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Angelique67 · Oct 04, 2019 at 09:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

You are craving nicotine. Cigarettes are a terrible nicotine delivering device.

Not worth it. One cigarette and you wont stop smoking after that. It's not worth it.

Read the book by Alan carr - how to stop smoking the easy way. Its the best and easiest way to quit smoking.

I bought that book sometime in the 2000's but never read it. Usually my vape is enough to keep me happy but I keep getting dry hits lately and not getting enough nicotine. So you are probably right.

Desoxyn · Oct 05, 2019 at 01:39 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I bought that book sometime in the 2000's but never read it. Usually my vape is enough to keep me happy but I keep getting dry hits lately and not getting enough nicotine. So you are probably right.

Yeah.. I have nicotine spray to keep me happy.. But it has to go! We need to stop this madness! If you think down deeply to it, it's madness! What are we doing? Our brains are like (As said in the book,), "To feed the little nicotine monster!"..

junkDNA · Oct 05, 2019 at 04:52 AM

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Originally Posted by childofchaos831

I'm around... Reading, just not really posting often. Having a lot of fear and anxiety ATM. My stalker showed back up so I'm having to deal with that bull**** again. The PHP T wants me to process it but I don't think I can without dissociating straight up in the middle of it.

When I start disscoiating my t goes on a walk with me to get me back into my body. Might help ??

junkDNA · Oct 05, 2019 at 04:53 AM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

I'd like to give this a try but I can't find it on amazon... Maybe i'm searching for the wrong term. It looks interesting. Where do you find yours?

Just be careful please

Phenibut has potential for abuse, addiction, and physical dependency

It has nasty withdrawals.

junkDNA · Oct 05, 2019 at 04:55 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Ok I'll try to explain this again..

When.. I do something.. I think about the other things I should be doing.. So I do nothing..

help

Big same for me lol

junkDNA · Oct 05, 2019 at 04:56 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I may consider strongly getting a small mental health tattoo once my finances are freed up after I move. Fiance wants another tattoo, so I could go with him to get one, together. This would be my first tattoo but I think I've reached a point in my life where I've allowed myself enough time to recover and understand where I am in life. Enough to get one. Plus I've waited and looked around for like 4 years now.

I want one that just says "they lie"

To remind me that my voices r liars

I dont want it to be visible to other ppl tho. But visible to me

newtus · Oct 05, 2019 at 08:33 AM

I'm really scared. I think the voices are back. And the delusions.

Angelique67 · Oct 05, 2019 at 09:21 AM

So last night while I was watching Godzilla movies I tried the other kind of disposable I got. It's ok although I still prefer that first kind because it looks like a pack of gum. It's got a strong throat hit and I suspect it has a high level of nic salts. It's really nice to not bother with a fire button.

It's cold out this morning in the shade.

newtus · Oct 05, 2019 at 09:27 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

So last night while I was watching Godzilla movies I tried the other kind of disposable I got. It's ok although I still prefer that first kind because it looks like a pack of gum. It's got a strong throat hit and I suspect it has a high level of nic salts. It's really nice to not bother with a fire button.

It's cold out this morning in the shade.

You might like the NJOY brand of disposable ecigs. You can get them in like a carton like real cigs. They look exactly like real cigs and feel like it too. As opposed to like Blu or other disposable ecigs. And the throat hit is one of the strongest versus other disposable ecig brands. I used those a very long time, like a year, before I went to what ecigs are now, with a fire button and having to refill the tank and everything.

Angelique67 · Oct 05, 2019 at 09:40 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

You might like the NJOY brand of disposable ecigs. You can get them in like a carton like real cigs. They look exactly like real cigs and feel like it too. As opposed to like Blu or other disposable ecigs. And the throat hit is one of the strongest versus other disposable ecig brands. I used those a very long time, like a year, before I went to what ecigs are now, with a fire button and having to refill the tank and everything.

Thanks for the tip.

I don't think I ever tried those. I really do prefer my box mod to the disposables but I love the convenience.

newtus · Oct 05, 2019 at 09:58 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Thanks for the tip.

