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Default Jan 24, 2020 at 09:15 PM
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Fiance got on me about not cleaning lately. I've been depressed lately. And it seems to be getting worse slowly.

I tried to reiterate what's been happening but he says it's not fair he has been doing all the cleaning. Which I fully understand. Its hard tho. My ex has been stalking me past week. And some other things with my career. Now I just found out tonight that my mom has gotten ill while in mexico.
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Default Jan 24, 2020 at 09:30 PM
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Default Jan 24, 2020 at 09:47 PM
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I've been having a hard time keeping up with PC these days... Don't have the energy or motivation to read all the posts. Know that I am still around, but I've been struggling bad. Today wasn't that bad, though.

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Default Jan 24, 2020 at 09:55 PM
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And Einsteins son had schizophrenia!

This stuff I think about is interesting as hell!

Edit: The chances of having SZ and PDD-NOS (Atypical autism) is 4/100th of a percent so 0.0004% or 1 in 2500 people @junkDNA... Weird type of curse. I read a research paper that says that having both makes each two illnesses not as bad.. Or more severe than two alone idk... But we did psychedelics.. They did something to the brains..

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Default Jan 24, 2020 at 11:03 PM
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I've never been to a music festival. I want to volunteer at one or have someone to go with in the city this summer.

I'm gonna get a job and volunteer this winter maybe find some friends. I met one guy last night he seemed cool. He microdoses mushrooms.

Edit: And I want to meditate and do yoga and martial arts

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Default Jan 24, 2020 at 11:22 PM
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Your haldol was increased recently right?
Yep. From 10mg to 15mg.

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Default Jan 25, 2020 at 12:43 AM
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I found out what the pain is that I've been having for 3+ years on my back "Behind my heart".. - It's a cyst!! Not my heart or pericardium!

My mom always watches dr. pimple popper and she says she will help in the morning so i trust her as much as a doctor lol
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I've never been to a music festival. I want to volunteer at one or have someone to go with in the city this summer.

I'm gonna get a job and volunteer this winter maybe find some friends. I met one guy last night he seemed cool. He microdoses mushrooms.

Edit: And I want to meditate and do yoga and martial arts
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I like meditating. I once heard from someone that being spiritually enlightened is more possible when you're mentally balanced. I suppose that's true. Or perhaps it's the reverse. Perhaps meditation makes you mentally balanced which in turn leads to other things? I don't know -- it's an open question.
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Default Jan 25, 2020 at 05:55 AM
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I cant sleep

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Default Jan 25, 2020 at 11:36 AM
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Lol hi

I'm here. Kinda.

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Default Jan 25, 2020 at 11:54 AM
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Morning

Spent yesterday evening with my sister which is a regular thing for us to do on Fridays. We went out for TexMex. It can be a little tiring for me as it's hard to have a conversation with her because she talks so much and isn't a good listener. Still, I enjoy these evenings we have.

I went to bed early (for me), about 10:30pm and slept way in, not getting up until 10am. Yeah, the Zyprexa is really making me tired. It'll be another low key day.

I hope everyone is hanging in there.

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Default Jan 25, 2020 at 12:27 PM
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I've already been to my dads house this morning.

But I'm worried. Like very worried. My mom caught pneumonia while in mexico. I called her. She doesnt sound good. And this is after I had that dream that she died in mexico.

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I've already been to my dads house this morning.

But I'm worried. Like very worried. My mom caught pneumonia while in mexico. I called her. She doesnt sound good. And this is after I had that dream that she died in mexico.


Pneumonia can be very serious I hope she’s seeing a good doctor....is she old enough to have had the pneumonia vaccine?

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Pneumonia can be very serious I hope she’s seeing a good doctor....is she old enough to have had the pneumonia vaccine?
She is. And she went into her doc today cuz she got home last night but they are closed and cant see her. I dont think shes old enough for the vaccine. Shes 63. But she doesnt get the vaccines anyway because she has an extremely bad immune system due to her having lymes disease.

So I'm really scared.

All my life I've had visions or dreams of people being in dangerous situations or dying. And the ones with people dying, 99 percent of my dreams have been right so far.

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Went to the community brunch earlier today. Need to take a shower now but dreading it for some reason. Have a new phone. iPhone 5 SE. yeah I know I’m waaaaaay behind with the iPhones but this is a lot better than my last one. Eventually I’ll save up and upgrade to a more current model.

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Went to the community brunch earlier today. Need to take a shower now but dreading it for some reason. Have a new phone. iPhone 5 SE. yeah I know I’m waaaaaay behind with the iPhones but this is a lot better than my last one. Eventually I’ll save up and upgrade to a more current model.
I've got an SE too. I like it because it's small; that's why I got one as they were the smallest available.

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I've got an SE too. I like it because it's small; that's why I got one as they were the smallest available.
I'm excited to buy cases and stuff for it

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Finally took a shower. Idk why I've been having such an issue taking them lately

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