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#761
I feel like I have burnout right now and can't sleep
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Desoxyn
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#762
I googled, "Can cats be more right or left handed?"
"Female cats tend to be more "right-handed," a new study says. Cats have the entire Internet wrapped around their furry little paws. ... Scientists have discovered that many pet cats show a marked preference for the right or left front paw when it comes to walking down stairs, stepping over an object, or reaching for food." |
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Desoxyn
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#763
People laugh at me and then feel sorry for me. That's my life.
I feel like even my whole family feels sorry for me. And my cat is still tripping since my bad trip. No one believes me. I wish at least one person believed me. I don't mind people laughing at me. I laugh at me. But the worst part is that people feel sorry for me. I'm not ****ing normal. |
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#764
Maybe to solve this problem, I have to not feel sorry for me. Then no one else will.
But I'd have to be crazy to do that. And everyone is just like me. But I don't want to pretend. People are fake. That's the problem. I try to find such deeper meanings in everything.. Yet I also have a persona that is the complete opposite.. Like a dissociative one to protect myself. It's really ****ed up. But kind of interesting if I really think about it. Maybe everyone is like this. The depressed people can see hope and have gratitude more than normal people yet so sad or numb. The manics are delusional and can't feel any sadness. What happiness is is dissociation from sadness. But really deep down when I'm high I still feel low. That's why ketamine works so well for depression. It's a dissociative.. Who am I then? And jim carey asked this question about himself and is very spiritual.. An actor of many personas.. "Jim Carrey became violent when he was 16 due to family troubles. The actor has admitted to suffering from bipolar disorder and depression which have motivated him to do comedy." And Robin Williams had bipolar and was a comedian. I wrote a really long post before the one before this but I deleted it because it was too nuts.. Too painful.. ****.. |
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#766
I’ve been feeling out of breath since an hour or two ago. Before this my fever came back and I felt drowsy and nauseous.
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#768
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#769
It’s a hard decision, on one hand if what I’m having is nothing serious I might get Covid in the hospital instead. But on the other hand hospital might save me if I keep having a breathing problem. Wish I can just call but the instruction is to go to the hospital.
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#770
Took my meds and had a decent breakfast. Fruit loops and healthy sausage links. It was good. A combo of sweet and salty for breakfast.
Playing animal crossing now. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Quote:
Well, if you are having trouble breathing, it might be time to go in. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#772
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#773
Sat outside in the sun for 20 minutes
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#774
I did my biweekly certification for unemployment. It went swimmingly. It said that I will receive pay in a day or two... That would be something... According to the website I did everything correctly, but we'll see about that... So there is hope. I really wish they made this more clear for me. Also, I should be getting an added $600 weekly in pay from the stimulus bill in a week or 2, which would be nice, and everyone who is an US adult will be getting a one time payment of $1200 check, and for every child a $500 check.
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#775
I'm going to have a few beers and watch HBO Now with West world. Then get back to writing.
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#776
Fck. Took a nap again. I’m trying to fix my sleep schedule.
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#777
Practiced ukulele for half an hour
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#778
Hi everyone! How's everybody? I'm okay. Kind of bored. About to get more bored. My work is going to three day work weeks. First time ever in my life did I have to apply for unemployment for those two days a week we are not working. I hope I get some money from unemployment. I figured out what my check would be without it and I could make due I think but it will be tight. I just gotta have faith you know. HUGS Kit
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#779
Oh good news, my therapist says she feels like I have turned a corner in my recovery. She feels like someone (God) has carried me past the painful stuff and over the hurdle and set me on solid ground so I could start again. That was big! HUGS Kit
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#780
I’m shaking. Idk why. Like trembling, my hands.
And we don’t have any more bottled water. Got some from the tap but I don’t think I’ve had but very little water in the past couple of days. It could be why I feel bad. Been living off soda and coffee. May be why I’m shaking. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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