I don't think I ever tried those. I really do prefer my box mod to the disposables but I love the convenience.

Yea 1 NJOY will last a week with constant puffing. And you may not do vape all the time so it may last twice as long.

Blue_Bird · Oct 05, 2019 at 11:13 AM

Went to the library and got a few books. I'm almost finished with Atomic Habits, just about 40 pages left. It's really good.

Next week I'll be pretty busy. Going to the laundromat, grocery shopping, to the doctor to get a physical, to the science museum and then I'm going to church Saturday evening. Also have to have maintenance come over and fix my showerhead.

newtus · Oct 05, 2019 at 11:16 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Went to the library and got a few books. I'm almost finished with Atomic Habits, just about 40 pages left. It's really good.

Next week I'll be pretty busy. Going to the laundromat, grocery shopping, to the doctor to get a physical, to the science museum and then I'm going to church Saturday evening. Also have to have maintenance come over and fix my showerhead.

How do you read so fast? And how do you have the ability to focus on a book for so long?

Blue_Bird · Oct 05, 2019 at 11:21 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

How do you read so fast? And how do you have the ability to focus on a book for so long?

I used to be able to read like that all the time, it's just coming back to me now after years of struggling to focus. I turn my phone off, get rid of all distractions, and get myself a nice cup of coffee or tea to make it relaxing and dim the lights with just my small side table light. If I make it a cozy experience it's easier. I think it just gets to be a habit and easier the more you do it, I used to procrastinate a lot with books but I'm able to read a lot everyday now, depending on what's going on I can read 100 to 200 pages a day, if I have the whole day and I'm in the mood I can read a whole book

cogladaid · Oct 05, 2019 at 11:23 AM

When I was in high school I could read a lot. I had a summer job at a library for three months and read all the Harry Potter books while working. I read the last book in a day.

If I’m in a mood I can read a lot still. I was trying to read before I go to bed but I would read like 20 pages and start to get sleepy. Fell out of habit again.

Sometimes psychotic · Oct 05, 2019 at 11:46 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I'm really scared. I think the voices are back. And the delusions.

Call the pdoc if you’ve been taking the meds correctly, check that pillpack hasn’t shorted you again.

childofchaos831 · Oct 05, 2019 at 11:50 AM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

When I start disscoiating my t goes on a walk with me to get me back into my body. Might help ??

My reg T has taken me outside before. It's helped. She also has a weighted blanket that's really good.

falcon09 · Oct 05, 2019 at 12:07 PM

Went to the library, filled out a volunteer form, and I start Tuesday.

About to go to the fair with my uncle, cousin, and grandfather.

Blue_Bird · Oct 05, 2019 at 12:38 PM

Finished the book. Onto another one

newtus · Oct 05, 2019 at 01:18 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Call the pdoc if you’ve been taking the meds correctly, check that pillpack hasn’t shorted you again.

I just saw the pdoc Wednesday. She upped my geodon 20 more milligrams.

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Oct 05, 2019 at 08:33 AM #627 I'm really scared. I think the voices are back. And the delusions. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Oct 05, 2019 at 09:21 AM #628 So last night while I was watching Godzilla movies I tried the other kind of disposable I got. It's ok although I still prefer that first kind because it looks like a pack of gum. It's got a strong throat hit and I suspect it has a high level of nic salts. It's really nice to not bother with a fire button. It's cold out this morning in the shade.
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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Oct 05, 2019 at 11:23 AM #635 When I was in high school I could read a lot. I had a summer job at a library for three months and read all the Harry Potter books while working. I read the last book in a day. If I’m in a mood I can read a lot still. I was trying to read before I go to bed but I would read like 20 pages and start to get sleepy. Fell out of habit again.
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Oct 05, 2019 at 12:07 PM #638 Went to the library, filled out a volunteer form, and I start Tuesday. About to go to the fair with my uncle, cousin, and grandfather.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,742 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Oct 05, 2019 at 12:38 PM #639 Finished the book. Onto another one __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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