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Angelique67 · Dec 06, 2019 at 12:39 AM

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What I've learned in my 23 years of living is that rules don't make sense. And they are stupid in a place where I don't want to be.

Yes. But this vape rule is a new rule because I'm the first long term person who vapes here. It's just so ridiculous. I'm the only person who vapes here. Do they think I'm going to chug the ejuice in my drawer?

The cigarettes are under extreme rules too, residents are not allowed to keep their own cigs, they are kept in the smoking cart that accompanies us every smoke break. The cigs are carefully passed out and lit for the residents. It's depressing.

WastingAsparagus · Dec 06, 2019 at 08:06 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

It's the name of the apartments. Americans should be, by default, cultured, but we are the most uncultured people in the world. Especially in the south. We live in large Hispanic population by living in texas. I took it as an insult from her. Ain't no one saying the correct pronunciation anyway, so let me say it the way I want.

Not mad at you, but her.

I see - yeah that makes sense. That is stupid that she corrected you!

Blue_Bird · Dec 06, 2019 at 10:37 AM

At the library waiting for a Sims 4 update to download

newtus · Dec 06, 2019 at 02:42 PM

Went shopping. Got groceries. And some fragrance refill stuff and hand soap from bath and body works.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 06, 2019 at 02:43 PM

Interesting popular press article on remitted/misdiagnosed (?) bipolar disorder | Student Doctor Network

Thought this was interesting.....that article I posted of the woman who was told she didn’t have bipolar after many years of treatment....well this is a bunch of pdocs and med students discussing it.

newtus · Dec 06, 2019 at 02:45 PM

I dont wanna goto that poetry jam tonight anymore.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 06, 2019 at 02:50 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I dont wanna goto that poetry jam tonight anymore.

It’s probably just anxiety, if you don’t push through it, it will come back to bite you in the rear.

newtus · Dec 06, 2019 at 02:58 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

It’s probably just anxiety, if you don’t push through it, it will come back to bite you in the rear.

Yea true. I'm so swamped tho. Also I'm tired and I would like to just sleep.

newtus · Dec 06, 2019 at 02:58 PM

This haldol is making me hella tired. I slept til 11am this morning.

newtus · Dec 06, 2019 at 03:27 PM

I dont think I'm gonna go actually. I got too much stuff to do plus I'm tired. I'll go in January.

newtus · Dec 06, 2019 at 03:37 PM

Broke yet again, after all these Bill's. And i had to pay a lot for groceries because we been putting off stuff we been needing for weeks. So 250 grocery bill. Fck.

I'm not going to the poetry jam. I got too much shyt to do. I'll try to make it to the one in January. It's a once a month event. But I start college back, in January, so idk.

newtus · Dec 06, 2019 at 03:37 PM

I'm using my Christmas money I get to pay for new car tires.

Desoxyn · Dec 06, 2019 at 03:44 PM

Reality is as simple as a paradox where there's always a left and right yin yang but also it's complicated after trying to do that hardest IQ test question. Answer was B but I got answer H. Someone said he had an IQ of 130-160 and said the answer isn't B it's H. We both did calculations to make sure. I don't have IQ that high but it makes me think that life is some type of puzzle as well like I always thought it was and it isn't just as simple as left right, black white, up down, inside outside, round flat, sphere circle, gay straight, male female, start end, etc etc etc.. It is but I can't think of it that way cuz then I'm just lazy and apathetic..

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 06, 2019 at 03:56 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I dont think I'm gonna go actually. I got too much stuff to do plus I'm tired. I'll go in January.

I though you had friends going?

newtus · Dec 06, 2019 at 04:08 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I though you had friends going?

Yea I did. I canceled. I'm tired af. Plus I got something being delivered when I would be leaving to go there. Groceries. Like 250 dollars worth of groceries and idk if fiance will be home in time to get them, if I left. Plus we gotta go get a christmas tree when he comes home. Plus some other stuff. Yikes I'm swamped.

newtus · Dec 06, 2019 at 04:10 PM

I got groceries delivered. I've been either having them delivered or picking them up from walmart. I'm paying 12 dollars a month for free delivery. Oh well.

Thing is, theres only one main walmart here. Its crowded in the summer. And we went like last week and since it's closer to christmas IT WAS HELL. I vowed I'll do delivery/pickup or shop elsewhere. From now on. There wasnt even any turning space for a basket between all the people. My anxiety and frustration was bad during that time. So no more of in person shopping!

Angelique67 · Dec 06, 2019 at 04:52 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I got groceries delivered. I've been either having them delivered or picking them up from walmart. I'm paying 12 dollars a month for free delivery. Oh well.

Thing is, theres only one main walmart here. Its crowded in the summer. And we went like last week and since it's closer to christmas IT WAS HELL. I vowed I'll do delivery/pickup or shop elsewhere. From now on. There wasnt even any turning space for a basket between all the people. My anxiety and frustration was bad during that time. So no more of in person shopping!

I loved the 24 hour supermarkets when I lived in ny. Shopping at 4 or 5 am was perfect for me.

Do you have Peapod where you live? They're great. I wish I were at home.

newtus · Dec 06, 2019 at 04:53 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I loved the 24 hour supermarkets when I lived in ny. Shopping at 4 or 5 am was perfect for me.

Do you have Peapod where you live? They're great. I wish I were at home.

No. I'm way too rural for peapod. Walmart delivers tho here.

Angelique67 · Dec 06, 2019 at 05:00 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

No. I'm way too rural for peapod. Walmart delivers tho here.

Yes, that's good. When I moved to Chicago in 2004 one of the stores near me delivered. So I'd go pick out my stuff and pay for it and then they promptly delivered. Peapod is great though. Saves time and money.

SlumberKitty · Dec 06, 2019 at 05:01 PM

Hi everyone! I talked (via Skype) to the owner of the company I work for today. I told her that I have depression and that it has been really bad as of late. I told her that I am on medications (did not tell her about my recent sui attempt though) and that I am going to all my appointments. But since hospitalization has been brought up lately, I didn't want my employer totally blindsided if I do end up hospitalized or something. Anyway, she was super supportive! She said she suffered from depression for 14 years before finally getting the right depression medication and then it just clicked for her! She told me I am not alone. And that my health is more important than work. If I do have to be hospitalized that she will come out from NY to CA if need be to fill in while I am gone. It's like a weight is lifted off of me. That I know work will be okay if I can't be here. And my employer wouldn't be blindsided. I feel so relieved. And I talked to the controller a bit more too. She's awesome. She also told me I am not alone. Almost couldn't have asked for a better response. I still haven't told my bosses here in CA because I don't trust them that much. But someone at work knows what is going on with me...mostly. It feels good. A bit scary too, but mostly good. HUGS Kit

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Dec 06, 2019 at 02:45 PM #566 I dont wanna goto that poetry jam tonight anymore. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Dec 06, 2019 at 03:27 PM #570 I dont think I'm gonna go actually. I got too much stuff to do plus I'm tired. I'll go in January. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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