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Sometimes psychotic · Oct 28, 2019 at 12:05 PM

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Boss told me to go home now and come back at 3pm til 5pm.

She also said she doesnt worry too much if I'm late, just as long I make up those 30 min or an hour or whatever during the rest of the day or week.

Wow that’s super cool.....

newtus · Oct 28, 2019 at 12:19 PM

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Wow that’s super cool.....

I know right? I literally have the best boss in the world, but also everybody at this company gets to do that. They value mental health a lot. My boss said to leave and come back later because I need my rest and I look very tired. I told her I was up til 4am stressing out about the move. She knows it's very stressful. Shes 25 years old.

I looked at my eyes and they are super baggy looking and black under my eyes from not sleeping. That's probably what she meant by I look very tired.

And I called the apt complex. They told us the apartment isnt gonna be ready to be seen til Thursday or Wednesday. Which really really upsets me. She told me friday that it should be ready to view on monday or Tuesday. So now idk what to do, I'm not signing that lease til we see it. I'm gonna tell her that. She wanted us to sign the lease over the weekend through online portal and then we can see it Tuesday. Now it's a whole different story. Pisses me off.

I work Wednesday and Thursday...and so does Dustin. We had planned seeing it Tuesday cuz he gets off at 1:30pm then. Oh well.

Sometimes psychotic · Oct 28, 2019 at 12:26 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I know right? I literally have the best boss in the world, but also everybody at this company gets to do that. They value mental health a lot. My boss said to leave and come back later because I need my rest and I look very tired. I told her I was up til 4am stressing out about the move. She knows it's very stressful. Shes 25 years old.

I looked at my eyes and they are super baggy looking and black under my eyes from not sleeping. That's probably what she meant by I look very tired.

And I called the apt complex. They told us the apartment isnt gonna be ready to be seen til Thursday or Wednesday. Which really really upsets me. She told me friday that it should be ready to view on monday or Tuesday. So now idk what to do, I'm not signing that lease til we see it. I'm gonna tell her that. She wanted us to sign the lease over the weekend through online portal and then we can see it Tuesday. Now it's a whole different story. Pisses me off.

I work Wednesday and Thursday...and so does Dustin. We had planned seeing it Tuesday cuz he gets off at 1:30pm then. Oh well.

I’m sure they are painting and stuff.....I swear apartments are terrible at this, but then they often have many turn overs at the same time.

newtus · Oct 28, 2019 at 12:38 PM

We are gonna try to see it Wednesday.

newtus · Oct 28, 2019 at 01:11 PM

I'm crying my eyes out.

I called my mom to check on her cuz she was sick. The conversation got to where I was talking about buying a house down the line in 2-3 or 4 years. She kept going on and on how she has helped me with everything financially, and how I'm not doing anything right financially and how broke I am. I said "when you degrade me and say negative stuff about, that makes me push further away from our relationship."and she said "I dont care". I got off the phone. That's all I needed to hear for the rest of my life.

SlumberKitty · Oct 28, 2019 at 01:22 PM

HUGS @newtus I'm sorry your Mom was mean to you. You have a cool boss though. I wish sometimes that my hours were more flexible. That's one thing I kind of miss about retail because I had pretty flexible hours even though what I do now (accounting) is a way better job and pays much better.

SlumberKitty · Oct 28, 2019 at 01:27 PM

I had so much trouble sleeping last night. I probably only slept 4 or 5 hours so I am tired today.

SlumberKitty · Oct 28, 2019 at 01:31 PM

I'm really bummed it is Monday again. The weekend needs to be longer. I swear. And then next weekend my parents will be away so I will be by myself. I am thinking of maybe going to Disneyland or doing something fun so I am just not in the house doing nothing but IDK. I'll see how I feel.

newtus · Oct 28, 2019 at 01:48 PM

My blog is getting more and more views everyday. When I post I get like 80 views, but during the week it's back down to zero. Now with that article, I'm getting like 20 views on the days I'm not posting. Cant wait to see when I post today.

newtus · Oct 28, 2019 at 02:16 PM

Took a gabapentin before I go back to work

falcon09 · Oct 28, 2019 at 02:44 PM

I have a family session today, oddly enough I'm not nervous about it.

