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Blue_Bird · Sep 15, 2019 at 05:12 AM

I made the cookies and also a coffee glaze to put on them

Blue_Bird · Sep 15, 2019 at 10:50 AM

Praying the rosary seems to help me fall asleep

newtus · Sep 15, 2019 at 12:17 PM

I'm depressed today.

Blue_Bird · Sep 15, 2019 at 12:19 PM

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I'm depressed today.

anything going on? You don't have to talk about it of course

Blue_Bird · Sep 15, 2019 at 01:08 PM

I bought myself a new book for a reward for eating healthy the past week or so

falcon09 · Sep 15, 2019 at 01:29 PM

Ugh I was gonna spend the day with my dad watching football but he's sick

newtus · Sep 15, 2019 at 02:43 PM

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anything going on? You don't have to talk about it of course

I just feel so out of it. Like I'm in a dream or simulation. I drove to target and back and I just felt like nothing was real. I felt dreamy. I had been crying before I left.

Ugh and I dropped 200 dollars. Fck man.

newtus · Sep 15, 2019 at 02:45 PM

Part of that feeling is my eyes. I think I'm getting worse eyesight. If I dont wear my glasses the world looks like its soft-edged on everything. Like a dream. You know? But I dont wear my glasses because they are an annoyance. They are nice and expensive ray bans but it's like I have to fiddle with them every once and awhile. Like push them up or whatever. It's annoying. But I would never ever wear contacts.

newtus · Sep 15, 2019 at 02:54 PM

I think I'm manic right now

Desoxyn · Sep 15, 2019 at 03:19 PM

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I think I'm manic right now

Do things somehow to channel hypomania (Use less gas before you run out and crash).

Grounding techniques.

Desoxyn · Sep 15, 2019 at 03:22 PM

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Part of that feeling is my eyes. I think I'm getting worse eyesight. If I dont wear my glasses the world looks like its soft-edged on everything. Like a dream. You know? But I dont wear my glasses because they are an annoyance. They are nice and expensive ray bans but it's like I have to fiddle with them every once and awhile. Like push them up or whatever. It's annoying. But I would never ever wear contacts.

I've been wearing contacts every day for over a decade. No prollem. I can leave them in for a month before I need new ones and don't even realize they're in.

They cost 20 dollars a month.

But I bought the cheaper ones lately that I take out every night and then just wear glasses.

When my eyesight stops getting worse, I'll do laser eye surgery.. but only one eye at a time in case I go blind..

newtus · Sep 15, 2019 at 03:30 PM

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I've been wearing contacts every day for over a decade. No prollem. I can leave them in for a month before I need new ones and don't even realize they're in.

They cost 20 dollars a month.

But I bought the cheaper ones lately that I take out every night and then just wear glasses.

When my eyesight stops getting worse, I'll do laser eye surgery.. but only one eye at a time in case I go blind..

I may look into contacts but idk.

I better just start wearing my glasses.

newtus · Sep 15, 2019 at 03:31 PM

I talked to my fiance and mom. Fiance and I decided I will be sending most of my paycheck to him when I get it because I have impulsive spending habits. Even tho today was all on gift cards and 40 dollars in cash.

I dont wanna take it back because most of it was to build a vision board for myself.

Desoxyn · Sep 15, 2019 at 03:31 PM

I woke up at 1:30pm. I wanted to wake up at 8:30am but couldn't fall asleep until 6am cuz my heart would flutter every time I'd drift into sleep which would wake me back up.

I think it could be the energy drinks but I'm having an energy drink right now. Idk.. I try to buy the coffee ones because I think they're healthier..

Desoxyn · Sep 15, 2019 at 03:43 PM

There's a new antipsychotic in phase 3 clinical trial called "Roluperidone". It helps with negative symptoms.

I believe negative symptoms can be a symptom of positive symptoms.

newtus · Sep 15, 2019 at 03:56 PM

SP just told me something. She said the steroid shot I got for my back might be causing this. She said it can affect vision and cause mood changes and behaviors. That must be why i been needing my glasses more often lately and this mania. Cuz I'm rarely like this. I'm usually depressed.

Blue_Bird · Sep 15, 2019 at 04:03 PM

Do you have a payee Newtus? I have my sister as my designated payee, so it stopped my impulsive spending, after over 3 years of that I'm getting to the point where I may soon not need one anymore because I can control myself much better

Blue_Bird · Sep 15, 2019 at 04:07 PM

I don't wear contacts either, I never have. I'm kind of scared of them and I like my glasses, plus there's tons of different styles and what not. Right now I have a pair of vera bradley with transition lenses

Desoxyn · Sep 15, 2019 at 04:09 PM

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SP just told me something. She said the steroid shot I got for my back might be causing this. She said it can affect vision and cause mood changes and behaviors. That must be why i been needing my glasses more often lately and this mania. Cuz I'm rarely like this. I'm usually depressed.

Be careful with prednisone cuz it can cause psychosis and a bunch of other problems.

"Cataracts or glaucoma" is one of the side effects.

newtus · Sep 15, 2019 at 05:01 PM

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Do you have a payee Newtus? I have my sister as my designated payee, so it stopped my impulsive spending, after over 3 years of that I'm getting to the point where I may soon not need one anymore because I can control myself much better

I dont have a payee, no. But I feel like I should just sent a lot of my money to my fiances account. He said he was going to open a savings account. My dad said I can do it online with my regular bank.

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Sep 15, 2019 at 05:12 AM #601 I made the cookies and also a coffee glaze to put on them __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Sep 15, 2019 at 10:50 AM #602 Praying the rosary seems to help me fall asleep __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Sep 15, 2019 at 12:17 PM #603 I'm depressed today. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Sep 15, 2019 at 01:08 PM #605 I bought myself a new book for a reward for eating healthy the past week or so __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Sep 15, 2019 at 01:29 PM #606 Ugh I was gonna spend the day with my dad watching football but he's sick
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Sep 15, 2019 at 02:54 PM #609 I think I'm manic right now __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Sep 15, 2019 at 03:31 PM #614 I woke up at 1:30pm. I wanted to wake up at 8:30am but couldn't fall asleep until 6am cuz my heart would flutter every time I'd drift into sleep which would wake me back up. I think it could be the energy drinks but I'm having an energy drink right now. Idk.. I try to buy the coffee ones because I think they're healthier..
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Sep 15, 2019 at 03:43 PM #615 There's a new antipsychotic in phase 3 clinical trial called "Roluperidone". It helps with negative symptoms. I believe negative symptoms can be a symptom of positive symptoms.
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