Roll Call 163!!! Dancing Chili

newtus · Mar 28, 2020 at 08:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

They’re striking in a couple of days anyway.....

Oh. I wonder why.

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 28, 2020 at 08:51 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Oh. I wonder why.

Because they want hazard pay and sanitizer for corona.....

Erti · Mar 28, 2020 at 08:53 PM

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Angelique67 · Mar 28, 2020 at 10:11 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Hey

I’m kinda ok.

Been trying to process everything that’s happening to me. Got into an argument with fiancé last night. I got fed up. So I went to the game room. I ended typing out a 6 page letter to him about how hurt I’ve been with him and the world. I put it in an envelope and gave it to him this morning. He didn’t read it because he has adhd. So I read Part of it to him and we discussed what I read for about 45 min.

So far I’ve had 4 coworkers come to my aid about losing my job. They came through a lot. One person gave me instructions about how to get my full certification. 2 others just listened. Another is helping too. No one likes that I didn’t stand up for myself more. I agree but idk I was nervous. Never been in that position before.

You lost your job? I'm sorry.

newtus · Mar 28, 2020 at 10:15 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

You lost your job? I'm sorry.

Yes thank you. It’s ok

Desoxyn · Mar 28, 2020 at 10:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

I’m loyal as **** but no one wants to talk to me if they have a problem with me. No they ****ing ghost you. I ****ing spill out my stuff that I deal with and have dealt with. I trusted them. I spelt my guts out to them and some used it against me.

You can talk to me! Or am I a ghost?? Tbh I'm not really a real person..

Desoxyn · Mar 28, 2020 at 10:21 PM

Omg I'm tired and it's been 12 hours awake..

Not enough time! Although the decreased Vyvanse might make me sleep better..

I just want to be awake man..

Erti · Mar 28, 2020 at 10:27 PM

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You can talk to me! Or am I a ghost?? Tbh I'm not really a real person..

Ghost are always talking to me. I’m pretty sure you’re real in a sense. I miss you all really. I deleted my Snapchat app. I sometimes see you on Facebook and you have asked me how I’m doing without judgement.

Angelique67 · Mar 28, 2020 at 10:28 PM

Those chocolate marshmallow eggs are amazing, wish I could get some lol. I've totally effed up my diet the past few days, eating more candy than anyone could possibly imagine.

I have to control myself but it's too hard. But I want to lose weight.

Something wonderful has happened here after lunch. A cart stocked with pop and good snacks and candy bars gets pushed down the hall and you can take anything and as much as you want because you pay for it all. This is heavenly. I hope they keep this up!

Today they confined us all to our rooms again. I guess someone has the flu, I don't know. My disposable stick ran out of eliquid today. I have just one left.

I hope everyone is in good spirits and safe.

Desoxyn · Mar 29, 2020 at 02:34 AM

My cat loves me.. I love my cat..

I think to myself, how can an animal that is so loving for 1.5-2 decades be eaten in wet markets?

Like these creatures have evolved to be able to give so much love.. and yet so many of them are treated like objects for their meat.. for a human savage..

And even then, we eat all sorts of animals.. it's just the way it's supposed to be.. it's crazy.. life has no mercy.

Maybe death is mercy..

Blue_Bird · Mar 29, 2020 at 06:54 AM

Good morning. Listening to music w/ a cup of coffee. Up next is shower, meditate, clean.

Blue_Bird · Mar 29, 2020 at 08:53 AM

Bleached my counters, sink, cleaned door handles, cabinets, tables etc Just have the floor to do then my bathroom

newtus · Mar 29, 2020 at 10:31 AM

Morning

I had very little coffee. 3 sips cuz it makes me anxious nowadays.

I’m gonna do what bluebird is doing and put on some soft music and just write and relax. Thanks for the idea bb!

I think I may also treat myself to some succulents. Like buy them. But I’ve kinda been treating myself almost everyday this past week.

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 29, 2020 at 10:45 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Morning

I had very little coffee. 3 sips cuz it makes me anxious nowadays.

I’m gonna do what bluebird is doing and put on some soft music and just write and relax. Thanks for the idea bb!

I think I may also treat myself to some succulents. Like buy them. But I’ve kinda been treating myself almost everyday this past week.

Since I’m out of work too, I often don’t have the money to treat myself so I just add stuff to my amazon wishlist, it still feels like shopping but without the money, you can always get stuff for your bday or other holidays off the list.

One of the things I do to entertain myself on the cheap is cooking, you’ve gotta eat anyway. I highly recommend learning to bake, it’s inexpensive and time consuming but the results are amazing. You can make bread with four ingredients...

newtus · Mar 29, 2020 at 10:56 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Since I’m out of work too, I often don’t have the money to treat myself so I just add stuff to my amazon wishlist, it still feels like shopping but without the money, you can always get stuff for your bday or other holidays off the list.

One of the things I do to entertain myself on the cheap is cooking, you’ve gotta eat anyway. I highly recommend learning to bake, it’s inexpensive and time consuming but the results are amazing. You can make bread with four ingredients...

Maybe I will wait on the succulents. Cuz I wanted planters too and maybe macrame plant hangers.

Not sure if I should bake tho. Well at least not baking sweet stuff. I have been wanting sweet stuff. Fiancé is trying to cut down on sugar and other stuff due to his heart doctor saying so. I need to learn new and healthy recipes. Apparently he can’t eat a lot of red meat either.

I have not been feeling like cooking or even cleaning these past two weeks. Maybe 3. I’m so tired all the time now.

Today, I have to make up an email laying out my magazine I want to make (yea that’s still on the table). I told someone I’d have it to them by the end of last week (Friday) and I didn’t. I haven’t been doing anything I should be lately. I also gotta do more writing. I am also doing my YouTube channel again. I have a video up, a new one. Hmm.

1. Check on school
2. Blog stuff, like content
3. Social media content stuff
4. Layout my magazine plan
5. Make another YouTube video (maybe)
6. Look for jobs
7. Do my certification stuff
8. Write a peice for a new blog I got accepted to write for

I just want to sleep

newtus · Mar 29, 2020 at 10:57 AM

I think this dosage of VRAYLAR is making me unable to function. Idk.

Blue_Bird · Mar 29, 2020 at 11:14 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Since I’m out of work too, I often don’t have the money to treat myself so I just add stuff to my amazon wishlist, it still feels like shopping but without the money, you can always get stuff for your bday or other holidays off the list.

One of the things I do to entertain myself on the cheap is cooking, you’ve gotta eat anyway. I highly recommend learning to bake, it’s inexpensive and time consuming but the results are amazing. You can make bread with four ingredients...

That’s what I do , I have tons of stuff and ideas one my wish list for things I’d like to get eventually. It’s fun

newtus · Mar 29, 2020 at 11:34 AM

So I did a bit more research. i think I can get the stimulus package. Cuz it said low income, disability, and people getting SS retirement will get it. Per The New York Times article.

newtus · Mar 29, 2020 at 11:58 AM

Cleaned up the game room a bit

newtus · Mar 29, 2020 at 11:59 AM

I am beyond sick of hearing banging on both sides of our apartment. Both sides have young kids. Ugh. Every freaking day dude.

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 29, 2020 at 08:53 AM #412 Bleached my counters, sink, cleaned door handles, cabinets, tables etc Just have the floor to do then my bathroom __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Mar 29, 2020 at 11:58 AM #419 Cleaned up the game room a bit __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Mar 29, 2020 at 11:59 AM #420 I am beyond sick of hearing banging on both sides of our apartment. Both sides have young kids. Ugh. Every freaking day dude. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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