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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Hope your feeling better as well BB My day was pleasant. No problems, finished off a project nicely. Watched the Netflix series of Dracula. It was pretty good until it ended abruptly. I was shocked at how sudden it ended. It was so weird. The actor who played Dracula was excellent. Well done, he was smooth, funny, he played a bad guy very very well. It was a shame how soon it ended. Had a book idea today, about romanticism. I think it would be very egotistical if I claimed my works were romanticism of the 21st century (Romanticism as a movement.) I really want to do this, but it was be so vain and narcissistic to claim this I think. I'd like to write about what draw me near romanticism. How many of my writings endeavors, scientific critiques, philosophical, spiritual, stuff is the natural evolution (lack for a better term lol) of romanticism in the 21st century. |
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It finally occurred to me that I'd better charge this new pod and then it might produce vapor. So, that did the trick. The flavor is straight menthol and it isn't a good one. Hopefully I'll get used to it. But this one I really have to be smart about, and only charge it when no one will notice it.
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Each time I've lost a roommate I like. They want to put the high maintenance residents near the nurses station. I don't know why they put me in this room to start with. But if they want me to move now it will be a whole huge thing since I've been here almost 3 years.
I wish I had more and different kinds of candy. Especially anything with peanut butter. I'm worried about everything. I'm not in control. |
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Finally got a dentist appointment for the toothache I've had the past week and a half. Today @2:15
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Morning
Just got back from the organic market down the street and got organic coffee and incense. Both stuff we ran out of. And this coffee is delicious! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Just booked fiances bday party dealio.
Cant get ahold of that art business today to pick up my 5 by 5. Couldnt yesterday either. I think they may not get much business in general, so they are by appointment. Idk. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Good morning
The pilot light went out on my water heater so I had to take a cold shower this morning since I have no idea how to deal with this new heater. I called our maintenance man after and he came and lit it for me. It's warming up now. It's another beautiful day out there today--chilly and sunny, just like I like it in winter time. I've got a couple of errands to run today but other than that, not much going on. Another low key day. Yesterday I began filling out the application to volunteer at our local museum of fine arts, so that's some progress. Hang in there everybody. __________________ Men wanted for hazardous journey. Small wages, bitter cold, long hours of complete darkness. Safe return doubtful. Honour and recognition in event of success. -Ernest Shackleton |
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I feel like Desoxyn vaping in my room. I hope everything is ok with the new roommate. I wasn't very friendly to her before she was my roommate.
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First post and exploring the set up here. I can't ask a Q until I have five comments. I like that I can say anything in my first post, it's an opportunity to just get it out and write out my thoughts honestly. Talking about all this openly, for what it is and all that comes with it, is new and hard. Living with a partner with hidden mental illness is isolating, and the partner unwittingly adapts and adopts while their world gets smaller and smaller. I wonder how hard it is sometimes for some people to be diagnosed if they have a covert personality -- along with a long list of other behaviors. When there seems to be such tidy checklists for diagnosing this illness or that but what if they cross so many of those neat lines? They can hide themselves so well that the world at large, and even their nearest and dearest, would never suspect or have an inkling of the real person, the darkness of their history or their internal workings. Their outward mask is so shy, sweet and gentle that people who meet them actually voice aloud how that person is so relaxing and calming to be around that they 'glow'. Every public or social interaction can turn into a challenge for me as the world gives me feedback that says one thing while the truth is entirely another. I come off wrong instead. I am still rather new to the dark reality of what was really going on for half my life. I did not know illness like this existed. I did not know someone could hide every moment of their life. I did not know what a psychotic break was. I did not know about obsession and pornography addiction. I did not know how blissfully blind a partner can be while thinking they have worked hard for and built one thing but it was something else the whole time -- and that all the clues are there looking backwards (if you know what to look for!). I did not know how easily people can be tricked. I feel frustrated, disoriented, dazed and more than a little unsettled. I'm trying to learn how to build support systems based on this new reality. If one can be built with this.
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