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newtus · Oct 19, 2019 at 11:45 AM

Morning

I really love that dining nook for the kitchen.

It seems like a lot of stuff I'm posting, I know. Especially when we already have furniture. But we are gonna be living in there very bare for awhile with what we have already. It's a 2bd 1.5 bath. We only have a bed, 1 couch and 1 big seat, and 2 media stands right now. 1 desk that's fiances.

We are going to a flea market today to look at furniture. But I really want that dining nook for sure. I love it. Just wish it came in a black or gray. Not white.

newtus · Oct 19, 2019 at 12:09 PM

Idk why, but I feel skinnier at work, and fatter when I'm at home.

newtus · Oct 19, 2019 at 12:11 PM

Hahaha everyday when I'm at work I look in the bathroom mirror and I'm like wow I look and feel skinny. But I get home and look in the mirror and feel and look fat.

12AM · Oct 19, 2019 at 01:02 PM

Hey all. Nick arrived at my country 3 days ago. Unfortunately he caught a flu virus somehow on the plane. So he’s been lying down sick. That’s a bummer. I think I started to catch his flu as well. I took some flu med and vitamin C, hope I won’t get as sick as him as we’re planning for a trip on 23th.

12AM · Oct 19, 2019 at 01:05 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Hahaha everyday when I'm at work I look in the bathroom mirror and I'm like wow I look and feel skinny. But I get home and look in the mirror and feel and look fat.

I’m the opposite, I feel ugly when I look at the mirror at public places. I think it’s due to our perception. Perhaps you feel more positive when you’re surrounded by people that’s why you see yourself in a more positive way as well. For me I feel more positive when I’m alone. Moral of the story : Mirrors are evil and they’re possessed

12AM · Oct 19, 2019 at 01:11 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Morning

I really love that dining nook for the kitchen.

It seems like a lot of stuff I'm posting, I know. Especially when we already have furniture. But we are gonna be living in there very bare for awhile with what we have already. It's a 2bd 1.5 bath. We only have a bed, 1 couch and 1 big seat, and 2 media stands right now. 1 desk that's fiances.

We are going to a flea market today to look at furniture. But I really want that dining nook for sure. I love it. Just wish it came in a black or gray. Not white.

I like the grey big seat and the dining nook. They look simple but pretty. Style that I like.

12AM · Oct 19, 2019 at 01:15 PM

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Thanks for the birthday messages. I'm pretty drunk

I’m late but happy birthday! Hope you had a good one.

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12AM · Oct 19, 2019 at 01:49 PM

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Well another week another dollar. It's Friday and I made it. After work I hung out with the boss and listened to a preview of what he is going to play at a bar. He's a really talented guitar player... Of course he is, he teaches guitar and that's what he did in college. I find it really interesting that none of us has given up hope in there passion/degree. B with stand up comedy, J with guitar, and me with philosophy. The younger guy I work with has a good nature, but he hasn't found something that moves him yet. He's frustrated by it. Honestly, I don't think you can have ambition until one has an aim and finding that out takes a lot out of us.

Aftter my psychosis I felt depression and disappointment because I failed so hard. My failure was completely devastating. It took a long time to go back to it.

I forget whether we’ve talked about this, but have you tried/consider a trauma based therapy? I’m thinking maybe what happened right before, during, and after your psychotic episode were traumatic for you.

Blue_Bird · Oct 19, 2019 at 02:19 PM

Happy birthday unsure!

newtus · Oct 19, 2019 at 03:13 PM

The fckin flea market was a complete bust. I swear. It was like 5 individuals selling stuff in the dead mall across town.

Desoxyn · Oct 19, 2019 at 03:48 PM

My existence doesn't make any sense whatsoever. I say things that I don't mean all the time - Or that I don't believe.

newtus · Oct 19, 2019 at 04:06 PM

I seriously am SO EXCITED to get out of here. Like beyond thrilled. I just hope it's not too bad of a neighborhood.

Desoxyn · Oct 19, 2019 at 04:28 PM

Headache.. Time to take advil

Not tylenol

advil

newtus · Oct 19, 2019 at 05:06 PM

Fiance said hes leaving the apt decorating to me, but he wants to mostly decorate the office/2nd bedroom. So I'm looking at quirky or weird apt decor. I kinda want a Salvador Dali painting or something like that. I'm on etsy right now.

Blue_Bird · Oct 19, 2019 at 05:15 PM

Anyone know any touch typing teaching sites (free) , I'm 25 and still don't know how to touch type, I've never bothered to learn

EDIT: Nevermind, I found some sites

Desoxyn · Oct 19, 2019 at 05:27 PM

Idk how to decorate

Oct 19, 2019 at 05:44 PM

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Idk how to decorate

As a painter, I work with a lot of interior decorates. My boss does a lot of assistance with what the client wants. A lot of it pivots on the mind set one has regarding what the purpose of the room is, and how the customer wants to interpret it as. I could never be an interior decorated; I could never tell a person what they want in a room. Usually, with painting, you want a white ceiling with white trim, and a lighter color to make the room seem bigger, with an accent wall that adds some pizazz which connects with the customer's heart. But that's just the case typically, at least for painters. Personally, I stay way from accent walls when painting my own rooms. I enjoy uniformity and a certain crispness. For instance, instead of an accept wall I would place my 3 book shelves there with a large plant.

Blue_Bird · Oct 19, 2019 at 05:51 PM

Haven't had a panic attack for 2 days now

Oct 19, 2019 at 05:58 PM

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I forget whether we’ve talked about this, but have you tried/consider a trauma based therapy? I’m thinking maybe what happened right before, during, and after your psychotic episode were traumatic for you.

O, every day I talk about my trauma and neurosis regarding my situations. Still, when I start my car ride home, dark thoughts begin, and no matter how much therapy I have dark thoughts come about me. I've made some progress, but there's still much to come.

I hope Nick gets better so you two can enjoy it all the better.

newtus · Oct 19, 2019 at 06:10 PM

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Anyone know any touch typing teaching sites (free) , I'm 25 and still don't know how to touch type, I've never bothered to learn

EDIT: Nevermind, I found some sites

I found typing club

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Oct 19, 2019 at 12:09 PM #202 Idk why, but I feel skinnier at work, and fatter when I'm at home. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Oct 19, 2019 at 12:11 PM #203 Hahaha everyday when I'm at work I look in the bathroom mirror and I'm like wow I look and feel skinny. But I get home and look in the mirror and feel and look fat. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,742 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Oct 19, 2019 at 02:19 PM #209 Happy birthday unsure! __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Oct 19, 2019 at 03:13 PM #210 The fckin flea market was a complete bust. I swear. It was like 5 individuals selling stuff in the dead mall across town. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Oct 19, 2019 at 03:48 PM #211 My existence doesn't make any sense whatsoever. I say things that I don't mean all the time - Or that I don't believe.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Oct 19, 2019 at 04:06 PM #212 I seriously am SO EXCITED to get out of here. Like beyond thrilled. I just hope it's not too bad of a neighborhood. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Oct 19, 2019 at 04:28 PM #213 Headache.. Time to take advil Not tylenol advil
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Oct 19, 2019 at 05:27 PM #216 Idk how to decorate
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,742 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Oct 19, 2019 at 05:51 PM #218 Haven't had a panic attack for 2 days now __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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