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newtus · Sep 23, 2019 at 02:14 PM

I'm having all the symptoms of geodon withdrawal. Even wanting to hurt myself. I called my doctor 3 times and they didnt answer the first two. And the 3rd time the receptionist said "well it takes time for them to do preauthorization. They gotta fill out forms and everything, so you're gonna have to wait"

I called my pharmacy and I told them just send it to a local pharmacy, I'll pay the out of pocket fees.

Fiance is paying the out of pocket fees for me, cuz I'm so ill.

SlumberKitty · Sep 23, 2019 at 02:23 PM

HUGS @newtus I'm sorry you are feeling so badly.

newtus · Sep 23, 2019 at 02:24 PM

Thanks everyone

falcon09 · Sep 23, 2019 at 02:50 PM

Worried im getting some Akathisia with the Haldol, that's what happened last time I was on it.

Edit: Took some Valium, hoping that works.

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 23, 2019 at 02:55 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

My pastor who has a PhD in marriage and family therapy wants to see me for two sessions. I already have a T but when I told him I only see her every couple weeks, he said, that's not enough support, which is what people keep telling me. But anyway the reason he wants to see me is because he thinks he can do some "tweaking" of my thoughts. He does CBT therapy which I don't like, but with a religious bent I guess. I'm not good at knowing what my thoughts are, but he got me to be able to tell him a couple of thoughts just standing there talking in the sanctuary. He asked me what meds I'm on. I don't know whether to tell him about the Self Harm and hallucinations and stuff or just keep it simple since it's only two sessions. I have to ask my T first though because you aren't supposed to see two T's at one time. But he said he isn't trying to steal me away from current T, he just thinks he has some techniques that might help. IDK what do you guys think? HUGS Kit

I think you should try it, cbt works great for me

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 23, 2019 at 02:56 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I'm annoyed at myself for sleeping so much. I've been waking up at 1pm.

I feel like I miss most of the day

I’m not sure what time you’re going to bed, but I go a nine mostly so I don’t miss half the day.

falcon09 · Sep 23, 2019 at 02:58 PM

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I’m not sure what time you’re going to bed, but I go a nine mostly so I don’t miss half the day.

I go to sleep around midnight. Maybe if I fell asleep around 9 I'd wake up at 9 or 10 and not feel like I'm missing so much of the day.

SlumberKitty · Sep 23, 2019 at 03:00 PM

I go to sleep between 8 PM and 9 PM. I get up between 4:30 AM and 5:30 AM.

Blue_Bird · Sep 23, 2019 at 03:21 PM

Having lunch with my friend tomorrow

SlumberKitty · Sep 23, 2019 at 03:22 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I think you should try it, cbt works great for me

I'm just worried because you have to talk about your thoughts and I have trouble recognizing my thoughts. The AP has made it worse. It's like I have zombie brain. I have had CBT therapists tell me that I have many thoughts per second. I don't know what they are. So I'm not sure CBT is good for me. I had a CBT therapist for four sessions and we didn't get anywhere.

Blue_Bird · Sep 23, 2019 at 03:22 PM

I've found CBT very helpful as well

Blue_Bird · Sep 23, 2019 at 03:23 PM

Mindfulness could help you with focusing on your thoughts

Blue_Bird · Sep 23, 2019 at 03:25 PM

Time for a new thread

falcon09 · Sep 23, 2019 at 03:27 PM

Made a new thread

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 23, 2019 at 03:43 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I'm just worried because you have to talk about your thoughts and I have trouble recognizing my thoughts. The AP has made it worse. It's like I have zombie brain. I have had CBT therapists tell me that I have many thoughts per second. I don't know what they are. So I'm not sure CBT is good for me. I had a CBT therapist for four sessions and we didn't get anywhere.

It also focuses on behavior, so like what you do changes how you think. If you can’t get at it one way a good T will find another.

Angelique67 · Sep 23, 2019 at 08:45 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

This is the first time in a long time where I laid in bed the whole time and didnt sleep. Sometimes I goto sleep, sometimes I just get up, but I've been in bed all night. My thoughts going and going. I came up with some pretty clever ideas that I've pretty much lost now.

I hope I dont have vaping illness. I'm starting to get anxiety.

I'm sure you don't. But don't buy any THC cartridges or anything else illegal.

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,724 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Sep 23, 2019 at 03:23 PM #992 Mindfulness could help you with focusing on your thoughts __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,724 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Sep 23, 2019 at 03:25 PM #993 Time for a new thread __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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