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Default Dec 12, 2019 at 01:54 PM
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Life is weird.. Someone or people will say something about me that I'm oblivious to and I'll be like, "My god.. I didn't know that.."... Then I think about it and try to fix it or if it's a good thing, I make it better..

Life is really weird that way.
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Default Dec 12, 2019 at 01:59 PM
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Life is weird.. Someone or people will say something about me that I'm oblivious to and I'll be like, "My god.. I didn't know that.."... Then I think about it and try to fix it or if it's a good thing, I make it better..


Life is really weird that way.


What is “good” to you?
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Default Dec 12, 2019 at 02:15 PM
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Made plans to go to my friends to hang out tomorrow

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Default Dec 12, 2019 at 02:17 PM
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What is “good” to you?
Autistic savant guy: You're a positive person. Most people here are negative.
Irish friend: You legend. You're a genius. Is autism what you were diagnosed with?
My dad: You're not crazy..
My mom: You're very intuitive. My friend (Bipolar) respects you a lot. Everyone likes you.
Friend: I'm glad you're living with me and not someone else cuz you're awesome
Psych ward friend with bipolar wearing sunglasses inside: "You're cool, yknow that? =]"
Mom's bipolar friend to the mormons: This guy is the smartest person I know. I don't even understand what he talks about.
Crack addict with schizophrenia: You're going to be an engineer right?
Teacher: I hope you never lose that unique sense of humour
Grandmother: You have a quirky sense of humour. You're fun when you drink.
AD: I like ur brain..
Friend from psych ward: To everyone, I'll be like "I talked to him before he was famous" cuz the things you say I have to try really hard to understand.

idk

But then the soldiers and crypto investor started judging me from one second when I was talking to them for 1 or 3 hours. Made me feel really bad. It's like they were things that happened in life because the forces of the universe needed people to talk to me like that.. Like it was apart of the story of my life.
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Default Dec 12, 2019 at 02:43 PM
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My moms friend in coming here so I'm waiting for her to let her in the door. My mom said that I had a good conversation with her about her daughter that is bipolar or something..

I don't remember. I remember being in the hot tub and talking with her for one visual second of imagination. But I have no idea what the conversation was about. My moms friend really likes me apparently.

Why do I not remember? Was I on drug? My long term memory is so bad but my short term memory is amazing..
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Default Dec 12, 2019 at 04:04 PM
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It still feels strange for most of my symptoms to be gone, it's like an alternate reality I'm not used to

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Default Dec 12, 2019 at 04:25 PM
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Autistic savant guy: You're a positive person. Most people here are negative.

Irish friend: You legend. You're a genius. Is autism what you were diagnosed with?

My dad: You're not crazy..

My mom: You're very intuitive. My friend (Bipolar) respects you a lot. Everyone likes you.

Friend: I'm glad you're living with me and not someone else cuz you're awesome

Psych ward friend with bipolar wearing sunglasses inside: "You're cool, yknow that? =]"

Mom's bipolar friend to the mormons: This guy is the smartest person I know. I don't even understand what he talks about.

Crack addict with schizophrenia: You're going to be an engineer right?

Teacher: I hope you never lose that unique sense of humour

Grandmother: You have a quirky sense of humour. You're fun when you drink.

AD: I like ur brain..

Friend from psych ward: To everyone, I'll be like "I talked to him before he was famous" cuz the things you say I have to try really hard to understand.


idk


But then the soldiers and crypto investor started judging me from one second when I was talking to them for 1 or 3 hours. Made me feel really bad. It's like they were things that happened in life because the forces of the universe needed people to talk to me like that.. Like it was apart of the story of my life.


I would say all of those “good things” people say about you are true. You do remind me of my friend that is on the autism spectrum, I don’t know why but I get along mysteriously well with people on the spectrum. It’s fascinating to me, I seldom ever get along with anyone else ... besides psychotics, of course, I mean I post here for a reason lol.

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Default Dec 12, 2019 at 04:31 PM
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OMG I am so tired all the sudden. I spent a long time this morning crafting a very well thought out proposal for improving communication to upper management as we had communication training yesterday. Now I'm exhausted! I don't know if they will accept my proposal, think I'm wasting their time, or who knows what. It's hard to be vulnerable and think like, this is what we need to improve on, and this is what we are doing well at etc. Now I just want to sleep. Sooooooo tired.

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Default Dec 12, 2019 at 04:48 PM
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Getting close to the end of this roll call.......

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I remember that day I walked into the doctor's office.. I said.. "I'm scared.." and he said "Why?" and I said "The last doctor called me crazy so I came to you, my heart either beats too fast or I have anxiety".


Doctor: *Checks pulse and blood pressure*

My heart: *106bpm*

Doctor: I will put you on atenolol and check your heart on the EKG

Me: I did EKG 20 times it always shows I'm fine.. I must be crazy..


Now I'm not crazy about my heart anymore =]


Good lord, my heart rate is unusually slow by comparison. Nothing is wrong with me physically, but I’ve had several doctors remark that if anything I’m too calm. It’s apparently eerie, I never know what to make of it.
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Good lord, my heart rate is unusually slow by comparison. Nothing is wrong with me physically, but I’ve had several doctors remark that if anything I’m too calm. It’s apparently eerie, I never know what to make of it.
You could probably pass lie detector tests xd
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that she had a panic attack. She never had one before. I'm really glad that the baby is okay though. It was literally just in time that they got him to the hospital.
That's terrible. I hope she will be able to care for the baby. What a shock.
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