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#41
I'm a little hypomanic. Phenibut is a good antidepressant. I took a 750mg phenibut stuffed capsule with my tolerant 900mg dose. Tomorrow I'll take 850mg and probably be irritable, agitated, dysphoric.. Idk..
Remember, what goes up, always has to god damn go down. So the more I suffer, the better I'll feel in the end. I realize that everything I do, helps me in the end.. But I have a problem with wasting time. ENTJ's don't waste time.. And ESTJ's hate when other people waste time.. I waste time listening to music... I love music.. Comfort sometimes.. Idk.. I took a 0.5mg alprazolam (One benzo) last night but I took nothing yesterday night. I might use olanzepine to sleep tonight then one benzo tomorrow night... Slowly wean myself off these things.. |
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Old emotions are stirring within because I did something stupid today.
Anyway, I wrote some good material for my book. So I at least did that. I need to be more careful. Damn it. |
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I've been thinking about what I want to do.. If there wasn't such thing as money, I'd do English courses to build my writing skills and travel the world, writing stories. But idk if that would be satisfying.
I'm thinking.. What does it take to become a pharmacologist? I have to do physics or math. I didn't do well in physics in high school because I was so depressed but now I'm interested in it. I was good at math but I forget everything. Y'know what I needed back then really badly? A psychedelic trip. Now that I've tripped, I feel like I can do anything.. I'm looking up physics courses. One about building a quantum computer seems really interesting. But there's a catch now... I can't handle stress.. I have a very low tolerance to stress right now.. So I'm going to increase my Invega Sustenna injection back to 3 weeks instead of 4 weeks. When I've exhausted myself through this in an hour or two, I'm gonna read a book and just chill.. I've been listening to a bit of podcasts today and exercised. I still feel stressed out. I want to not be stressed and I'm putting stress on myself but I don't care right now. I'm going to push myself until I break. There's a pharmacology course that my college is offering on the 23rd of March. I'm going to enroll in that and see if I like it. I don't know if taking an olanzepine will help me with stress. I might take a benzo for now with one and just see if I feel any better. |
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Well... I'm doing what my psychiatrist said to do.. which is try out physics courses online and see how I do..
I'm doing a physics course right now. I took 7.5mg of ZYPREXA (Olanzepine ^^).. And my stress is GONE. My stress be gone.. I can focus without PAIN. |
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I need a damned lozenge.
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Yeah I liked Zyprexa a lot. But they took me off of it because of the weight gain.
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#52
The nurse let me take the whole bag back to my room. So glad. They have menthol which helps me not cough and breathe better.
Tomorrow is Wednesday already. The Coke machine hasn't been refilled. |
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Just about 20 more minutes until I can use my headphones again. I'm not sure how to charge my vape pod without anyone noticing and asking questions. I hope my new roommate will take part in activities here and be out of the room mostly. Hope she'll make friends.
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Morning
Its fckn freezing! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Oh my goodness
I feel like today is gonna be weird or crazy. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Anyone up?
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Going to take 2-3 weeks for my post cards to arrive they are coming from New Zealand.....hopefully I don’t have to pay taxes to claim them.
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Just got back from the laundromat. Took a shower and put on fresh clean, warm clothes
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One of my cats was so sweet last night (Annie) she laid under the cover with me with her arm around me purring and she kept petting my face with her other paw
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I'm moving next week
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