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newtus · Sep 21, 2019 at 12:43 PM

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That's exactly what I had for breakfast, wheat toast w/o butter and 2 scrambled eggs, some black coffee.

You're doing great!

You are doing great too! I still revel in your positivity everyday.

Findingreason · Sep 21, 2019 at 12:43 PM

I'm in really bad shape right now...

newtus · Sep 21, 2019 at 12:49 PM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

I'm in really bad shape right now...

Talk to me. I had just woken up when u messaged me. What's going on?

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2019 at 12:52 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

You are doing great too! I still revel in your positivity everyday.

Thank you, I appreciate that

Findingreason · Sep 21, 2019 at 12:53 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Talk to me. I had just woken up when u messaged me. What's going on?

I am super depressed right now. All my normal coping mechanisms are gone right now because I'm not stable enough to do them. I can't really go into detail on here...I'll message you privately.

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 21, 2019 at 12:58 PM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

I'm in really bad shape right now...

So sorry thought you were doing ok ...

newtus · Sep 21, 2019 at 01:33 PM

Yes I thought u were doing ok too. I did not know, fr. Please keep sight of the future and all the amazing things u will accomplish.

Desoxyn · Sep 21, 2019 at 01:43 PM

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DT I doubt I could pinpoint highlights either but I’m generally happy. For me I live in the moment not the past, this could be due to my memory but still, my point is having set highlights isn’t necessary for happiness.

I'm the same that I live in the moment and not the past but some memories came flooding back of all the lies my step dad did to me and I just get built up with hate.

I can't forgive him because he hasn't changed. He got beat up by a guy for screwing that guys wife recently.

Desoxyn · Sep 21, 2019 at 01:47 PM

I tried to wake up at 8am but I woke up at 12pm. I couldn't do it. And I couldn't fall asleep until like 2am when I went to bed at 11am.

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2019 at 02:15 PM

Swept and mopped my kitchen floor. Tomorrow I'll be vacuuming.

Making a vermicelli rice mix for dinner later

newtus · Sep 21, 2019 at 03:01 PM

I need to clean the house too.

I got groceries with a gift card and some flowers for fall.

newtus · Sep 21, 2019 at 03:17 PM

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Desoxyn · Sep 21, 2019 at 03:44 PM

Sleep is literally the cousin of death

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2019 at 04:35 PM

Brewing some decaf coffee so I can relax with a warm drink and read

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 21, 2019 at 05:46 PM

Bluebird I’m reading atomic habits and thought of you....they are talking about habit formation and I’m thinking of trying it to start walking outside more. Basically it’s a two minute rule. You do the thing you want to form a habit for for two minutes like going outside. That’s the hardest part so once you’re used to going outside for two minutes all you have to do is push a tiny bit to continue walking or whatever. It’s just the first two minutes that are hardest. It just really reminded me of how my anxiety and lack of motivation works. Also it’s a great book if you ever come across it.

cogladaid · Sep 21, 2019 at 05:53 PM

I posted on Facebook, Instagram, and Snapchat I got a new piercing today! Right ear conch with a blue stone. Love it! Six months to heal though is the only hard part.

But part of me is already thinking what piercing or tattoo I could have next. Mwhahha.

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2019 at 05:55 PM

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Bluebird I’m reading atomic habits and thought of you....they are talking about habit formation and I’m thinking of trying it to start walking outside more. Basically it’s a two minute rule. You do the thing you want to form a habit for for two minutes like going outside. That’s the hardest part so once you’re used to going outside for two minutes all you have to do is push a tiny bit to continue walking or whatever. It’s just the first two minutes that are hardest. It just really reminded me of how my anxiety and lack of motivation works. Also it’s a great book if you ever come across it.

Thanks! I'll try to start doing that. I just looked it up on my library's website and they have it but it's checked out so I put in a request for it to be held when it is returned

Desoxyn · Sep 21, 2019 at 06:07 PM

Gonna buy a coke then read

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2019 at 07:04 PM

Trying to think of what to draw next , maybe I'll work on manga characters with my instructional book I bought awhile back

Blue_Bird · Sep 21, 2019 at 07:42 PM

I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight (I woke up pretty late in the day) so I should definitely be able to get to the 7:30am mass. I have a nice outfit picked out.

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Sep 21, 2019 at 03:01 PM #871 I need to clean the house too. I got groceries with a gift card and some flowers for fall. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Sep 21, 2019 at 03:17 PM #872 Fall flowers I bought __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Sep 21, 2019 at 05:53 PM #876 I posted on Facebook, Instagram, and Snapchat I got a new piercing today! Right ear conch with a blue stone. Love it! Six months to heal though is the only hard part. But part of me is already thinking what piercing or tattoo I could have next. Mwhahha.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Sep 21, 2019 at 07:04 PM #879 Trying to think of what to draw next , maybe I'll work on manga characters with my instructional book I bought awhile back __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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