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Default Sep 17, 2019 at 05:42 PM
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I just ordered ten photo magnets from Shutterfly, they were only a buck a piece plus free shipping. I put some of my photos plus inspirational quotes. Going to ship them to my mom. They are only a dollar in the app not on web if you want to try it.

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Default Sep 17, 2019 at 06:09 PM
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You always find the coolest stuff SP, I'm sure your Mom will love the magnets. And what a great idea!!

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Default Sep 17, 2019 at 06:09 PM
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Plus you take some of the most gorgeous photos!

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Default Sep 17, 2019 at 07:25 PM
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You know how in the Sims your characters have things they need with bars that get lower throughout the day depending on different things. Like they have one for hunger, energy(sleep), hygiene, social, fun. I try to see myself like that throughout the days. Like when my " bars " get lower I need to make sure I'm not neglecting any of my needs and keep them up.

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Default Sep 17, 2019 at 07:27 PM
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And of course goals I work on. Since needs are really just the basic things, and it's good to strive for a fulfilling life

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Default Sep 17, 2019 at 07:30 PM
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I just ordered ten photo magnets from Shutterfly, they were only a buck a piece plus free shipping. I put some of my photos plus inspirational quotes. Going to ship them to my mom. They are only a dollar in the app not on web if you want to try it.
That's really sweet

I wish I did more for my mom and spent more time with her before she passed. But the onset was so sudden then 9 months later she was gone. I regret not spending a lot of quality time with her even though we lived together. . I was struggling with psychosis and at some times was kind of self absorbed so I bought her tons of gifts to try to make up for it which I found I should have been spending more quality time with her. But what you're doing is great, it's personalized and means a lot more

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That's really sweet

I wish I did more for my mom and spent more time with her before she passed. But the onset was so sudden then 9 months later she was gone. I regret not spending a lot of quality time with her even though we lived together. . I was struggling with psychosis and at some times was kind of self absorbed so I bought her tons of gifts to try to make up for it which I found I should have been spending more quality time with her. But what you're doing is great, it's personalized and means a lot more
Yes I’m really thankful that my mom has had time, and yet it’s never enough, it’s been over a year but I’ll never be ready for her to go.

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Default Sep 17, 2019 at 08:39 PM
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I really need to talk to someone.

I shadowed a case manager today. We had to goto an event place with the clients. She drove the last vehicle to depart, with me as a passenger and one client in the back. We avoided traffic by taking the back highways. She was going 90 probably with both hands on her phone and knees driving the steering wheel. We kept going over the bumps on the side that are meant to keep u awake if u fall asleep. In and out of lanes with no blinkers used, many times going out of our lane. At one point we weren't even in a lane, we were going down the middle of the two way road. Which had curves... at high speed.

...I was absolutely terrified beyond belief...BEYOND BELIEF. I texted my fiance at one point and told him I might just get into an accident today.

And then when I asked her for suggestions about where to buy cheap furniture in the area, she straight up told me I shouldn't buy on facebook marketplace or thrift stores because she said that since she has had this job she wont buy anything used anymore. She told me how clients come in and are covered in bugs, with bugs falling off them, etc dirty/bad hygiene. And she said this in front of a client...

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Default Sep 17, 2019 at 08:42 PM
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I'm literally slowly seeing how the people work here think. And I think back to me being a client and that couldve easily have been me that was talked about. I actually think it was many times, especially at my worst, to be honest...

I mean most everyone if not everyone that works there comes the education-side of things. Like saying how they learned about mental illness in a textbook sense/in college. I swear To u all, I have GOT to be the only person there that has been as fckd up as I was, in the past, and working here...

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Default Sep 17, 2019 at 08:50 PM
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I'm crying a little bit. It's just, I cant believe it. Like what I heard today.

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Default Sep 17, 2019 at 10:24 PM
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That is upsetting... Driving like that with a client in the car and talking like that in front of a client... I would hope she is the only one that is that bad. I'm sorry you had to deal with that today. Do you have tomorrow off?

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Paradise in your eyes green like american money
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Idk if I should hate myself or not
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Nah.. I should love myself..
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I've lost 5lbs

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I've lost 5lbs
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Default Sep 18, 2019 at 09:02 AM
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I got The happiness Paradox by Richard Eyre, some manga, and an audiobook at the library

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Default Sep 18, 2019 at 09:08 AM
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Saw a bluejay today

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Yes I am off today. Thank god.

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