda laughed cause I was thinking boy if u knew me 6 years ago ....

I've come a long way but it seems like it's never enough for some ppl!

Blue_Bird · Aug 20, 2019 at 08:21 AM

10,000 steps in so far this morning

Blue_Bird · Aug 20, 2019 at 11:16 AM

Was able to get a couple more hours of sleep.

I've been watching tons of tech bag set ups on YouTube, like all kinds of cool tech stuff to have when you travel or everyday stuff. Laptops, different kinds of chargers, tablets, cameras, gaming stuff etc

childofchaos831 · Aug 20, 2019 at 11:51 AM

I'm a bit manic... Bought a ukelele and a guitar yesterday. Still tho, I feel good.

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 20, 2019 at 12:20 PM

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I'm a bit manic... Bought a ukelele and a guitar yesterday. Still tho, I feel good.

Love ukulele !

ofthevalley · Aug 20, 2019 at 12:38 PM

I am semi freaking out. Trying to calm my nerves

I woke up w/vicious pain in my left armpit. I didn’t think much of it. Took a shower and shaved. Went to put on deodorant and I almost passed out

. Weird. Go to the bathroom and look and I have 3 pretty good sized lumps in my left pit. Check the right and there’s one there too but not painful.
Ignore it....
Brought my daughter to the doc and my put was really hurting.
Ended up going to the stupid walk in because Dr Google is an asshole and told me I had leukemia *smh*
Turns out I have some sort of bacterial skin infection in my pits.
Idk if it’s from cutting myself shaving in the tub at the condo we stayed at or using the life jackets and harnesses...
I just know I feel dirty and disgusting.
I have abx ointment and she told me I can’t shave for 10 days

and I shouldn’t sweat...
Umm it’s like 10000000000% humidity but okie no sweating.
Open for pit hair styling suggestions

Blue_Bird · Aug 20, 2019 at 12:59 PM

Sorry you're not feeling well valley, hope it gets better soon

I learned a long time ago not to google any symptoms I have because it always basically says I'm dead or dying or should be or have cancer lol

SlumberKitty · Aug 20, 2019 at 01:02 PM

Hi guys. Had T yesterday. Talked a lot about hallucinations and trauma. I dissociated a lot during the session. It was good though I guess. She listened. She received it. She held it. Now if I can release it.

SlumberKitty · Aug 20, 2019 at 01:04 PM

Almost called into work this morning due to migraines (this is day 5 of migraines) but I didn't and it's a good thing too because I needed to reenter some bills and get the paychecks ready to be passed out (pay stubs actually). There was a lot of stuff I needed to do so it's good that I came.

ofthevalley · Aug 20, 2019 at 01:10 PM

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Sorry you're not feeling well valley, hope it gets better soon

I learned a long time ago not to google any symptoms I have because it always basically says I'm dead or dying or should be or have cancer lol

I do it every friggin time and I know better. I went to *some* nursing school for goodness sake. But I do it and then I stress.

so stupid

Desoxyn · Aug 20, 2019 at 04:11 PM

I feel very slow today. I took 10mg of olanzepine yesterday and 50mg Seroquel last night. That's all on top of my Invega injection. I don't feel like doing anything and I'm not thinking much.

Idk if I should get a part time job. I'm thinking of doing some online courses or signing up for a new college course in September.

SlumberKitty · Aug 20, 2019 at 04:24 PM

Not much motivation for me today either. I definitely feel like taking a nap. I can't because I'm at work but I'll probably go to bed early like usual.

SlumberKitty · Aug 20, 2019 at 04:24 PM

Sad, I go to bed earlier now than when I was a kid.

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childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 7 15 hugs given	Aug 20, 2019 at 03:37 AM #443 Ya stomach stuff will definitely get to you. I have issues there too. __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
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childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 7 15 hugs given	Aug 20, 2019 at 03:53 AM #445 Had a little fun with my Bamboo Slate... __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Aug 20, 2019 at 08:21 AM #449 10,000 steps in so far this morning __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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childofchaos831 Elder Member Since Nov 2016 Location: Texas Posts: 5,037 7 15 hugs given	Aug 20, 2019 at 11:51 AM #451 I'm a bit manic... Bought a ukelele and a guitar yesterday. Still tho, I feel good. __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Aug 20, 2019 at 01:02 PM #455 Hi guys. Had T yesterday. Talked a lot about hallucinations and trauma. I dissociated a lot during the session. It was good though I guess. She listened. She received it. She held it. Now if I can release it. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Aug 20, 2019 at 01:04 PM #456 Almost called into work this morning due to migraines (this is day 5 of migraines) but I didn't and it's a good thing too because I needed to reenter some bills and get the paychecks ready to be passed out (pay stubs actually). There was a lot of stuff I needed to do so it's good that I came. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Aug 20, 2019 at 04:11 PM #458 I feel very slow today. I took 10mg of olanzepine yesterday and 50mg Seroquel last night. That's all on top of my Invega injection. I don't feel like doing anything and I'm not thinking much. Idk if I should get a part time job. I'm thinking of doing some online courses or signing up for a new college course in September.
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Aug 20, 2019 at 04:24 PM #459 Not much motivation for me today either. I definitely feel like taking a nap. I can't because I'm at work but I'll probably go to bed early like usual. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Aug 20, 2019 at 04:24 PM #460 Sad, I go to bed earlier now than when I was a kid. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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