Blue_Bird · Oct 28, 2019 at 02:55 PM

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I'm really bummed it is Monday again. The weekend needs to be longer. I swear. And then next weekend my parents will be away so I will be by myself. I am thinking of maybe going to Disneyland or doing something fun so I am just not in the house doing nothing but IDK. I'll see how I feel.

Disneyland sounds like a good idea

SlumberKitty · Oct 28, 2019 at 03:00 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I have a family session today, oddly enough I'm not nervous about it.

I hope it goes well @falcon09

SlumberKitty · Oct 28, 2019 at 03:00 PM

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Disneyland sounds like a good idea

Yeah, I've been thinking about it. I'll see how I feel closer to the weekend. On Monday's it is hard to think about the weekend....

Angelique67 · Oct 28, 2019 at 03:44 PM

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My boss told me it's ok I was late 30 min. She said no worries. And say for me to go home 1pm and come back at 330pm for an hour to meet with a certain client.

God this job is CRAZY flexible. So glad.

I was up till 4am and slept til 9am and I've supposed to be at work by 9!!! As I was walking out the door my vape fell and broke. Ugh. Made me 15 more min late.

If you can afford it, get a little vape pod (like a Juul, but not a Juul because they're evil).

Angelique67 · Oct 28, 2019 at 03:52 PM

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If you can afford it, get a little vape pod (like a Juul, but not a Juul because they're evil).

Just for bringing to work. I might get one too. I already have a few disposables and they are much better than I thought.

Desoxyn · Oct 28, 2019 at 04:19 PM

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Just for bringing to work. I might get one too. I already have a few disposables and they are much better than I thought.

I quit smoking 3-4 months ago. Did it! But I'm still using nicotine spray.. its 50 dollars a bottle.. I could be investing that in cryptocurrency.. I'll stop eventually but not right now..

Desoxyn · Oct 28, 2019 at 04:21 PM

I took 75mg seroquel last night because I couldn't sleep and ended up exhausted when i woke up.

Thank God for Vyvanse. It wakes me right up like nothing. I'm proud of myself for not abusing it and taking it faithfully once every morning..

Desoxyn · Oct 28, 2019 at 04:23 PM

I've been sleeping 6 hours a night for the past week instead of 12 hours.

Angelique67 · Oct 28, 2019 at 04:37 PM

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I quit smoking 3-4 months ago. Did it! But I'm still using nicotine spray.. its 50 dollars a bottle.. I could be investing that in cryptocurrency.. I'll stop eventually but not right now..

Is there a cheaper way you could get your nicotine?

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Oct 28, 2019 at 12:38 PM #624 We are gonna try to see it Wednesday. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Oct 28, 2019 at 01:27 PM #627 I had so much trouble sleeping last night. I probably only slept 4 or 5 hours so I am tired today. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Oct 28, 2019 at 01:31 PM #628 I'm really bummed it is Monday again. The weekend needs to be longer. I swear. And then next weekend my parents will be away so I will be by myself. I am thinking of maybe going to Disneyland or doing something fun so I am just not in the house doing nothing but IDK. I'll see how I feel. __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Oct 28, 2019 at 02:16 PM #630 Took a gabapentin before I go back to work __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Oct 28, 2019 at 02:44 PM #631 I have a family session today, oddly enough I'm not nervous about it. __________________
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Oct 28, 2019 at 04:21 PM #638 I took 75mg seroquel last night because I couldn't sleep and ended up exhausted when i woke up. Thank God for Vyvanse. It wakes me right up like nothing. I'm proud of myself for not abusing it and taking it faithfully once every morning..
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Oct 28, 2019 at 04:23 PM #639 I've been sleeping 6 hours a night for the past week instead of 12 hours.
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