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newtus · Apr 05, 2020 at 09:55 AM

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I have them too...I just think that psychiatrists don’t bother to ask about them so they think they’re rare lol.

Yea. My boss was challenging me. Saying I’m not right and that the research says this and that. It made me upset kinda.

newtus · Apr 05, 2020 at 09:56 AM

I’m doing a poll on my Twitter acct about it. And someone with an even bigger following shared it.

Erti · Apr 05, 2020 at 10:00 AM

There was times where I would smell rotten flesh and nothing around me was dead or rotten meat.

Blue_Bird · Apr 05, 2020 at 11:23 AM

Exhaustion just hit me out of nowhere, feel like I’m about to fall asleep

newtus · Apr 05, 2020 at 12:50 PM

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Exhaustion just hit me out of nowhere, feel like I’m about to fall asleep

I just took a nap

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 05, 2020 at 01:16 PM

Blue_Bird · Apr 05, 2020 at 01:31 PM

Did 50 squats and some arm exercises

newtus · Apr 05, 2020 at 01:41 PM

Got a bit of a sore throat. Very, very worried.

Desoxyn · Apr 05, 2020 at 01:46 PM

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@Desoxyn, you probably know that you're dissociating when you're in your dreamy state. I have done that many times throughout my life. It's a Godsend to be able to do that. It's an escape mechanism that works automatically. I am not a fighter. I acquiesce. I don't want to hurt anyone, even when they hurt me. I think I inherited that way of being, like it's in my genes. Does this fit you?

Yeah it does. I remember getting in trouble a lot in middle school because I didn't take the rules seriously anymore. I was then given the same lines to write out 50 times or just to sit alone for making fun of the principal. It was all harmless jokes.

Then I got to high school and I became really scared of everything (Because I was the most popular in middle school). That's basically when my negative symptoms started.

Also when my mom cheated on my dad. She told me in front of him and the dream state just shattered. I was in reality by then, picking up pieces of glass with blood on them because my dad wrecked the kitchen.

Then I took psychedelics and now it's like I'm starting that dream state all over again. I feel like something is going to break the dream state again.. And I'll be anhedonic, accepting of how realistic culture makes mundane life out to be and what is expected of me by society.

Desoxyn · Apr 05, 2020 at 01:47 PM

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Got a bit of a sore throat. Very, very worried.

Me too it's ok just allergies.

Desoxyn · Apr 05, 2020 at 01:51 PM

I'm too shy and analytical to be an artist.

My mom used to paint and make art for days without sleep. She only sleeps like 5 hours a night. I think of her as manic all the time. It's always been that way.

newtus · Apr 05, 2020 at 02:55 PM

Here’s next weeks events. All online.

newtus · Apr 05, 2020 at 03:09 PM

So I’ve been pulling out my hair so much and so rough, cuz of anxiety, now my eyelid is bleeding. I pinched it with tweezers.

Desoxyn · Apr 05, 2020 at 03:32 PM

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So I’ve been pulling out my hair so much and so rough, cuz of anxiety, now my eyelid is bleeding. I pinched it with tweezers.

"There are evidences that dopamine plays an important role in anxiety modulation in different parts of the brain. Some evidence has shown that the mesolimbic, mesocortical and nigrostriatal dopaminergic system are involved in anxiety. Both dopamine D1 and D2 receptor mechanisms are important in mediating anxiety."

"Cariprazine (RGH-188, MP-214, Vraylar[TM]) is a new dopamine receptor ligand developed for the treatment of several neuropsychiatric diseases including schizophrenia and bipolar disorders. Cariprazine displays higher affinity at dopamine D3 receptors and a similar affinity at D2 and 5-HT2B receptors."

Desoxyn · Apr 05, 2020 at 03:33 PM

I'm inspired by dopamine to learn about the brain 2day

newtus · Apr 05, 2020 at 03:38 PM

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"There are evidences that dopamine plays an important role in anxiety modulation in different parts of the brain. Some evidence has shown that the mesolimbic, mesocortical and nigrostriatal dopaminergic system are involved in anxiety. Both dopamine D1 and D2 receptor mechanisms are important in mediating anxiety."

"Cariprazine (RGH-188, MP-214, Vraylar[TM]) is a new dopamine receptor ligand developed for the treatment of several neuropsychiatric diseases including schizophrenia and bipolar disorders. Cariprazine displays higher affinity at dopamine D3 receptors and a similar affinity at D2 and 5-HT2B receptors."

Having brain knots reading that.

Desoxyn · Apr 05, 2020 at 03:55 PM

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Having brain knots reading that.

Vraylar could make anxiety worse maybe idk

newtus · Apr 05, 2020 at 04:16 PM

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Vraylar could make anxiety worse maybe idk

I don’t think it does for me. Given my situation I think it’s everything going on...lost my job, my fiancé is having heart issues, my 73 year old dad is on the frontline as an essential worker (I’ve been in contact with him everyday and ordered him masks), and of course this COVID 19 stuff.

Desoxyn · Apr 05, 2020 at 04:26 PM

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I don’t think it does for me. Given my situation I think it’s everything going on...lost my job, my fiancé is having heart issues, my 73 year old dad is on the frontline as an essential worker (I’ve been in contact with him everyday and ordered him masks), and of course this COVID 19 stuff.

Of course! Those things slip my mind..

Breathe in... Breathe out..

newtus · Apr 05, 2020 at 04:33 PM

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Of course! Those things slip my mind..

Breathe in... Breathe out..

You’re fine! You are a good person.

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 05, 2020 at 01:41 PM #728 Got a bit of a sore throat. Very, very worried. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Apr 05, 2020 at 01:51 PM #731 I'm too shy and analytical to be an artist. My mom used to paint and make art for days without sleep. She only sleeps like 5 hours a night. I think of her as manic all the time. It's always been that way.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 05, 2020 at 03:09 PM #733 So I’ve been pulling out my hair so much and so rough, cuz of anxiety, now my eyelid is bleeding. I pinched it with tweezers. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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