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Default Nov 25, 2019 at 06:09 PM
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I'm "window shopping" on amazon

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In reality though, if my label changes from schizoaffective to bipolar 1 it doesn't mean much. My med regimen won't change because of it, I still experience psychosis, etc.

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Have a 1/2 gallon milk gift certificate to a local store that came with my turkey basket, so I'll head over there and pick one up tomorrow

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Sometimes I wonder if I'm normal. Or maybe dont have psychosis. But then something happens with my meds and it's like how I used to be.

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Sometimes I wonder if I'm normal. Or maybe dont have psychosis. But then something happens with my meds and it's like how I used to be.
That's why it's apart of the illness.. to think that you don't have it, the meds are poison - and when you're on them, you're better and when not, everyone that's trying to help are actually harming you and are enemies..

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I showered today (Cold shower too) and cleaned and vacuumed my room. I'm kicking negative symptoms ***
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oh man, the ice cream place I go to has a new flavor. dark chocolate ice cream with caramel swirls and white chocolate salty pretzel bark

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Kinda nervous. I think I ate a bit of a turkey bone...

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Wow that sounds fantastic!

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My sister started a go fund me for her insurance next year so she can get cancer treatment...she’s already raised like 1800 dollars in one day, I guess Instagram followers really do mean something 😀 Faith in humanity is good.

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Oh my goodness!!! That's amazing! I'm so happy for u guys!!!

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Oh my goodness!!! That's amazing! I'm so happy for u guys!!!
Yeah it’s really going to help her out 😀

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My mango aio stick (the third brand) is giving nothing but dry hits. The first two brands I had before were much better and I never got a dry hit. I'm really hoping the ones I bought on Saturday are not this brand.

I'm a little high from eating coffee candies all day. Well over 200 calories worth. I'll have to figure out how to have much fewer if I hope to lose weight. I've gotten off track because of the candy. And the carbs and desserts. My prior fave tastes almost like mocha after I have been eating the other brands. I love it. But I have to get control of myself.

One thing that's easy is to eat a small one instead of a larger one. Especially if chain sucking candy. One of the #1 large ones are probably worth two or 3 of the small ones.

I'm excited to get my new order from Vapewild. I appreciate their flavors a lot more since I have been trying very under flavored bunches of ejuices. Should have ordered more.

So, I'm obsessed with this stuff. As long as I'm thinking of e-juice and candy I can make myself get through the day. Drinking lots of Coke Zeros. When nice and cold or on ice it tastes great. But I buy twice as much as regular Coke. I'm really going to have to be much more restrictive. Cut the candy and carbs. Can't pass up the good desserts though. (Apple pie, baked apples, lemon cream pie, ice cream, sherbet, etc.)

I called my mom today but she was probably doing physical therapy. I'll try again tomorrow. I hope this stick is almost finished, I'm sick of these dry hits. I'd prefer my Drag to this anyway. If I were at home I'd probably vape more though. I'm not sure if Vapewild is going out of business or what. They're in TX and I don't think they've been banned yet. A lot of their stuff says out of stock or fewer choices. Yes, this new brand of coffee candy is nicely bitter with lots of sweetness. I think it's tied for second place with the former #1.

Almost every night I get really hungry. I've been eating Cheezits every night. One packet is the same calories as a regular Coke. I have to cheese it with the Cheezits. I'm not being nearly enough restrictive. And I have to start using the bike machine again because I feel better afterwards. My initial diet euphoria didn't yet get detailed in my head. Must do better.
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Going to the city in the morning with my mom to talk to doctors about whether or not she should do chemo and/or radiation. Both can damage her heart which is already damaged and apparently 60% of women that do chemo for breast cancer die from heart attacks or congestive heart failure. So I'm just gonna focus on what the doctors and what my mom says and then give input.
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I'm gonna bring my books with me on the trip to the city.
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Gmorning =]
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Got my free 1/2 gallon of milk. Not much going on, just enjoying some tea and the books I'm reading. Going to dinner with my friend tonight

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Nothing exciting today, just watching Trisha yearwood on the food network...

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Theres a little farm next to the work smoke area. I always see donkeys and cows out in the field. This guy came up and looked at me while I vaped.Roll Call 157Roll Call 157

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A female coworker just hit on me.

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