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Blue_Bird · Jan 14, 2020 at 03:15 PM

I'm so stressed and paranoid

SlumberKitty · Jan 14, 2020 at 03:22 PM

Why @Blue_Bird, what is going on?

newtus · Jan 14, 2020 at 03:24 PM

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I'm so stressed and paranoid

What's wrong bb???

Blue_Bird · Jan 14, 2020 at 03:26 PM

Just with moving and also the thing going on with my cat, it may be time to say goodbye to her soon

newtus · Jan 14, 2020 at 03:34 PM

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Just with moving and also the thing going on with my cat, it may be time to say goodbye to her soon

Omg. I'm so sorry. Praying for kitten.

Blue_Bird · Jan 14, 2020 at 03:35 PM

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Omg. I'm so sorry. Praying for kitten.

Thank you, I really appreciate that

SlumberKitty · Jan 14, 2020 at 03:40 PM

HUGS @Blue_Bird I hope your kitty will be okay. It's so hard to lose someone we love. HUGS Kit

Blue_Bird · Jan 14, 2020 at 03:41 PM

Thank you @SlumberKitty ❤️

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 14, 2020 at 03:59 PM

Back from jury duty not picked.....yay!

SlumberKitty · Jan 14, 2020 at 04:16 PM

Awesome SP! That's the best feeling! Too bad you probably had to spend half your day there at jury duty before they decided to release you from service!

Blue_Bird · Jan 14, 2020 at 04:54 PM

Time to de-stress with some videogames

SlumberKitty · Jan 14, 2020 at 04:58 PM

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Time to de-stress with some videogames

Sounds like a good plan!

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 14, 2020 at 05:03 PM

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Awesome SP! That's the best feeling! Too bad you probably had to spend half your day there at jury duty before they decided to release you from service!

Yeah it’s funny normally you’d want to be picked but not for this haha..

Ceara1010 · Jan 14, 2020 at 05:06 PM

(Don't read if you get triggered by topics about death or suicide)

Possible trigger:

So we had the memorial service for my friend here who died and afterwards I felt comfortable enough to ask one of the staff here about what happened. She confirmed that S. did commit suicide. She went to Walgreen's and bought a bottle of something and swallowed it all.

The service was nice. People got up to speak and said nice things about her. They released some balloons in her honor. It was short, only about 30 minutes, but it helped a lot. Afterwards, I had a long talk with my sister on the phone. I feel less numb now and can start to really process the loss.

newtus · Jan 14, 2020 at 05:40 PM

What a day...

Blue_Bird · Jan 14, 2020 at 07:04 PM

I have well over a hundred books I'm donating to the friends of the library program that takes books for their thrift stores and the proceeds from those sales go to the library. I'll have to make several trips. I'll carry a bag over with at a time with like 10-12 books since I obviously can't carry 100 books at once. Thankfully I live right down the street from the library so it's not too far out of the way

Blue_Bird · Jan 14, 2020 at 07:30 PM

Now I want to try Ben and Jerrys half baked ice cream

Angelique67 · Jan 14, 2020 at 07:38 PM

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I’m trying to think about what to talk to my doctor about next time I see him and I’m debating if I should tell him that I’ve had thoughts before about stabbing people or shooting people. These thoughts disturbed me but luckily I haven’t had them in a while and I’m in no danger of actually carrying them out. I was at the mall the other day as well and had the thought to jump over the railing on the second floor. It disturbed me and I had to walk away from the railing. I have the thought that I can’t be trusted to have a balcony if I move to an apartment.

I’m okay now but these are past thoughts and they probably fall in line more with my OCD than my psychotic disorder. They scare the **** out of me. I’ve never told anyone about them before and honestly even typing them out worries me. But I believe you guys to understand and won’t judge me.

I've had those kinds of thoughts all my life. They are only thoughts, I will never act on them. But when I lived in NYC I had to hug a pillar in the subway when the trains were pulling in.

Blue_Bird · Jan 14, 2020 at 07:43 PM

Yeah I'm gonna buy some of that ice cream tomorrow. It will be my treat for not having a mental breakdown due to stress

Angelique67 · Jan 14, 2020 at 08:17 PM

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Yeah I'm gonna buy some of that ice cream tomorrow. It will be my treat for not having a mental breakdown due to stress

I'm sorry your cat might be sick.

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jan 14, 2020 at 03:15 PM #761 I'm so stressed and paranoid __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jan 14, 2020 at 03:22 PM #762 Why @Blue_Bird, what is going on? __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jan 14, 2020 at 03:26 PM #764 Just with moving and also the thing going on with my cat, it may be time to say goodbye to her soon __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jan 14, 2020 at 03:40 PM #767 HUGS @Blue_Bird I hope your kitty will be okay. It's so hard to lose someone we love. HUGS Kit __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jan 14, 2020 at 03:41 PM #768 Thank you @SlumberKitty ❤️ __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Jan 14, 2020 at 03:59 PM #769 Back from jury duty not picked.....yay! __________________ Hugs!
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jan 14, 2020 at 04:16 PM #770 Awesome SP! That's the best feeling! Too bad you probably had to spend half your day there at jury duty before they decided to release you from service! __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jan 14, 2020 at 04:54 PM #771 Time to de-stress with some videogames __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jan 14, 2020 at 05:40 PM #775 What a day... __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jan 14, 2020 at 07:30 PM #777 Now I want to try Ben and Jerrys half baked ice cream __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Jan 14, 2020 at 07:43 PM #779 Yeah I'm gonna buy some of that ice cream tomorrow. It will be my treat for not having a mental breakdown due to stress __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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