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Sometimes psychotic · Oct 25, 2019 at 05:53 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

No, I've been taking them

Sorry you’re feeling bad.....I’m not sure what it could be....

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019 at 05:54 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I'm sorry you are feeling sick @Blue_Bird. What does it feel like to have your brain fall out? Is your head hurting you? I sometimes feel like my brain is far heavier on the right side of my head than the left and when I get dissociated my head tends to fall in that direction. Don't know if that makes sense either but it is what it is.

Thanks, I'm not sure. I just feel very strange. and I'm wondering if my meds have been poisoned. just scared because of the sensations

SlumberKitty · Oct 25, 2019 at 05:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Thanks, I'm not sure. I just feel very strange. and I'm wondering if my meds have been poisoned. just scared because of the sensations

HUGS @Blue_Bird. Try to trust that your meds haven't been poisoned. I know it is hard because it can be so compelling to believe it. I'm so sorry you are feeling scared. Can you do something nice for yourself like get into bed, with a nice cup of tea, and curl up with a blanket and a good book, or work on a new drawing? It might help to get a little distracted...Try to remember that you are safe. HUGS to you my friend. Kit

cogladaid · Oct 25, 2019 at 05:57 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Oh really? Idk anything about thyroid meds. I need to look up the brand

I edited to say one of them. I know there’s a couple kinds. They don’t use the pig one that often anymore at least in Canada. It’s like super old school. Usually they use the synthetic stuff.

Always best to do research on things before you use them. Don’t want to **** up your thyroid that **** is hard to fix once it’s broken.

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019 at 06:07 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

HUGS @Blue_Bird. Try to trust that your meds haven't been poisoned. I know it is hard because it can be so compelling to believe it. I'm so sorry you are feeling scared. Can you do something nice for yourself like get into bed, with a nice cup of tea, and curl up with a blanket and a good book, or work on a new drawing? It might help to get a little distracted...Try to remember that you are safe. HUGS to you my friend. Kit

Thanks Kit , I appreciate it. I'm laying down with one of my cats now. I just have been laughing for no reason and on the verge of crying at the same time, so I'm not really sure what's up.

Sometimes psychotic · Oct 25, 2019 at 06:23 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Thanks Kit , I appreciate it. I'm laying down with one of my cats now. I just have been laughing for no reason and on the verge of crying at the same time, so I'm not really sure what's up.

Sounds like a mixed episode....when was your most recent med change? If it was within a month or so I would totally call the pdoc.

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019 at 06:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Sounds like a mixed episode....when was your most recent med change? If it was within a month or so I would totally call the pdoc.

My last med changes were her adding inderal three days ago for panic attacks and before that (a month and a half ago) my Thorazine was decreased due to really bad dizziness

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019 at 06:26 PM

I see her again on the 11th, I'll see how things go

Desoxyn · Oct 25, 2019 at 06:55 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

It was like his nightmare projection. Don't feel bad about it, he doesn't know you at all.

"Though we judge for many reasons, we often do it when:

We don’t know a person well (yet)
We cannot identify with a person’s belief system, values, or behavior
That person somehow threatens how we perceive ourselves"

So yeah you got it spot on

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019 at 07:22 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Thank you so much for this. To know you read the article of my story means so much to me, so thank you.

I'm not sure why I'm depressed. I shouldn't be considering everything. Fiance and I are spending a lot of time together right now, the sex is getting better and better (those two things I wanted to improve and they are), my job is great, I'm moving to a place double the size of this one, I'm making strides in my career...etc other smaller things... idk why I'm sad.

Logically, I shouldn't be sad. *sigh*

I literally feel like something I loved just died, like my cat or something. That's how sad I'm feeling.

This comes from a place im not sure of.

Maybe you're grieving for your youth or the fact that you're really grown up now. And it's scary to have so much unknown. What SP said, too. But you're ok. Emotions don't have to make sense.

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019 at 07:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I feel sick and like my brain is falling out, I know that doesn't make sense

Did anything upset you today?

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019 at 07:35 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Oh really? Idk anything about thyroid meds. I need to look up the brand

I think it's Armour.

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019 at 07:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Did anything upset you today?

No, nothing upset me other than feeling like my meds poisoned. That scares me of course

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019 at 07:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

No, nothing upset me other than feeling like my meds poisoned. That scares me of course

It sounds like maybe your AP needs to be monitored. When do you see your pdoc again?

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019 at 07:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

It sounds like maybe your AP needs to be monitored. When do you see your pdoc again?

Nov 11th

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019 at 07:55 PM

I'll sleep wearing my rosary tonight for protection. I'm going to a free community brunch tomorrow and to get new clothes, and to the library

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019 at 07:56 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Nov 11th

That's a long time to wait. Are you keeping a private daily journal of your thoughts, and feelings and meds? I used to do that. It was really convenient to have it all recorded when I needed to look back for any reason. Meantime I hope you'll be ok until that appointment.

Blue_Bird · Oct 25, 2019 at 07:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

That's a long time to wait. Are you keeping a private daily journal of your thoughts, and feelings and meds? I used to do that. It was really convenient to have it all recorded when I needed to look back for any reason. Meantime I hope you'll be ok until that appointment.

Thank you, yeah I keep a journal I write in everyday

Angelique67 · Oct 25, 2019 at 08:05 PM

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Thank you, yeah I keep a journal I write in everyday

That's good! Bring it with you at your next appointment so that you can see what emotional/physical changes there are with all the med changes. In case you want to bring up anything you want to ask about.

Desoxyn · Oct 25, 2019 at 08:30 PM

I can't wait until I feel like I'm full of life again. Even when I'm depressed, I'm comfortable around people. Right now I can't shake off the nonsense that people say to me.

I'm 23.. building my character.. people need to give me a break.

Everyone around me in real life and here are supportive and great. I don't know why I let small things get to me and replay them in my head.

I'm just stressed because I'm not sleeping much anymore. I know I'm a good person and won't be a serial killer. He knew my mom has cancer but called her a *****.

But I can't let ****** people get to me.

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,741 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Oct 25, 2019 at 07:55 PM #536 I'll sleep wearing my rosary tonight for protection. I'm going to a free community brunch tomorrow and to get new clothes, and to the library __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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