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I saw my old boss last week. That handsome guy hasn't change a bit. He's built like a giant or a football player. He felt uncomfortable around me, but warmed up after I shook his hand. For years he was like a father figure for me, when I didn't have a real one. It's crazy how many of his sayings I adopted from him. lol I didn't leave with class, it was my fault. Plus I was still wrestling with sleep, losing every day. Seeing him made me self reflect a lot that day...
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I feel we need a starter pic for roll call...

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aww, I didn't know you had a cat SP

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So, my eye is ok. There's no explanation of why I have a blind patch though. I met my friend's friend and I liked her very much. I can't say more because I've already posted too many details. I wish I could go home. Anyway, it was a good day.
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I don’t I’m allergic, this was at the bfs brothers house....

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So, my eye is ok. There's no explanation of why I have a blind patch though. I met my friend's friend and I liked her very much. I can't say more because I've already posted too many details. I wish I could go home. Anyway, it was a good day.


So it’s not like macular degeneration or something?

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So it’s not like macular degeneration or something?
No, and I was really worried about that. So, hopefully everything's ok with the eye. The doc said I have a lot of scar tissue from the surgeries long ago. That might have something to do with it, I guess.
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I'm very hard on myself. Ofthevalley made me realize that. Like what I do, I can do better. Like things I do aren't good enough. The best people are like that tho..

But I need to find balance. I feel so tired right now. I want to learn about buddhism and philosophy.

I wish I had more energy so I could do more. Like being more curious about information. But I'm at peace knowing the truth to reality. I don't want to be at peace. I need to try new things and deal with my emotions and thoughts in healthy ways, learn, grow, rebuild myself.

I can't talk but I can write. I'd like to update my blog to recovery from negative symptoms of schizophrenia. Like.. If I can beat it.. Overcome one of the hardest struggles of lack of motivation from a real illness related to that that no one seems to understand or even cares enough about to treat or research.

To become more creative and just a better person in general. Comparing myself to who I was yesterday instead of other people. That type of thing..
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I might go to bed right now at 10pm instead of 12am.

Then I can wake up at 6am, take my meds, have breakfast, etc.. Then go mountain biking in the trails. I hope it's not rainy tomorrow.

The problem is that I slept this evening for a few hours. I was exhausted and everyone was partying.

I just don't want to sleep. I have so much to do but I'm exhausted. I'll take 50mg of Seroquel and maybe it will help. I took 5mg olanzepine an hour ago cuz I was gonna smoke some weed and didn't want to get solipsistic psychosis like Jesus or Muhammad.
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Tried the death wish coffee. It's so good. Bold flavor, not acidic at all, completely smooth!

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