Roll Call 158!

Driving back to the city sitting in the jeep..

I told my mom about how my sister asked why I'm only talking about psychedelics now.. its cuz they teach you something.. I was looking at my mental health symptom Chart that I made since I was 18 in the psych ward and it says a year ago today, I was having panic attacks, depressed, anhedonic, unfocused and tired.. a microbiologist (Like SP) doesn't sir there glued to the microscope.. they work on what they have seen.. just like psychedelics.. psychedelics told me to work on myself so I did.. I'm gonna keep updating my mental health symptom chart even though I'm doing pretty good now.. That's why I believe that psychedelics can really be therapeutic even though they can cause bad effect short term.. long term is what matters..

My mom has like 6 personalities.. ESTJ (Work, stress, politics), ENFJ (Mother), ESFJ (Cooking, friends, hostess), INFP (Intuitive side for reading, being away from drama and looking after herself from cancer), ENFP (Severe ADHD and not getting anything done..).. Honestly that's what I've noticed.. She's amazingly unique in that way.. and mentally ill lmao..

Desoxyn I think youd like discord.

"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com

Youtube channel
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I love discord

I use it to talk to psychonauts and crypto/stock market investors =]

Just sent my short story to the editor. He said he would read it tomorrow. It's 36 pages long. That's a nice length to go to a café, get a coffee and a bagel, and sit down and read the entire thing in one sitting. If I have a style of writing, with a topic that is mine, this would be it. All those years reading philosophy and mythology and tragedy finally might pay off. I hope my editor likes it because I sure do. No worries, no long quotes or long histories, but there is a little to chew on and some to wonder about, the ending brought some tears to my yes as it dawned on me what it all meant at the end. <3

All my editor has to do is fix one formatting issue and edit it.

How did u find an editor?

"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com

Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Not doing well, back at my grandmas

A person I follow on Twitter announced that he publishes and edits, and that if anyone needed help he might be able to give it. This was last year during the holidays. He's a philosopher too, which means he has a great eye for detail and language. His last book was for teens that introduces them to a few philosophical ideas in a narrative.

His tweets are mostly choice quotes from authors. If you want to talk to him about editing or publishing anything, I can give you his contact info. He's a nice guy.

Thanks. I was wondering because I'll eventually need an editor for my autobiography.

"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com

Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Well I cooked the asparagus soup...gave the bf an upset stomach....either the dairy or the fiber load....have to say he is impossible to feed. He either can’t eat it or shouldn’t eat it....

That sucks. I love asparagus. Is it in a cream like substance in soup, or more like a salty clear base? I forget the word for it.

This was a creamy version because it got blended and had a some sour cream(fat free) for body.....it tasted incredible there were no complaints there....

I could probably make straight vegetable soup but he seems to have issues with fiber too which asparagus is rich in.....

I’m thinking I might have to look for vegan stuff....

Idk what to do if my sleep keeps getting worse. It keeps decreasing. From 6 hours for awhile down to 4. Wish I was sleeping a lot like before.

Make sure you don’t look at any bright screen when you wake up. Read something kind of dry and boring in actual paper format. Have a sleep routine like a fan or ocean noise that you use as a cue to fall asleep.

Your pensiveness intrigues me...

Sometimes I sit down and just starting thinking for no apparent reason. Either alone or in public I don’t give a singular damn. Lol.

Work today and its gonna be intense. I see 3 people. I just gotta remember I'm off tomorrow.

"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com

Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Also seeing pdoc today.

"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"

The Dopamine Flux
www.thedopamineflux.com

Youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Thanks, I ended up sleeping 12 hours last night

I saw a guy at Starbucks today.
No iPhone, No tablet,
No laptop.
He just sat there.
Drinking coffee.
Like a psychopath XD.

But no you think about cool things like me. A lot of the times I don't use my phone when everyone is on their phones. My thoughts are way more interesting..

But I love music and podcasts which might be making me rely on other people's thoughts to be more extroverted? Idk.. I don't remember anything from a podcast but when I listen to it again, I remember every word. That really bothers me.. Idk what that's about.. Maybe I need more access to my subconscious.. It's better than before but I still struggle with it. People naturally are able to do it.

I slept a lot last night, 14+ hours. Woke up to a tornado warning, that has passed but we're supposed to get bad weather throughout the day.