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Default Oct 22, 2019 at 12:43 PM
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Yea the cleaning was an hour and a half. It hurt so much, I wanted to cry. She said because I never floss there was decay under my gums and it was like little rocks. It was so painful.

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Default Oct 22, 2019 at 12:52 PM
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Got 10,000 steps in today, took a couple walks. I feel calmer

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I was going to get my prescription and try to get a flu shot today but it’s rainy and ick....maybe tomorrow...

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Default Oct 22, 2019 at 01:14 PM
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spent the day
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woke up early
about 2
napped for a bit
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spent the day
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wow, its bad for me
gotta stop
no way to
can't stop
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Default Oct 22, 2019 at 02:02 PM
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I'm on day 1 of no nicotine! (Been cigarette free for 3 months).

@Day Tripper I'll give The Name of the Wind and Enders game a read. First I want to read Alan Watts - Way of Zen cuz I have it bought already.

I've been interested in spiritual type esoteric philosophy and eastern philosophy but not really interested in studying a whole religion.

I'm interested in fiction and science fiction more than non-fiction. That's just kind of where my mind goes.
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Just got out of the hospital...

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Just got out of the hospital...
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Default Oct 22, 2019 at 03:08 PM
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Good to see you childofchaos, I had been wondering how you were

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I'm getting anxious near the end of the month every month now because I'm worried the bank won't let me get a money order because my learners permit is expired

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Default Oct 22, 2019 at 03:21 PM
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Ugh uhh ugh ugh ugh uhh ugh

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Doing some heavy duty cleaning.
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Lost more weight... 3 pounds.. I'm now at 190
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Default Oct 22, 2019 at 04:04 PM
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I'm okay. It's just weird...
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So it just feels weird to be out of the hospital, ya know?

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Default Oct 22, 2019 at 04:58 PM
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*Pouting* I thought the controller was coming from NY to work with me, but she has barely done anything with me. She is sitting in the conference room, working with the owner...why did she fly all the out to CA then? Seems like a waste. Work sucks today.

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Default Oct 22, 2019 at 05:14 PM
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My dr prescribed propranolol to help with the constant anxiety/panic since I don't want to rely on the klonopin 24/7. I've taken it years ago and it helped. Picking it up tomorrow

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Default Oct 22, 2019 at 05:39 PM
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Ugh omg. Done. Done with everything today.

Work tomorrow and the next day.

Then off. Fiance and I are going to Nebraska Furniture Mart on Saturday. Which is like IKEA in size and affordability. Then after that, a Halloween party.

Then one more week of being here. Not even.

Going to see the place at 9AM on friday and sign the lease after. Then pick up the uhaul at 10am. That's next friday. Not this friday.

So far all the people that are helping us is, my mom and stepdad, fiance's mom, and maybe my boss. And fiance's brother is coming Saturday to help us pick up the dog house. My dad is coming in a couple of weeks to bring some furniture from my room. Not even. Hes bringing the old futon frame that we used when him and I first moved to his house, before we had a couch and all that.

I would totally keep going, but I figured I'll explain only a weeks worth. Lol.

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I'm on day 1 of no nicotine! (Been cigarette free for 3 months).

@Day Tripper I'll give The Name of the Wind and Enders game a read. First I want to read Alan Watts - Way of Zen cuz I have it bought already.

I've been interested in spiritual type esoteric philosophy and eastern philosophy but not really interested in studying a whole religion.

I'm interested in fiction and science fiction more than non-fiction. That's just kind of where my mind goes.
I love science fiction too. Mary Shelley invented the genre with Frankenstein. I recommend Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep, by Philip K. ****. It's what the movie Bladerunner was based off. Snow Crash was Excellent. Ender's Game is Scifi. Hugo awards are given to exceptional sci fi, Ender's game won it a long time ago. Oh, Ready Player One is awesome, where better than the movie. But that's it, you wont learn anything from it but god it keeps a good pace and is so entertaining. That's all I can think of right now for Sci fi.

I see a lot of Alan Watts quotes on twitter all the time, I always like them. Personally, I haven't read much of Eastern Philoosphy except The Upanishads and The The Bhagavad Gita which is basically the mind is a battle field. It's good. Something more readable is The Zen Art of Motorcycle Maintenance. It's a good casual read with well reasoned way to new think. It was good.
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