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Angelique67 · Oct 20, 2019 at 11:02 PM

@Sometimes psychotic, the opthalmologist gave me 2 pairs of really good sunglasses too. They sort of close all the open areas the sun can hit.

Angelique67 · Oct 20, 2019 at 11:07 PM

I think I must have bitten my tongue a couple of days ago in my sleep. But how without waking up? My tongue hurts like hell since it started. I can barely swallow anything. I'm worried it could be oral cancer too. How could I have gotten this injury without remembering?

Desoxyn · Oct 20, 2019 at 11:10 PM

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Have you ever tried kratom?

I had kratom this summer but threw it away cuz if I mix it with my beta blocker, I found it hard to breathe cuz it's an opie that's all opies want to do.. Is try and kill me..

JunkDNA likes it. She takes 50 grams a day. She likes opies.

newtus · Oct 21, 2019 at 09:14 AM

Morning

Tornado hit Dallas last night. It went from Irving, Tx to Sachse, Tx. That's over 100 miles straight. My mom is in California. I hope her house wasnt destroyed because her house was right in the pathway. Lots of damage to buildings, businesses, and homes. Including fire stations, radio stations, and police stations. Etc.

Blue_Bird · Oct 21, 2019 at 10:18 AM

Started hearing voices earlier probably from lack of sleep. Laid down after I took my morning meds, prayed the rosary and fell asleep, feeling better now

Sometimes psychotic · Oct 21, 2019 at 10:36 AM

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Morning

Tornado hit Dallas last night. It went from Irving, Tx to Sachse, Tx. That's over 100 miles straight. My mom is in California. I hope her house wasnt destroyed because her house was right in the pathway. Lots of damage to buildings, businesses, and homes. Including fire stations, radio stations, and police stations. Etc.

The most important thing is your mom is safe....it’s possible that being away saved her life.

cogladaid · Oct 21, 2019 at 11:21 AM

Yeah things can always be replaced.

Blue_Bird · Oct 21, 2019 at 11:47 AM

My anxiety is so bad today I want to just hide under the blankets in the dark

Sometimes psychotic · Oct 21, 2019 at 11:53 AM

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My anxiety is so bad today I want to just hide under the blankets in the dark

Hugs bluebird...

cogladaid · Oct 21, 2019 at 12:18 PM

I think I’ve been slightly hypomanic the last month or so. Getting a piercing, arranging for three tattoos (which I get next week!). I didn’t really think much of it because I just felt good and not that impulsive. I even told the doctor I didn’t think I was hypomanic. I was sleeping normally.

I felt a dip in my mood for a week felt a bit depressed now I feel up and great again! I want to do things.

This feels more hypomanic than before.

I’m terrible at tracking this **** unless it’s super obvious.

Erti · Oct 21, 2019 at 12:37 PM

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I think I’ve been slightly hypomanic the last month or so. Getting a piercing, arranging for three tattoos (which I get next week!). I didn’t really think much of it because I just felt good and not that impulsive. I even told the doctor I didn’t think I was hypomanic. I was sleeping normally.

I felt a dip in my mood for a week felt a bit depressed now I feel up and great again! I want to do things.

This feels more hypomanic than before.

I’m terrible at tracking this **** unless it’s super obvious.

I wish I was hypo... I've not feel like getting up in the mornings here lately.

Angelique67 · Oct 21, 2019 at 01:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I had kratom this summer but threw it away cuz if I mix it with my beta blocker, I found it hard to breathe cuz it's an opie that's all opies want to do.. Is try and kill me..

JunkDNA likes it. She takes 50 grams a day. She likes opies.

So it doesn't have a horrible withdrawal? I didn't know @junkDNA took it. Iirc she put me off trying it a long time ago. My local vape shop is selling kratom now in case of any vaping bans. I like opioids so I'd like to try it.

junkDNA · Oct 21, 2019 at 01:21 PM

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So it doesn't have a horrible withdrawal? I didn't know @junkDNA took it. Iirc she put me off trying it a long time ago. My local vape shop is selling kratom now in case of any vaping bans. I like opioids so I'd like to try it.

It does have withdrawal and dependency potential

Angelique67 · Oct 21, 2019 at 01:36 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

My anxiety is so bad today I want to just hide under the blankets in the dark

Angelique67 · Oct 21, 2019 at 01:40 PM

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It does have withdrawal and dependency potential

Oh, ok. Thank you for chiming in. I only want to try it really. I don't want to go through any withdrawals.

junkDNA · Oct 21, 2019 at 01:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

So it doesn't have a horrible withdrawal? I didn't know @junkDNA took it. Iirc she put me off trying it a long time ago. My local vape shop is selling kratom now in case of any vaping bans. I like opioids so I'd like to try it.

It's not really an opiate or even an opioid either

Angelique67 · Oct 21, 2019 at 01:50 PM

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It's not really an opiate or even an opioid either

Oh ok. Well hopefully I'll get some to try. It's against the rules but I haven't let that stop me before. I hope they don't have like only a vaping liquid because I won't try that.

junkDNA · Oct 21, 2019 at 01:53 PM

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Oh ok. Well hopefully I'll get some to try. It's against the rules but I haven't let that stop me before. I hope they don't have like only a vaping liquid because I won't try that.

It comes in plain leaf powder and capsules. People usually drink the powder as a hot tea. It tastes nasty and very bitter

Theres also a lot of different strains that have different effects. It's a plan that grows in southwest Asia. So different "veins" cause different effects

I suggest researching it

junkDNA · Oct 21, 2019 at 01:53 PM

Sorry think jts south east Asia,Idonesia namely. It's actually banned in Indonesia

Angelique67 · Oct 21, 2019 at 02:03 PM

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It comes in plain leaf powder and capsules. People usually drink the powder as a hot tea. It tastes nasty and very bitter

Theres also a lot of different strains that have different effects. It's a plan that grows in southwest Asia. So different "veins" cause different effects

I suggest researching it

Yes, I should. I don't think I can drink a bitter tea. In my younger life I used to make strong valerian tea and force myself to get it down. Once I brewed valerian, hops, and catnip and maybe another calming tea, it was really nice. Not the taste but the affect.

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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Oct 20, 2019 at 11:02 PM #261 @Sometimes psychotic, the opthalmologist gave me 2 pairs of really good sunglasses too. They sort of close all the open areas the sun can hit.
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Oct 20, 2019 at 11:07 PM #262 I think I must have bitten my tongue a couple of days ago in my sleep. But how without waking up? My tongue hurts like hell since it started. I can barely swallow anything. I'm worried it could be oral cancer too. How could I have gotten this injury without remembering?
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junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Oct 21, 2019 at 01:53 PM #279 Sorry think jts south east Asia,Idonesia namely. It's actually banned in Indonesia __________________
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