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#781
Speaking of TD, I keep seeing this commercial about TD on TV. Thought that was interesting.
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#784
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But honestly it's worth it for me because it actually works and I'm not having positive symptoms. I'd be much more angry if it wasn't working lol. |
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#785
Lol Geodon didn't make me sleep. Actually while on Geodon I hardly slept. I was in a manic episode at the time because my Paxil was at 80mgs a day. I slept at most 6 hours a day... 2 hours on a bad day.
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#786
Vraylar is the only antipsychotic I've been on that actually makes me sleep less.
I slept 5-6 hours a night on Vraylar and was still energized as hell. |
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#787
Vraylar didn't do **** for me. I became even more psychotic. My pdoc at the time thought we give it a try because at the time Haldol didn't seem to be workingat 20mgs a day. I ended up in the hospital while lowering haldol and increasing the vraylar. In the hospital they put me back on Haldol and gave me Abilify as a mood stabilizer and took away the wellbutrin and kept me on the paxil.
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#789
This year has been a dozy... at least since February during a manic episode. Everything felt good yet so bad at the same time. They put me on Geodon and increased my paxil for some ****ed up reason and kept me on Lamictal... then I ended up in a worse manic episode... Ended up in the hospital again in March where they took me off the geodon and put me on then put me on Loxapine. Went to this ****ed up hospital and they increased my loxapine and started having symptoms of dystonia and refused to take it anymore and put me back on geodon. So well I got out the hospital and told my pdoc about it and she decided to try saphris. Saphris gave me dystonia eventually and added zyprexa because it seemed like saphris alone didn't work. I was still having trouble but my pdoc said I seem to be doing better with the zyprexa added to the mix even though I was a complete mess. I ended up back in the hospital again after my friend died, everything blow up in my face with my friends on here. I saw my pdoc again and she kept me on saphris and took me off the zyprexa again. Stuff got increasingly worse. I couldn't eat, I couldn't stop crying, I couldn't get rid of anxiety. I ended up with dystonia again and increased my cogentin. I eventually ended up back in the hospital again for the severe anxiety and paranoia. They ended up putting me on abilify because my pdoc was talking about putting me on the injections. I am now on the injections. THat's been my whole ****ing year of meds and such.
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The Dopamine Flux
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#790
Ay yi yi. I dont wanna goto work today. I say that every day because I'm tired in the mornings. I have to say tho, I am excited to leave after the day. I walk out really fast. I'm not doing jack **** at work still. In "training", but my training after the first week has been all watching my boss answer ****ing emails. I wanna actually get to work. But that wont start happening until the last week of October. Didnt take my extra dose of geodon so I could stay awake today. See yall at 2pm.
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#791
At the laundromat
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__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#793
Good morning! I'm still baffled by how Vyvanse wakes me up.
Going for a small hike in the afternoon. |
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#794
I finally got my meds and inhaler an hour ago. Still behind on my night meds and inhaler. I have a headache and it's raining.
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#795
Felt better today without that extra geodon dose. Much better.
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#796
Hi guys. Just kicking it at work. Had a lot to do this morning but not too much this afternoon so now I'm just hanging out mostly. Sometimes I get a big pile of stuff to do right at the end of the day but at the moment there's nothing pressing. The owner is coming next week and then the controller is coming the week after that. I'm really glad I cleaned my office. Really sorted through my papers and tossed a bunch of stuff that I don't think I need and if I do, well too late. I have T tonight but I don't feel like I have anything to say. I'm actually not in crisis for once so it's weird. I don't know what I am going to talk about. Maybe just keep it light. I'm really tired though. It took a long time for me to get to sleep last night. At least tomorrow I shouldn't have to come into work early. So maybe I can get a little extra sleep. Wow, I just totally zoned out there for a little bit. I was writing this and then I just like went away for a while. Maybe I'm dissociated. I don't feel quite here. Either that or I'm just exhausted. Maybe I can get a nap this weekend. HUGS to everyone Kit
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#797
But I'm still having extreme anxiety and everything else
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#798
I applied to a college. But I still want that dern degree in philosophy. Ugh. This college doesnt have it, and I just got accepted. Dernnit.
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#799
Idk. It's either philosophy or social media marketing that I want. I applied to a liberal arts degree. That's what it's called. Like theres no name. Ugh. I'm gonna tear my heart out if I dont go for what I want. Thing is, if I do a major and I'm not interested in it, but itll get me a job, like I'm not gonna do good in it. I've tried already to do computer information technology. It was so boring. That's another thing in my life that has come and gone. Like I shouldn't say I'm interested in computers anymore if like that was when I was like a kid/teen. I'm interested in the arts. Or I'll go for social media marketing. But that's all.
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#800
Went for a really nice hike. It was like 0 degrees but nice, sunny.. blue skies.
I felt sad this morning so I took 3g phenibut and now I'm happy again. I need to stop taking it. Cuz I should just accept how I'm currently feeling.. But I want to be happy for other people otherwise they ask me what is wrong with me and either feel sorry for me or get mad etc.. Idk what I'm gonna do now.. Probably listen to a podcast or watch netflix idk... I want meth.. |
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