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Default Aug 24, 2019 at 07:38 PM
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That's adorable!

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Oh and SP, there was a couple of morning I took my meds and after like 5 or 10 min I felt very nauseous.

I kinda think part of my nausea after I eat is because I down a bunch of fluids right after. Sometimes too much water or soda after I eat does make my stomach hurt for a bit.

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Default Aug 24, 2019 at 08:12 PM
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it's after 9pm and someones outside kicking and dragging a bunch of cans and crap around or something

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Oh and SP, there was a couple of morning I took my meds and after like 5 or 10 min I felt very nauseous.

I kinda think part of my nausea after I eat is because I down a bunch of fluids right after. Sometimes too much water or soda after I eat does make my stomach hurt for a bit.
My doc said no more than 6 glasses of liquid a day because it can mess up sodium....

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My doc said no more than 6 glasses of liquid a day because it can mess up sodium....
Oh six glasses? I been drinking like at least 3 bottles of water. Maybe a 4th one on some days. And theres a few days I'll drink like 5 or 6.

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I feel dizzy. Don't know why

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Oh six glasses? I been drinking like at least 3 bottles of water. Maybe a 4th one on some days. And theres a few days I'll drink like 5 or 6.
You might want to look at your sodium levels if they get too low it’s dangerous.

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I feel dizzy. Don't know why
Is it hot?

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Is it hot?
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You might want to look at your sodium levels if they get too low it’s dangerous.
Yea I'm gonna go do that lab work this week for my BIL. Hes ordered a bunch of tests for me.

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Have you been eating?
Yeah I have, it could be a side effect of one of my meds since I took my evening meds and hour ago

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Desoxyn said I might not be bored, but instead, mentally exhausted. I think hes right.

Right now I feel like I just wanna hide away and be away from everyone. I napped 3 hours today. I didnt want to nap at all, but I just felt tired, and when I laid down I could feel my body getting lighter and relaxing, that's when I know I'm about to fall asleep. Cuz I'm usually a very tense person day to day.

This past week really kinda got me, and I might've not realized it.

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I know what to say. I'm not afraid of you. I look up to you. You're great!

Lately I've been trying to think of paranoia and psychosis as a puzzle. There's definitely a way (In your reality) to curve your thinking (Unless it's really intense and you need antipsychotics - Which you do). But still a puzzle it is. Some people just don't get psychosis and they do psychosis inducing drugs and such.

Me being me, I offer a different type of help to you guys.. The knowledge of chemicals and my own mental illness..

Those damn antipsychotic chemicals. They go into our brains and slow down our thoughts. It's what we need.

Recently I've been on the edge of cannabis induced psychosis. Why? I'm an extremely curious person. My mom says that I'm "sick" and don't have insight to the chemicals.. maybe I don't.. I don't know for sure..

But I'm on an antipsychotic. So trust the meds. Make sure it's a sedating med. You need to feel sleepy during the initial phase of recovery from acute psychosis so you feel safer and more relaxed. Some benzos can help but not too much of them.

If you don't feel safe, that sucks.. But you're a really intelligent cookie. Psychosis comes to smart people for some reason. It's like analysing the hell out of everything to the point of error, like an AI. When an AI runs the world, what if it gets psychosis because it's emotions get in the way?

Who knows all these things. We're humans.. Understanding this really bizarre stage of our reincarnations. We're like light bulbs that turn off.. and when we do, we're lost, alone, confused..

We don't know for sure. There's no way of knowing. Yin Yang. The good can't be without the bad and the bad can't be without the good. It's a cosmic game and being awakened as you mention is actually a good thing. People need spirituality to get through everything. Spirituality isn't psychosis or sanity. It's a different thing that is good. No one is in control. Maybe there's no free will but you can make free will for yourself and transcend. Know that you are loved and many people are also suffering. Knowledge is key, awareness, adaptivity, building skills and relaxation.
Thank you, Desoxyn. Yeah, I don’t think I’m sick. Feeling good at the moment. But maybe I’ll just go with the flow. Let the Universe handle things for me. I am pagan. I believe in that and the goddesses. Particularly the moon goddess. Perhaps she will visit me, we’ll see. I can ask her.

I don’t want to be sedated though. It is worse than anything for me. I feel useless cause I can’t do anything. People insist I need them, but I guess I’ll play along to everyone’s game.

The spirits were saying to follow and talk to the nurses for enlightenment. They were confused. Oh well, lol.
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"Cognitive fatigue is most commonly induced under the influence of moderate dosages of antipsychotic compounds, such as quetiapine, haloperidol, and risperidone. However, it can also occur during the withdrawal symptoms of many depressants, and during the offset of many stimulants."

Ok so antipsychotics, withdrawal from gaba depressant and vyvanse wearing off.. I have all three things. No wonder I keep moving around and can't sit still or focus and pay attention. God forbid I try to watch something on Netflix. Cant do that..

And I took my last nicotine gum today. I'm not going to use nicotine anymore but I'm craving.

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Just walked 2 the gas station across the highway at 4am cuz I realized my car has a flat tire

Guess I'll b walking to work as well

Just what I need . Its honestly laughable at this point .

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Just walked 2 the gas station across the highway at 4am cuz I realized my car has a flat tire

Guess I'll b walking to work as well

Just what I need . Its honestly laughable at this point .
Oh no! Do you not have a spare tire?

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Oh no! Do you not have a spare tire?
I'm not totally sure but I think I might

But I'd have to get all the heavy boxes out of my trunk to access it

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I'm not totally sure but I think I might

But I'd have to get all the heavy boxes out of my trunk to access it

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Gotcha... Ya, I have a ton of crap in my trunk too...

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Gotcha... Ya, I have a ton of crap in my trunk too...
I dont even know how to change it

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